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well fuck!

real in my mind; fixate on that window

nothing like a crush to make you feel like you have nothing of your own going on

i am notconvinced anyone would see what i post here. last night i went to a show and i both felt the same amount of uncool and disconnected, unwelcome as i did in high school, and also like i was having the exact experience i was meant to have, 3 beers in and with bad luck in love circulating

i am playing... with my own heart. chill

im moving to pennsylvania as soon as i can but launching towards something i know very little about. and with nothing for sure ahead, it feels like nothing, even though it must always be something. really hoping i don’t get sick, at least. 

trying to chill tf out

went to the grocery store, thought a person at the grocery store was cute, cool that i can still get a crush on a stranger in a time like this

I sort of speak Yiddish now but I still speak Spanish better