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Soooo. It's been a super long time. Just in case any of my old friends still use tumblr, I just wanted to make a post detailing how my life has changed. In 2020, I unfortunately developed a condition called trigeminal neuralgia type 2. (All because I flossed my damn teeth too hard one night.) I'll let you guys google the illness if you wanna know more. Basically, I've had chronic pain pretty much daily for the past 5 years, & it has taken a freakin toll. I miss so much the person I was before all this and how I had such a lust for life. Things have been extremely hard lately. (Btw, no medication has ever worked to help my pain in this 5 year period, and I have tried tons of things.) I wish I could travel back in time and be as happy as I was when I was regularly posting here and making amazing friendships. I still push myself every. single. day. Because i want to believe things can get better. I love all of you who have been a part of my life/blog/touched me in any way. I welcome any messages of any sort rn, as I feel so lost and wonder if I will ever come back to even approaching normalcy ever again.
Thanks.
Lulu
