𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝

So these are trash but I am thinking of removing the phone buttons in the second one and just leaving the text. 

It’s a few months after they fucked in an alley that she catches everyone staring at her when she storms into the room. Elijah and Klaus were at each other’s fucking throats and the amount of broken furniture makes her raise a brow. ❝What the hell is going on this time? Did Elijah make fun of one of your paintings? Or did he fuck your girl?❞ she isn’t sure what makes these brothers tick but it is like everything. She doesn’t hear the heartbeat within her, used to block out her own heartbeat even. She was going to yell at them for being loud and over the top after they just recently got Hope back. @bloodsoakedfangs​

Lizzie laughs as she shrugs her shoulders.  ❝𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠.❞ She is jealous of her sister’s life, the one with twins that will be them years later and the small bump but she will have this, she is going to do whatever Jo tells her to do even if it means therapy and medications. She wants this and lashing out at Josie and forcing her to try and kill her isn’t going to work.  ❝𝐉𝐨𝐬, 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐱...𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐱 𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬.❞ Unless.  ❝𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦? 𝐎𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠?❞

Lizzie should move back home but leaving Jo seemed cruel when she has only a few years left with her.  ❝𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠.❞ Lecturing Josie on mophead is pointless and she knows it.  ❝𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞.❞ Her twin is happier and it is worth it even though. She turns so that she can find the next person to order around and finding Rafael and telling him to get his books ❝𝐋𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐎𝐑 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐠𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐤𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐥?❞ She really just needs her twin right now and Josie needs her as well.

It figures that her twin would catch the drift she was sending because this time she is doing things differently by telling Josie earlier and also actually caring about a future instead of wanting to give it all up over her death. She isn’t sure if Rafael is the father or not, doesn’t really care either because she is free and comfortable along with scared out of her mind but who isn't?  ❝𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐨.❞ Jo had taken the bandaid off fast, giving Lizzie only a day to pretend it wasn’t happening before she found herself taking prenatal vitamins.  ❝𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫...❞ She’s a liar, she had tried because she wanted this little picture back in her life of hope and peace. ❝𝐍𝐨𝐰, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐩 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐢...𝐋𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧.❞ Trying so hard to be nice to him. 

Is now the time to tell Josie to read a damn book on pregnancy and the first year of life? Lizzie is pretty sure that the internet has some great sources even.  ❝𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐦.❞ She heard something about mothers having instincts about their children and / how they are to be taken care of so really.  ❝𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐈 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐑𝐚𝐟𝐚𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮? 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦.❞ She should ask for them back (or at least one or two) so that she can start reading because reading old dated medical books from the storage of Jo’s things or wherever dad might have kept them, was not helping her grasp the information.  ❝𝐖𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐦𝐞..𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤.❞ Josie is passed at that stage anyway.

Lizzie’s brows crinkle as she tries to figure out what she is feeling. No one had been pregnant before aside from Elena and that had been forever ago so Lizzie’s baby feeling kicks thing was something she can’t even recall to her memory.  ❝𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤...𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐜𝐤?❞ She sounds so unsure of herself but at the same time relief floods her along with jealousy that pings at her heart but even then she smiles.  ❝𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐭.❞ Not even a hint of sarcasm in her voice that normally flows through her left and right. She hates her and loves her twin at the same time and it is confusing.  ❝𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐩𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐟𝐭.❞ It is shocking that Josie came to her after all, they spent time apart now even more so and half the time Lizzie barely noticed because her mind was elsewhere.  ❝𝐑𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐱 𝐉𝐨𝐬....𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭.❞ Her twin doesn’t seem to be in physical pain so that’s a good sign right?