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friend made a comment a couple days ago about mean older women putting their cigarettes out on your arm and it was innocent like he had zero way of knowing that he was waking up the demons inside of me and the thing is i can't just keep tattooing over scars and i told my therapist i don't self harm anymore(IDK WHAT THE RULES ARE BUT I DONT TRUST HER)

btw not joking if you message me out of concern because of the shit you see me posting here i will just go ahead and block you i'm not playing i'm really not i'll block a bitch for sneezing rn

no its fine i haven't slept or eaten properly in a week, i keep cutting my bangs, blocking all my friends, fantasizing about self harming with cigarettes and smashing dishes, and my doctors appointment so i could FINALLY GET MEDICATED got cancelled because some tweaker lit the building on fire but its summer right haha lets go to the beach