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SORRY guys i decided i want to die alone because these mfers out here scare tf outta me plus i actually genuinely lose myself in other people and start acting like a loser freak i don't recognize eek !!!! so the only person i'm interested in seeing is a therapist x

ignore the fact that i changed my pfp to peter steele getting married

genuinely was listening to this man tell me abt how hes a one woman kinda man and he dates for marriage and he doesn't trust easily because hes been cheated on before and hes super chalant coz hes a cancer and listens to emo music and wants to love and be loved so bad ENTIRE TIME hes in love with his ex from 6 years ago who cheated on him and hes seeing her on and off again while texting different girls n asking for nudes and also crying because hes so in love with his on/off gf but knows they're doomed to never work out but he can't let her go and hes basically stringing her along atp and i'm like Bro U Scare Me and he has the audacity to be like what why

i wanna meet his gf so bad so bad so bad i wanna hear her side of the story SO BADDD

ok guess i'm just a fucking idiot who thought my friends would apologize for hurting my feelings but the more time passes the more i kill whats inside my heart for them its been 3 days i think actually i will never again laugh at their jokes and its okay theres always new friends to make

it just freakinggggg sucks when shit like this happens my entire fucking week is ruined. the sense of betrayl feels greater coming from a friend and it sends me into a paranoid state where i can't trust anyone plus this happened as i was getting my period so i feel moved to violence LOCK ME UP IN A CRYPT UNTIL I'M SANE AND SAFE TO BE AROUND