너무 길고 힘들고 길고 많이 심심하고 외롭고 싫었던 여름. 그래도 때로는 즐거웠다.
여름 방학 일주일 후 드디어 다시 만난 일라이 (성진이). 어색할줄 알았는데 설레면서 편했다. even tho it was corona we went to a beach and tried to stay away from all the white ppl. i was lowkey scared of all the white ppl cuz we were almost the only two asians
this day was so cute LOL ngl ngl when we were nice to each other for once.. although it didn’t last very long
grad photos for brother and dj
what an inappropriate thing to say
fun sunbaes we always talk about inapprorpriate things when it’s the three of us
i wish we still went fishing
i cut nara’s hair dam it was hard doe she has so much hair
my description of peppa pig incarnated on all their papers very differently
last meal for dj before he leaves
he didn’t want his pic to be taken cuz he had acne
bye bye dj thank you for being so kind
yoghurt flour bagel but i shaped it ugly
this was my fav hair color
when he started to get mean and annoying
cried for days whenever i saw this
i remember feeling so miserable i just wanted to do something and change something so i went and got the fattest lashes but i jus look like a v basic californian asian
my last crying pic LOL it’s honestly crazy to think back to literally how miserable and unbearable simply living was. I couldn’t pinpoint my sadness I couldn’t stop crying and I couldn’t stop my heart from feeling like it was being torn apart. and I didn’t really know why. It went from infrequent sadness to more frequent to everyday.
met up with Nara cuz highkey we were both depressed
it’s also weird to think about how when you’re depressed you’re still able to smile and laugh genuinely while still feeling genuinely helpless
when we were both going through similar relationship probs lulul
now many many weeks later in SD
they’re all graduating dkfj
i like this pic cuz i look tallish but also thickish
also many many weeks later
exp but very tasty white ppl bagel
WOW this was the first day I started walking/running in the morning because I couldn’t get good sleep and I was so dapdap lying in bed. from walking 2 miles to running 4 miles it was absolutely crazy how much I improved physically and mentally (altho i didn’t really lose that much weight lol) i literally felt so much better walking and praying and also physically running and tiring myself out and Im honestly very sad and angry that I lost that pace and now I can barely walk 1 mile again
i was craving my mom’s 닭볶음탕 and my friend taylor made... ㅠ
esther came over to hang out
and we did our own charcoochie board
expensive din tai fung date with eli
we honestly both look very bad in photos together so i kinda gave up keke
HOW are his legs better than mine FRK i wish i liked chunky ppl
- and that was the end to a very very very long and tough summer but when I remember it I mostly only remember the good memories
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