undying fidelity

#ugly wheezing #my sons #also this scene was #a real good #metaphor for the time you can lose to depression #where you create such a fiction about what other people think #that it completely supercedes anything else #but really it's a reflection of how you feel about yourself #loki#after all the damage he caused #to himself and others #stands in that elevator and hears that his brother thought the world of him #probably realizing that none of it needed to happen #its a gd metaphor cheryll most depressed people don't try to invade a planet #but its a good one for looking at the ruin mental illness can leave you in #friendships younlet slide #opportunities you wasted #days and hours clawing at your own skin #because you thought everyone hated you as much as you hated yourself #i dont know how much of that is canon but #but listen to the m ill folks who identify with him (x)