Peter Parker

*leslie knope voice*    “ i’m not gonna fight them  ———  E X C E P T   T H A T   I   A M ! ”

indie MULTI-MUSE rp. written by Megan. muses from reign, once upon a time, torchwood,  jurassic world, the amazing spider-man, & izombie. also includes original characters.

❝ Yea, I’m good. Sorta. Not really, actually,          I do this thing where I get really stressed out          about the future and what colleges are the best          options for me along with dealing with the real world          and— you probably don’t care about any of this. ❞

Hearing how Gwen began to ramble in distress, Peter crouched down to help her pick up her books. Once they were gathered, he handed them back to her and just shook his head with a light smile.

    ❝ No, no, hey--------                's okay. I like hearing                about your college stuff.          Uncle Ben would probably                say you're a good influence                on me. ❞

Cindy stood there, brown eyes meeting his with an indignant air to them. She was this close to being free to run a solo patrol. 

She nodded, head bouncing like eventually it would just roll off her shoulders if he kept lecturing when- Huh? She blinked and tried to hold back her smile for a second by biting her lip. “I get to cook today? Yeah, seriously?” She would be such a liar if she’d said that she hadn’t lit up at the idea.

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Watching Cindy carefully, Peter could see that she was itching to just run out and fight crime on her own. But when she smiled, her eyes lit up and he grinned. He knew she had been eager to learn how to cook, so he figured that she'd made enough progress overall. There was no reason that they couldn't start cooking today.

❝ Yeah, yeah, totally. Jus' help me with some of these chores first? The sooner those get done, the sooner we can get something cookin'. ❞

he can feel the compassion radiating from her as he just stays close in her arms. he really believes that her hugs are magical, because despite the pain he's feeling so deeply and vividly, she can make him feel better with just this simple embrace. with a soft sniffle, he pulls back and swipes his sleeve over his eyes and lets go of her.

You’re spider-man and I love that. But I love Peter Parker more.

The pain is too much for him to bear alone, but he can't afford to let MJ in on this secret. It would put her in danger, and that's exactly the reason for the pain in the first place. He won't repeat history. So he just let himself lean into her arms and hide his face in shame.