Then there are day like today, when nothing crazy is wrong.  You’re just stressed out because of yourself, and you want to sit alone in silence.  But everyone keeps asking you to do things, and what is wrong.  The moment you tell them you just wanna be left a lone for the day and to have a quiet day.  

And days like TODAY, are when they start formulating thoughts and assumptions that something bad actually IS wrong, and start bugging the fuck out of you.  

And everything somehow gets progressively worse, because you can’t find the isolation and quiet you really need.  You just want everyone to mind their own fucking business and leave you alone.  But that won’t happen.  

It’s days like today when you finally get people messaging and calling you begging you to go out, come over and have a drink, or they start with the “friend harassment” where they think they’re being funny to tell you not to “puss out and come have a drink” or “You can worry about all that later you just gotta let it go and have a good time”

But no, what you need to do is take advantage of one of the rare moments you’re able to sit and reflect on current problems and think, and formulate solutions yourself.  

But I'll say, it makes it a lot easier to have fun when people are trying to fuck with you or be sneaky about shit.