the one where i post about ticcimask

sooo. one wish willows 👀 hehe.. what if we were going along with an au where tim is in marble hornets and toby is just toby. livin with his mama and Fhhhhrank & he’s this real shut in guy, super nervous and uncomfortable to be around. disconcerting.

he is completely infatuated with tim. so much. marble hornets is his favourite thing in the world, he wants that man so bad it makes him sick… tim is kinda his one respite from how bleak his life feels. dunno.. he just keeps replaying the entries with him & he’s convinced they must be soulmates. lil off his rocker.

lyra gets him a lil gift from this weird shop she found cos she’s a kind girl who loves her weird brother. she’s kinda always out and about, and so she tries to grab toby all sorts of knickknacks. she’s worried about him! but anywaaay she gets him a one wish willow. fun little thing, make a wish, it’s an innocent gift. and toby probably keeps it on his shelf for some time honestly, might be dusty by the time he actually decides to open it.

toby has a real rough day. you can decide what this is, cos i'm not gonna HEHE but it ultimately ends with him snapping that lil piece of wood and wishing for something along the lines of wishing tim loved him. or was obsessed with him. movie movie movie movie

NOW. NOW WE CUE MASKY. in this lil world i've made, masky did not exist prior to this. he is like the other nikki of this universe, except it's not a total takeover like the movie. it's a mix! fun!

soooo um somehow it ends up with toby kinda being stalked by masky lol dunnnoooooo maybe he can have his own youtube like totheark KJEBRLAHGEH but he's being a weird gross creepy stalker about this boy and tim is horrified cos he "wakes up" and there's like a dozen tapes FULL of just......this kid??????? doing ????? Whatever??????????????????? and he has zero recollection. he is so horrified, he doesn't know what to do. obviously points fingers at the operator, but is also kinda really afraid he's gonna like. kill him or something when these blackouts happen, cos he (at this point) seen alex kill that guy in the tunnel. he's real nervous that'll be him.

toby eventually somehow finds out about this channel.. and let's also say that marble hornets isn't that popular just to avoid that whole mess. but toby finds it, maybe tim told jay, then jay posted about it & that's how he found it? he's kinda scared about this. because yes, he did and does want this, kind of, but it's not how he wanted it. he's hesitantly excited, and a lot more paranoid. schizophrenic boy i love you

it just keeps progressing, and toby doesn't want to tell anyone around him, cos they're gonna take it away. he's clinging to this newfound feeling of being wanted (kinda) by someone he clings to for his stability. even if he's real scared inside, he's not gonna ask for help.

masky keeps getting closer, blackouts are impossible to track, and it eventually becomes a slight face to face situation. masky, in this universe, is going to keep his strange inhuman characteristics. he doesn't speak, he just kinda....tilts his head sometimes. body language and that's IT. and much like other nikki, he is learning how to behave. he sits at toby's window — who by this point notices him — and they wind up kinda mirroring each other? very strange dynamic.

masky is a lot. still has the mask, obviously, and it's spooky. he's always got these big wide eyes, toby has never felt so seen and simultaneously watched.

they start getting a lot more up close and personal..hehe......aka toby starts leaving his window open. surely masky will be :) normal about this :) Surely. :)

sometimes there's a second or two where tim is the one behind the wheel, and he freaks out (movie compliant), but it never lasts long enough for anything to be done other than torture that manLOL..,, tapes get so much worse too. masky has become....hm. they have a strange dynamic, him and toby.. masky is completely obsessed with toby, and in turn, toby is curious about this once he fears him less. it's like he has a weird pet in his house. but he also is starting to really like him. he's got tim's face under that shiny mask, even if he doesn't....act the same..........sacrifices and whatnot

they start getting a lot more ,,,,,,,,,, intimate. lol. basically toby is taking advantage of the situation, and masky is eating out of his hand. even if sometimes he grabs onto toby a lil too hard, and looks like he really wants to hurt him bad. hehe.

tim time! he "wakes up" while they're having sex lol . and he freaks the fuck out. he is horrified and violated, and toby also looks so afraid at this. what a mess. tim is freaking out, and toby is desperately trying to shush him cos if he wakes up anyone in the house, they're both so so soooooooo fucked. and it's a mess. tim doesn't know anything about that wish, obviously, so in his eyes!!! toby is just this poor poor boy who is at risk. ajgrhegjrhgeh funny to imagine tim trying to explain anything at all and his dick is out. put it away man you think toby is gonna follow a word you say ??? :/

anywho. toby ushers tim out the window eventually somehow. dunno how. but he does. tim goes to his car, and to his horror, DISCOVERS MORE TAPES AND THEYRE JUST GETTING WORS.E. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU ARE WATCHING THE WEIRD VERSION OF YOU'S SEX TAPES. LKJ;KJEGRKJWEEJR

they just keep doing this song and dance honestly. i think tim could grow to like toby. probably watches those tapes and feels so much shame after...............hahha tim why are you um. Why are you touching yourself to those...omgg.............. ////

but true to obsession, masky just keeps getting worse. it's becoming a big issue. he doesn't want to ever be apart from toby, and it's getting a lot more concerning. little ways. grabbing toby a lil too hard, getting aggravated when toby tells him to leave, all that good stuff. eventually comes down to him taking toby from his home hehehe///... always some fun to be had when kidnapping is involved @_@ HEHEHE poor toby sooo scared, cos as much as he hates home, it's all he has, he wants to go back home so badddd...

post kidnapping, we bring back tim! yay! :) and he is horrified at this. truly. hands shaking trying to undo the bindings, mumbling sorry over and over real quiet....just doesn't want to spook him more than he already is. but he also feels really weird to be touching toby at all, and he doesn't want to contemplate why that is. he won't. for now.

toby is both so afraid and so starstruck. he never really got to directly interact much with the real tim, and now he's. in his house. stutter is real bad here cos he's super nervous for a billion reasons HEHE and it really does just make tim feel worse inside. he has this boy tied up and crying in his house, what the fuck is his life.

idk...imight just make it a back and forth thing, so that toby isn't really able to leave,,,. jkhregrhjeghrehj love. they kinda get used to each other though...tim is so plagued by shame though cos he just keeps thinking about those tapes....they're in his house man. trying to comfort toby but his brain keeps flashing this guy NAKED in his head. LOL

toby declared missing, foul play suspected...drools. neither of them know what to do. toby, some point while crying his poor lil heart out, brings up the one wish willow. and tim just immediately brushes it off hehe he's convinced this is operator related, and tells toby that it isn't his fault.........,..i keep key spamming and deleting it cos i like this idea so much LMAO but ugh. ugghgjfhj.

it's not quite stockholm dynamic, since toby does have an unhealthy obsession with tim, but he eventually does kinda settle in his current situation. kindaaa falling in looove. lol ugh i love him. tim is also getting a bit of weird feelings but he feels so evil and horrible here that he really tries his best to ignore it. specially cos he's still having blackouts and sometimes he opens his eyes to find toby's terrified ones. kinda sucks for them.

i think masky gets to become a nuisance to write here, just cos i selfishly want to keep going with tim ,, but he is still here. still important.

he has toby here, but what more does he want??? i don't think he even knows. just wants to watch him and touch him. probably wants to get under his skin (meaning literally)

toby in a corner and masky witha camera in his face for hours on end hehe...poor boy, all i do is hurt him. he makes it too easy..,,,but it's become a very strange/dangerous dynamic. toby is sooooo homesick </3 masky doesn't understand that. picture the other nikki scene of "no nikki, it's fucked." "is that a good thing?" he doesn't comprehend. he is a thing learning to behave normal. lol maybe he mimics tim's behaviours from marble hornets entries, wouldn't it be kinda scary to hear him parrot stuff he hears from the entries. >:)?

toby eventually wanders around the house somehow and finds all those tapes, the ones that weren't posted. or masky brings them to him? probably the latter LOL but he gets really scared inside about this. cos it's,. tapes of him at his most intimate moments, and he didn't know they existed. masky is sneaky with his camera. but now toby has to know that these exist, and that they have existed in TIM'S HOUSE AND HE PRESUMABLY KNEW ABOUT EM!!! mortified. scared. wants to go home, probably cries. poor boyyyy

some point we get tim return & toby......,,,brings up the tapes. oh it's killing me. tim tries to lie and say that he never looked at em, but his poker face is really bad. toby has a lot of feelings on this. yaay uncomfortable wiggle room in the dynamic!!! toby is still really sick in the head, and now has been off his meds for some time...hehe.

really starts leaning on tim for any comfort at all, and what is tim if not weak. i always write him as such. he'll cave in and really try to help in this shit situation, cos he feels sooooo guilty, but toby's starting to push it. "can i sleep in your bed? please?" ohhh please tim he just feels so lonely and he's afraidddd and it'd make him feel sooooo much better hehe

toby ends up kinda guilting tim into sex after a few days of this. LOL,,, oh mu god he's evil with it. watery eyes lookin down at tim cos he straddled him for this conversation, and he's going on about how he was a virgin and his first time was with masky and he just feels sooooo bad inside about the whole thing, and he really just wants a good experience. pls tim? and it, is as effective as you'd imagine. very. tim just carries so much guilt, it controls him too. HEHEHE gahjgrahjggrh it's so good. tim also might cave so easy cos he's a lil sick in the head and wants toby but you didn't hear it from meeee....

jay might start getting concerned cos he hasn't seen tim leave his house in......oh man. it's been some time. maybe he should go over to cheeckkkkkk

pause. there is no happy ending. something bad has to happen for it to end. let's leave it here as to avoid that