einblick in mein chaos

you grunting and moaning into my neck as you’re pounding into me while i whine and beg you to stop (please don’t)

why yes i do believe in the holy trinity. intox, somno and cnc.

I need someone to get me high off my face. So high that my eyes go fuzzy and I cant speak without slurring or going dizzy. And then pound me. Im too high to say no and pliable as anything under you. I cant say no and if i do it doesnt matter ill be too high and weak to actually say anything. And when I wake up all ill know of that night is the soreness in my legs and stinging in my cunt.

Manhandling and sadism are so essential to free use for me. As much as I love using your holes, it'll never be enough. I need to use the rest of your body to satisfy my twisted urges. Selfishly indulge myself without warning and at your expense. I need to grope you, slap you, force you onto my lap, grab your hair and grind my bulge against your face, choke you, hit you, pull your hair, force you into uncomfortable positions, shove my fingers inside you, spank and hurt you for my own amusement. I want you to flinch in aroused fear when I reach for anything I could conceivably use to whip you. I want you to get used to wearing clothing that I can easily reach through to access your holes. Or made to wear cuffs and a leash throughout the day making you an even more helpless target than usual. Turning you into such a perfect free use painslut you barely notice when I touch or hurt you in front of our friends, and don't have the will to resist anymore. Just a docile toy, used and abused until your brain is mushy and empty, enthralled by the constant, overwhelming use.

Harsh forced anal in missionary with my hands tightly wrapped around your throat while I ram it inside you without any care for your comfort, humanity, or dignity. Laughing at you and squeezing tighter around your neck every time your cunt clenches and involuntarily leaks on my cock. Such a stupid fucking bitch. You really can't stop yourself from enjoying this shit, can you?

Woke up this morning and immediately starting thinking about pinning you down and making it fit while you're still half asleep so you're so groggy and confused you can barely tell what's happening until I'm forcibly breeding you against your will

Anal not because it feels better, or because it's tighter. No, darling, all your holes are fucking perfect. Anal because it's uncomfortable and hurts a little and barely gives you any physical pleasure and makes you feel like a disgusting, used little toy. Anal because it's so humiliating and dehumanizing it unlocks that primal instinct buried deep in your subconscious that makes you revert into a pathetic, wounded prey animal. Anal because it's the best way to break your stupid empty brain and helps me mold you into the dumb, violated, perfect little object I want you to be.

Forcing your knees apart so I can tongue your pretty little exposed cunt while you moan and struggle to get away from my firm, uncomfortable grip and ravenous mouth. You shouldn't be enjoying this. I'm hurting you. Using you. Ignoring your protests and sidelining your comfort to feed my unquenchable hunger. You shouldn't be enjoying this at all. But you can't help grinding your hips back and forth. Your trembling body's involuntary reaction to the pleasure being inflicted upon it against your will. Such a stupid prey animal you are. You can't even stop yourself from enjoying your own violation.

There's really something to grabbing you by the hair and making you gag on it while I ignore you and look at your nudes on my phone. Forcibly objectifying you into both my porn and my sex toy as if you were never even person to begin with.

"That's right. Keep doing it just like that. You like this shit, don't you? Don't you? You know your place, don't you. This is what you are. This is all you are. This is your purpose. Don't you dare fucking stop, bitch" during sloppy, nasty, rough oral.

Rough anal fingering just feels so overwhelmingly harsh and raw and intimate. Pushing my fingers in just a little too deep, going just a little too fast, leaving rough, intense kisses across your neck while I cruelly stretch your beautiful hole. Forcing my fingers inside you until you're a squirming, whining mess, your hole pulsing in discomfort as I finger you for my own pleasure.

Of course I want to let you cum, sweetheart. You know I love forcing it out of you. But you just look SO fucking pretty when you're needy and desperate. Do you really think I shouldn't get to see you at your most pathetic and depraved? Of course not, silly. That would be so selfish of you. You're just going to have to humiliate yourself until I'm satisfied if you expect to cum again, darling. Don't worry, I'm sure it won't take too long. I wouldn't lie to you, would I, pet? Of course not.

Eye contact during forced oral with your hands tied behind your back and my hand in your hair, pushing your head down and making you choke so I can see the pain, fear and desperation in your eyes while I use your mouth against your will

You’re so wet I can hear it when I pump my fingers in and out. Greedy, noisy little thing

"That's my baby girl" as she's doing the most disgusting things to get me off.