Omega 👌🏼

Everyday I die a bit more inside. Everyday something fills the broken holes inside.

When she can't even wake up to do something that would make you happy. That you said we don't have to go to because even she said that the line was going to be long but she still insist on us going but she doesn't fucking get up even after you worked overnight and woke up. When she can't even take it when you fall asleep after work but she falls asleep for a whole fucking morning and afternoon and leaves you waiting. Never again.

I've stopped asking and caring but the rare times I do, you still can't do it?

I am a sprouting seed that soaks in the rain from dark thick clouds.

Missing you over the years have turned into a desire to be with you that death at any point sounds good.

When school people are scared to hang out with you because they're scared of what your girlfriend will do 😒

When your own home becomes a foreign place that you have to turn on a flashlight to be able to see the path from the bathroom to your room.