The only God that I will ever need.

The problem is that sometimes we expect too much from the others, and maybe they don't act the way we would do it just because the others don't care or just because they are not that way and we can't go everywhere waiting for forever. I'm learning to be a better person and I'm trying not to care so much. I have to think more about me and more about those persons that really worth for me. If you take a moment to think and look around you, you will find those persons that really care about you. I did it and they are not so many people but they are the ones that  really care about me and that I really love and that's the important here. I'm so blessed to have my mother and my boyfriend and the rest of my family.  I'm learning so much from my mistakes and from the wrong way that I used to think and I used to see the things. I'm starting to feel a bit better. Life is hard and everything is constantly changing, it's so scary the way things change and the way we change. I'm facing so many changes right now and I need the strength to hold on and I know that in the end I'll look back and I'll say to myself I can't believe all the time I spent so scared of this (its's personal) and I will laugh at myself and everything will be alright, maybe not everything but the majority yes and I know who is the person that will be watching me and will be walking by my side, my father, my angel.