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when the night has come and the land is dark and the moon is the only light we see. no, i won't be afraid just as long as you stand, stand by me.

maybe if we are together in the dark, we will the light.... maybe if you save me, maybe if i save you, maybe we will save each other and be happy.

I’ll always come back to you even when the world tries to take away my name, my heartbeat will ring out with the tune of yours so I know that I’ll have to return to you. and the stars can wink from existence but as long you exist, I’ll have some light because, darling, you are an inferno burning so brilliantly the universe is shocked. and I am so lucky because you are the one who shaped me into a hero the one who saved my soul and you are the only thing that matters. you are the only thing that keeps me alive.

Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain. The normal pains we live with everyday. Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else... Makes the rest of your world fade away, until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain. We anesthetize , ride it out, embrace it, ignore it, and for some of us the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.

“I am scared to let people know what’s in my heart.” she said. “Because, I never want to see them run away from me, once they’ve seen its wounds and cracks.”

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I’m in love with you because you make me feel safe. It sounds corny and vague. People always talk about feeling safe with someone and you wonder what it even means. I still don’t really know. All I know is that when I’m with you, I feel like I’m clutching a giant thing of pepper spray or reliving a moment of being carried to bed by my parents when I was five years old and fell asleep in front of the television. All day long, I can feel fragile, like a raw nerve, and when I come home to you, it’s like I just put on the thickest winter coat and installed bulletproof windows in my apartment. ‘Honey, I’m home…and no longer terrified.

“I love you. I hate you. I like you. I hate you. I love you. I think you’re stupid. I think you’re a loser. I think you’re wonderful. I want to be with you. I don’t want to be with you. I would never date you. I hate you. I love you…..I think the madness started the moment we met and you shook my hand. Did you have a disease or something?”

maybe someday we can rewrite our story. maybe in that story we don’t hurt each other, like we did in this one. maybe we are just in love and happy the way it should be. or maybe not. maybe we just have to move on. maybe someday we will just become a memory that happened long ago. maybe we won’t remember the time that we had or the love that we shared.

It's crazy for me because I just feel different right now. It's like I'm to a point where I feel like I should give you everything, and that's what I'm gonna do. I need You Lord, I want you to use me. Just wrap me in your arms. I need that water in my cup, I look out the window of my life. I see a prison but for some reason you gave me the rite to be free. And I'm no longer in the chains homie that I used to be.

it starts quiet the burning rage inside us but darling, don’t hold it in for too long. because don’t you know that we are dangerous, that we are conquerors, not the conquered, that we are hurricane, that we are here to change the world. because we’ve had to fight to do things that are as natural as the sunset, that are as necessary as water and don’t you know, that makes freedom more precious. don’t you know, all our hearts are barely contained volcanos. and it’s restless this type of longing, this need of power, it tugs at contentment, like the tide drawing rocks in the sea and it’s ours . these steel spines, these held hands, these broken hearts, we can turn them into destruction, we can turn them in constellations, we can burn the kingdom down. we can rebuild the shattered pieces of this universe into our universe. and nobody will never be able to take that away, because we are the ones who have the power, we have something that made us impervious to the flame. darling, that rage, that hope, that kingdom those are ours.

i don’t want anyone else in the world, because you more than anyone saw the midpoint between who i am and who i could be. you saw my circlet of blood and bone and realized with absolute certainty that you, with your love and faith and power, could help transform it into a crown of starlight. because you raised me up to be more than i thought possible and as beaten as i was, burned and bruised with a dimming brightness the minute i heard your laughter i wanted to bottle that sound and use it as my drink of choice to warm the courage sitting in my soul. because in the dark you shine brighter than the stars and it’s your voice that sends me home, not a compass, not a map. so yes, if i had a choice between you and a god, i’d choose you, always. over, and over. that’s the reason why i can’t tell you this, this thing in my life cause it’s gonna ruin everything. it’s gonna ruin you, us. and i can’t let that happen. because until the constellations are rewritten with our story, we still have more work to do

I thought that you and I were forever that our names would go down side by side in the stories but I guess I was wrong. I guess there are ways that people can become unrecognizable , ways that your heart can start beating out of sync with mine but I never imagined it would happen like this. Left behind, left alone, everything we wished we said, bloody and dust on the ground where we tore our souls to sherds. In the effort to cause the other the most pain, you always hurt the ones you love the best and I wish I could say that my heart didn’t still beat to your name, I wish I could say that I believed we’d get to see that sunrise. The light streaming in while I’m still wrapped up in you, while my lips kiss yours, like my dreams always whispered.

there are so many moments when I can’t remember who I was before I knew you. it’s like you've transferred a piece of your soul to repair the cracked parts of my heart. because your smile is the brighter stronger version of the sun and your voice is a map to home better than any compass and your beating heart. oh darling, your heart it is more powerful at inspiration than the legends written in the stars. I am falling down the ledge so utterly in love with you that I don’t even glance below, to see if it’s jagged rocks or calm water. because there are some things I can count on, even when the universe dares me find light without the moon, even the world rages and all I can breath in is the bitter smoke that something is always you.

I refuse to stand still in the face of losing you because there are things that are necessities: air, water, shelter and for me, you. you are not a matter of want  but a matter of need and I hope that you can hear the way my heartbeat jumps at the sound of your name. and there are words we talk around, things our eyes whisper in a crowded place when your hands find my skin, when we don’t need anything but a small glance and I will find you in the dark. I would fight the burning beginnings of the universe to bring you home, because home exists where you are and I need you. I need you to soften the legend that I’m becoming, I need you to light a fire in me. and I can’t become great without you.