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Margaret Atwood, from “Corpse Song”, Selected Poems: 1965-1975

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Cecilia Woloch, from Carpathia; “Really, I Couldn’t Say When My Kisses Got Closer To Your Mouth”

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Ana Božičević, from Rise in the Fall; “Intervals of Please”

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Carrie Fountain, from Burn Lake; “Experience”

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Carrie Fountain, from Burn Lake; “Summer Practice”

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Jeanette Winterson, from Lighthousekeeping

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I’ve had the extraordinary pleasure of being myself lately

#love my family #put baby to bed #boned husband twice #he fell asleep #I cuddled him #he rolled over and held me and said he loves me more than anything #and it’s freaking springtime

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Yan Lucas Migóne

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You are as far from me as memory

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May Sarton, The House by the Sea

i know they say you dont know love until you have a baby, but i have felt genuine love. this feels familiar. but i have never, not even close, not even in the same metric of meaning, been loved like this by someone else. it is so, so beautiful. she loves me so much.

#it’s so late #11:43 pm #I put her to bed at 9:15 and she quickly woke back up #so I brought her to the kitchen with me to finish my holiday baking #and with one hand I held her. and the other I piped the meringue on the pie #and she was tired but patient and smiled at me with her eyes when I would pause to explain to her what I was making #and at 11:00 I finished baking and we came to lay down to sleep far past her bedtime #and as I nursed her - instead of drifting back to sleep quickly as she typically would #she paused to look into my eyes with her sparkly (currently hazel) eyes #softly and lovingly cooing at me. quietly as if she understands this is a soft & intimate moment just between us #I shined my phone light so she could see my face in the dark. so she’d know I’m always here. always looking for her too.#and we spoke to each other for a good while until she was tired and snuggled into me and fell asleep #I would never put my life or meaning or purpose into my child. she obviously deserves a mother who is bigger than that #but wow.#every day is the best day of my entire life

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john berryman, this is a poem written from the pov of a sheep

Everyone says I will ruin her if I don’t put her down. But I only have 4.5 short months of her life where it’s just us. No obligations. No time spent away at work. One day I will forget what it feels like to hold the weight of her whole body in the crook of my elbow. I’ll forget what it feels like to feed her and have her snuggle into my breast and fall asleep when she’s full. What it feels like to have her reach out to me when she wakes up in the mornings, and I’m always right there, within reach of her little arms.

So I won’t put her down. I’ll soak in every second and try to permeate my memory as much as possible. My husband and I often joked about the superpowers we wish we had. Now I just wish I could freeze time and return to moments. I would visit my little girl at every frame of her life. One day, when she’s off to claim her own life, I would love to at least just once more feel like soft weight of her breath on my chest as fell asleep together in the rocker. I’m going to miss it so much.

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