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I’ve looked into getting German citizenship recently but unfortunately my ancestors left the old country around the time when they would’ve had to register at a consulate to keep their German citizenship.

And when I asked my genealogy family members if they ever did that their reaction was basically “No? When the fuck would they have time to do that?”

old-schoolgenz

Mom has German ancestry but I know for a fact they came here early so there's no way I could apply for that.

Dad has Irish but that also goes back so far I couldn't tell you when they immigrated, long ago enough I have like... 5% Shawnee blood. (Not that it matters I'm white as shit.)

So American is all I have.

... groan.

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writeranon69

Don't Fall for this scam.

Transgender community, please please please do NOT use this product! It will kill you if used, please do not use it whatsoever.

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moonlitmasque

OKAY, EVERYONE, WE HAVE A POISON WARNING APPARANTLY, SPREAD THE WORD TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW!

old-schoolgenz

A veces pienso que la única solución para imbéciles como este es atarlos boca abajo y dejarlos ahí.

#transgender #trans #lgbtq community #warning

l0stvegas

Some time ago (I think in 2021) I had to go see a neurologist over really scary symptoms that resembled seizures. I was a nervous wreck about what I was feeling and had barely slept all week, which seemed to be apparent to the doc’s assistant when I sat down in the exam room for questioning or whatever. Dude was pretty young and soft spoken, around my age. He was laser focused doing something on one of those tablet-laptop Surface things as I spoke, presumably writing down my symptoms.

Midway through talking about my symptoms my voice audibly started shaking as I was describing them, clearly upset.

In the middle of my monologue he turns the tablet to face me, closes whatever program he has open and the wallpaper is this fucking collage of pictures of lord farquaad from shrek, lovingly decorated. Dude just sat there placidly smiling at me until I noticed and stopped dead in the middle of a sentence. We sat there in silence like this for like a solid minute before I started wheezing laughing. Before I could even say anything else or process it he picked up the tablet and wordlessly left the room, and I just sat there dumbfounded until the doctor showed up. 10/10 doctor experience tbh

I didn’t own a cell phone at the time to get a photo so this rendition from memory is all I can provide you

snow-nose

ID: a digital drawing of a man in scrubs sitting on a wheeled stool, serenely smiling with his elbow on a rolling cart, where a tablet is flipped open to show an approximation of the Lord Farquaad screensaver. end ID

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l0stvegas

Reblogging this bc it’s making rounds again

old-schoolgenz

The amount of times I have been extremely upset. Checked my phone and have seen absurd bullshit and immediately stopped the spiral to laugh my ass off is incredibly high.

#bri rambling

inkskinned

fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

maculategiraffe

oralmcfurry

Fine I'll try it

brosser-les-dents

Hate brushing and flossing my teeth but when my mouth doesn't hurt and feel inflamed all the time, other things seem easier. (especially during the daily and important task of eating)

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old-schoolgenz

A part of me is hoping that it'll force the oil barons and coal assfucks to switch to renewables for energy and transportation, to conserve the oil reserves for things we need oil for that don't have those replacements.

That probably won't happen, mind, instead they'd push for war to get more oil. But I can hope.

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strictlyquadrilateral

the more i talk to extended family the more i learn that it was EXTREMELY obvious to all the adults around me as a child that something had gone horribly wrong and i needed professional help, but i guess there's some sort of prime directive thing where you can suggest to the kid's parents that the kid might need help but you can never ever ever let on to the kid that you can tell something is wrong. you just have to hold on to that until the kid becomes an adult who's able to say "so i think i experienced a lot of trauma when i was very little" and then you can say "yes, i know. i didn't know what happened but it was completely unmissable that something had." okay. thank you. that's very validating. but why did you leave me to suffer and keep feeling like there was no other explanation than that i was broken and going insane. would it really have been so bad to sit me down and go "i see you. i can't help much, but i can tell something happened and you're in a lot of pain. you deserve help and support. you're not going insane." or something. i don't know. my internal experience was mostly that i had suddenly become a bad child who couldn't seem to get anything right and was always being yelled at. maybe it would have helped if someone had said something.

old-schoolgenz

Apparently my mom had me tested for Autism as like. A baby/toddler. And it came back inconclusive.

You know. Because babies are fucking babies. Thier weird and make weird decisions. Of course the doctor couldn't tell! It should have been real obvious as soon as I started to go to school though that perhaps that should have been revisited.

But no. Of course not... ugh.

#bri rambling

thehumantrampoline

I kept forgetting my nighttime antidepressant so I set an alarm where the sound was a recording of me saying "HEY. TAKE YOUR FUCKING PILL" because I thought it would be funny. It was funny about three times, and then it started making me mad and I'd dismiss it right away to make it stop. So I handed my phone to my partner, who made another recording sweetly saying "Okay Shira, it's time to take your medication" and now I don't get mad anymore and I take my pill. The "compassion over punishment" camp has gotta get something wrong one of these days

old-schoolgenz

punishment does not work in training dogs and it doesn't work for people. Stop screaming at yourself and treat yourself as you treat others.

caspercryptid

The really unfortunate thing about mental health progress is that sometimes you realize you've made it in the form of "wow, I haven't felt this bad in a fucking while"

caspercryptid

On the one hand it's a bit of a pick me up in a dark place to know that this will pass because it has passed before on the other hand sometimes it isn't entirely a pleasant thought to go "wow, I used to feel like this all the time. That was pretty fucking bad. It's pretty bad right now too also."

caspercryptid

Someday your current baseline will be the sort of thing you consider A Really Bad Day. It does get better.

shencomix

old-schoolgenz

Snort

Yeah.

#shen comix #comic #comics

birdplushie

"it's not that deep" START DIGGING!!

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cursed-spectre

Hey Spectre.

...

7 kids

Spectre blinks.

She looks at her hands, beginning to raise fingers.

"Ai, Cassidy, T, Kim, Koba, Ivory..."

She looks back at you.

"Six so far, and we've got the artificial core. Seven would be correct."

old-schoolgenz

*Speaking Louder*

9 kids!

cursed-spectre

Spectre blinks.

She starts laughing. "Gods, Tera and Kiara really do a lot, huh?"

old-schoolgenz

THE REST ARE ALL YOURS YOU-

A drone with two toned, white and black hair yanks me back into nothing and dissapears.

"Don't break the timeline." He says before also dissappearing.

#meta rp

cursed-spectre

Hey Spectre.

...

7 kids

Spectre blinks.

She looks at her hands, beginning to raise fingers.

"Ai, Cassidy, T, Kim, Koba, Ivory..."

She looks back at you.

"Six so far, and we've got the artificial core. Seven would be correct."

old-schoolgenz

*Speaking Louder*

9 kids!

#(fuck-)

I need to know what mod adds the fucking self destruct button on the factions menu. Because I about died of laughter.

"Huh? What does this do?"

[Explodes]

Me, knowing that a few of the mods aren't translated very well into English: You mean the Faction?

Presses.

[YOU LOST!]

Que me laughing my ass off because all my planets just fucking exploded at once.

No. It did not mean the Faction.

#bri rambling #stellaris #I'm still fucking laughing holy shit #it's the ridiculousness of it

systlin

Note as someone who has visited and driven in most of the 48 lower contiguous states of the 50 small countries in a trenchcoat that make up the USA;

The drivers of all states suck, of course, this is a given. HOWEVER. There are some very special places that stand out among these. In order of how in fear for my life I was.

3. Houston. Drivers in Texas in general treat speed limits as a lower limit for how fast you should be going and the drivers in Houston show no regard for life or limb.

2. Atlanta. The drivers of Atlanta do not fear death for themselves and would rather you both die than let you merge.

Fucking. New Jersey. If I never drive I-95 or the Turnpike again I will die happy. You've never known fear until you see someone neglect to use turn signals and Jersey Slide through 4 lanes of near bumper to bumper 80 MPH traffic and cut in front of you to make their exit as you slam the brakes on and miss rear ending them by about half an inch.

On the flip side, the BEST driving I've ever seen? Suprisingly, New Orleans. Now, I went NOT during Mardi Gras, but I found the drivers there to be courtious and cautious with a very few exceptions. 10/10.

old-schoolgenz

In Austin, TX

People can't FUCKING MERGE.

They will hug that stupid fucking lane line like it's keeping them alive, even as the lane is ending, and then force thier stupid ass in front of you when they run out of room.

I never let them in. Learn to merge properly BEFORE the lane ends.

#can confirm. absolutely fucking no one follows any road rule in texas #they use their turn signals but then they speed past you so fast you can hear the engine protesting #you can’t go down nacogdoches without seeing at least two cars fucking totalled on the side of the road #rage. RAGE

I don't *fucking* understand how people have 300 mods for Stellaris I don’t even have 30 and my shit is already broken.

And! It's with Mods That have been proven to work together! For everyone else aside from me apparently. And when I look it up all the fixes are from 5+ years ago.

Uuuuuuuuuggh

#bri rambling #vent #<but like #unserious #Stellaris #paradox games

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bareniabirkin

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squadron-of-damned

#idk what this means or if i do this but ig i'll just hold my phone with my pinky stuck out from now on??

Good question, also no that won’t help.

shitty MS Paint 3 minutes doodle, nto entirely accurate: When you have your pinky hooked on the “bottom” edge of the phone for the extra security so it doesn’t slide out of your hand that easily, you’re wreaking damage on your hand, since the pinky is extremely askew from it’s resting position. You might have noticed that when you hold your phone like that for long time it begins to hurt, like when you are gripping a pen too tightly for example.

Green lines - the fingers are going their natural way. Red line - the pinky is way off, that’s bad.