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I was homeschooled, I didn’t have much of a life. Why? It’s not like you guys are dating or something.

That explains a whole hell of a lot, especially your lack of social skills. And don't worry about if I'm dating him, just know that he's a good friend of mine and I'd appreciate if you not bash him.

Who cares? It’s just a stupid children movie. You’re right, he’s not stupid, he’s extremely stupid.

You really didn't have much of a childhood hm? And for your sake, I'd advise you not to disrespect him in my presence, cool? 

Don’t be such an idiot, Calm your tits. It’s just a disney movie. My little play thing’s a secret. I know. Jace, right? God, But He’s so fucking retarded and also nowhere to be found. I honestly gave up on him, He shows up out of nowhere covered in blood.

Antz isn't a disney movie though. Lord, hush. And yeah Jace, but he's not stupid, he's stitch up my stomach but I think he's dealing with some family stuff, I was with him earlier this week. Maybe he'll show I don't know. 

Ants having sex, cute. As much as I find your preferences disturbing and a bit childish, you just gave me an idea. Hm… You know what? I’ll go back to that little nasty hospital and see If I can find that little play thing I’m looking for.

You're a fucking idiot Cece I hope you are aware. Because no where did I say ants are having sex. And... jesus just shut up before you aggravate me. What little play thing are you talking about? You do know that you have a nurse in your gang right? 

Yeah, cause I’m sure you’ll find some hidden porn on Antz. Do I look like I know how to do that crap? 

No but they do have questionable sexual advances. And you have the internet Cece get your life together.

Aren’t you a bit too old for that crap?

Not when most animated films have subliminals that you don't catch till you're well into adulthood, no. Shouldn't you be nursing a gunshot wound or some shit?

Well, she was family once.. I don’t think I’d be able to live with myself if I killed her.

What do you mean she was family at one point? Killing isn't the easiest to deal with... I mean I'm sure you know that though.

Look who finally woke up on the right side of the bed this morning.

The wonders that a solo vacation will do huh?

No, I’m still crazy mad. But I talked to London, opened up my perspective a little bit.. So I’m gonna be rational and just torture her.. Maybe.

I told you that you'd get more of a thrill from torture. I'm just glad you're not a cold-blood killer.

Don’t keep your hopes up.

Okay, Rea. By the way, thank you for always being there for me when nobody else was.

Don't think much of it. Somebodies got to do it.

You are more than this situation. I’m not clustered with shit. Even if I am, I still have space and time to hear you out, because as much as I like to bottle myself in, it doesn’t feel good for shit. You aren’t useless, and neither of that bullshit is true. Unless, I’m a nobody. Why do you keep saying you can’t go by word of the mouth, Reagan? Are you saying that I’m lying and that I don’t give a shit about you? Stop lying. You know, Maria cares, we all do. I’m not going to forget anything. I’m not that type of person. I don’t want to forget it. I’m  not going to pressure you into talking to me, because I would probably be pissed if someone did it to me. Just know I’m always here if you need me, alright?

Even if you aren't I still don't want to bother you with it. If it isn't true why do I feel like that? Why is that the only way I feel? And I'm saying it because actions speak louder than words Devin. They always have. You can say you care, but unless I'm shown I don't know if its completely true or not. I'm not saying you don't give a shit about me, its just you don't notice me. I've always been in the background to everyone so thats not an issue. Why would you want to remember that? Its not that I don't want to talk, just don't know if I can find the right words. But thanks. means a lot.