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Hi everyone. I’m sorry I haven’t been online for these past few days, but it’s been hard for me to see anything Taylor related since the Dublin show. First of all, thank you so much for reblogging my tour post, it meant the world to me and I’ll be forever grateful. I want to tell you what happened, because I think you deserve to know, and I can’t keep this to myself anymore. I know there could be consequences from posting this, but I just don’t want this to happen to anyone, because no one deserves this. @taylorswift I’ve been thinking a lot about writing this to you as well. I don’t know if you will ever read this, or your team, but I need to get this out of my head or I’ll go crazy.  I got a DM from Taylor Nation on Thursday, the day before the  first show in Dublin, and naturally I got super excited. The thing is, they never called me. I got the message at 5:20 pm and  I replied shortly after with the information they needed. I told them I was available until 7:30/8pm because I was catching my flight to Dublin at that time. Then I waited for a call that never came. I arrived in Dublin that night and thought that maybe I would get a call on Friday morning, but that didn’t happen either. Around 3pm I sent another message asking if there was something wrong with the information I provided. And TN replied that they would contact me in the next few days. I don’t know why TN would send me a message on Thursday, possibly knowing that I was attending Friday’s show, if not with the purpose of giving me a chance to meet you @taylorswift. I have been completely in love with your music, and you, since I was 12 years old, and this was the first time I was able to see one of your shows live, and what should’ve been the best night of my life, turned into the most horrible situation ever. I couldn’t get this out of my head throughout the whole show and it just ruined this experience for me. The show was amazing obviously, but I just felt like shit the whole time. It was still the best show I’ve ever seen in my entire life, and I’m so grateful that I had the chance to finally see you after 10 years. I just wish it didn’t have to be like this. I’m trying to find reasons to understand what happened, but I just can’t. That’s why I haven’t been online. I’ve been struggling with this, but I’m better now.  Maybe I’m just unlucky, or maybe that message was a mistake, or TN forgot to call me, or they thought I was going to a different show, but I hope this doesn’t happen to anyone again. I don’t know what went wrong, but I’m okay. I hope you know how much you mean to me Taylor, I hope I’ll meet you one day. I’ll always love you and support you no matter what. 

so when he fell asleep, all the students except the atheist left their backpacks and jackets on their chairs and left the room

and the kid woke up and started to panic, looked over and saw the atheist girl reading a book, still in the classroom

she turned the page, returned his glance, and said “Hey.”

Taylor: *liking posts at 1am*

Taylor: *starting a hashtag at 3am*

Taylor: *posting more photos at 6am*

Me:

There once was a snake known by everyone and no one.

Her name was Karyn.

No one understood her, or tried to.

Most people were scared she was going to swallow them whole.

This made Karyn sad. No one wanted to be her friend.

So she just hid away in her underground world where no one could find her.

But then one day word came around to her that there was someone just like her.

Someone misunderstood by the world.

Someone people didn’t bother getting to know before judging them.

This made Karyn feel less alone.

She met up with this person and the both instantly got along.

Karyn and Taylor; two misunderstood souls that felt so understood by eachother.

Taylor told Karyn about her tour.

And her plan to turn people’s words around so they didn’t bit them.

Karyn loved the idea and now they’re happily on tour together.

Melbourne show 2018

I DIED

SPOOKY

YET FUN AND PARTYING

Dear @taylorswift ,

Thank you for giving me the best first concert experience ever! I remember when I was nine years old and I heard Teardrops On My Guitar on Radio Disney for the first time. That was the moment I started to paying attention to your music and since that moment, it was my dream to see you in concert. I am so happy that I fulfilled that dream😊.

I officially became a Swiftie during the RED era and wish I could have gone to the show. But the reputation show was beyond anything I could have imagine. The lights, set list and costume changes were everything. I sang, I danced, I screamed and most importantly I saw you live doing what you love❤.

“In 10 years you’ll be 28, what do you think you’ll be doing” 

It’s wonderful to see you’ve stayed true to yourself Taylor, happy birthday

and I woke up just in time