OI Through My Eyes

So try to be friends with me... Then say Trans people are creeps with kids? Nah thank you can keep that friendship.

I'm so tired of being stuck in the same four walls. Eating the same frozen meals. Talking to no body but my dog. I feel like I'm a ghost of my former self.

I'm always here with an open door and a spare room. Anything you need. Because I can't handle losing someone the way I lost my brother again. Just let me know. Don't let it get out of control or the darkness in your head make you think you have no one on your side. I'm always here.

I feel like my promised best friend is gone forever since my brother died. But then I felt not so alone with you. Not talking to you is killing me. I hate that my only way out of the house or to go anywhere is someone with extreme anxiety. I want out. I want connection. I want to feel anything with someone. But I don't want to be a burden either.

If you ever feel like you have no where to go. Like you wanna drive your car off into no where and end it all. You can come here. I rather you knock on my door at any hour than never hear from you again.

Once I'm a friend I'm always a friend. I may not be physically the most protective. But I'd give my all for someone I care about. They always have a place with me

I've been trying to be more social. Because damn I just want friends that actually hit me up. Maybe even hang out... I'll be getting a new chair that's much more mobile. But what's the point of I have no where to go and no one to hang out with.

I wish my brother was still here. I'm slowly losing it...

Idk if it's my change of meds or depression but I can't stop sleeping... I think it's both. 🙃

I wish I didn't have to CONVINCE someone to go somewhere with me.... Dude I just want outta the house

How am I supposed to just forget it when I wish I was dead...

Everything has been a total DISASTER and I'm over it. I don't want to do this anymore