Oh No, I'm here again

~ Cheese Soup Recipe ~

Time needed: 15 minutes

Calories: 115 calories

What you need:

100g lowfat cream cheese

20ml vegetable broth

½ onion

¼ spring onion

Mushrooms and broccoli if you want to

Salt, pepper, oregano and paprika spice

How to:

1. Cut the onion into dices and fry it in a bit of vegetable broth until they are glassy. Add mushrooms and broccoli if you want to and fry until they are soft.

2. Add the rest of the vegetable broth and slowly mix the cream cheese into it.

3. Season it and let it cook for a few more minutes. Cut a spring onion into rings and put them on top.

when I was dying

I think it is really fucked up

to start a sentence like this

everyone complimented me

on slowly turning to ashes

'You look so pretty dear'

they said

and I heard

'try harder"

when someone is suffering

from lung cancer

You don't light them a cigarette

You don't

You do not hand a suicidal person

a loaded gun

unless you want them to die

so why did you?

why did you handed me a gun?

what was I supposed to do with it?

besides pulling the trigger

when you are sixteen

and at some point

we all are

nothing is as easy as dying

without anyone noticing

dying isn't like it is in the movies

a 60 second sequel

with blood and wounds and lots of noise

it is a quiet long-term-process

You do not recognise the dead