Bodyshame

You can hear the heart monitor beeping with every artery clogged beat.

Your fat encased heart now three times the size of a normal sized heart.

Attached to your sea of a stomach are little microphones to amplify the sound of your poor abused stomach. It gurgles and groans from being constantly overworked. Pure slop lurching through your overstretched intestines.

You sigh heavily, tube down your throat emptying pure lard straight into you. No taste, no pleasure, just the feel of the smooth tubing and the view of your mountainous gut rising before your eyes.

"I know this is no fun but we have to speed things up a bit. Soon I will give you all the cake I can manage to put inside of you."

I wobble your water-bed-like belly and watch it waver back and forth. You grunt like a true meat hog.

Time to examine you.

Anchored to the bariatric sized bed by your own laziness you spread your hefty fat filled legs out of habit, ready to be groped and jiggled.

I run my fingers in the crease of your thigh and wiggle my fingers getting them buried deep inside between your legs. Your pubic mound is so bloated and packed with blubber that I have a hard time just getting my hand between your legs.

Oh, you're absolutely soaked.

Just how I imagined you would be.

You're too far gone from being a human now, your life is more the life of a pigs.

Every added pound gets you a treat. Very large amounts of treats in fact. Just to add to your mass of course. It's as simple as that.

But when your gaining slows...I become impatient and break out the tubing and funnel.

"You will be on track in no time. I know your body is now resisting my efforts to turn you into an outright blob."

You whimper softly from my voice. Stern and cold. It truly does turn you on.

"No matter how much your body attempts to retaliate, I will win every time. You are mine. I own you."

Your legs clench together. I can tell you're getting more and more turned on.

"What's the matter? Don't you like being my pet?"

I slide my hands between your meaty thighs finding the crease of your pussy. Lightly I slide them around your lips massaging them.

My other hand lifts your hefty apron belly exposing your lardy mound of pubic fat.

"Good girl."

Again I hear a little stifled moan escape.

"You're wet. You're so easy to arouse."

"Easy to feed. Easy to persuade and manipulate."

Once again you wriggle in excitement, your body too bogged down with blubber to truly show me just how bad you want it.

"Ten more pounds and I'll let you cum."

You sigh, annoyed and frustrated.

My hand slides up to the fold of your tummy and grazes up toward your hip. I rub in between and listen to you whine again.

"You want it so bad. And I want you to cum."

I brush my palm up your nipple and glance at your reddened face.

"My my...what a lustful piggy, always wanting more."

You huff and groan, attempting to grind my other hand.

"Good girl. Greedy girl."

I jiggle the fat above your pussy and watch your apron belly wobble along with it.

"A pure lard ladened hog." I whisper.

You huff again arching your head back breathing heavily.

"Don't get too excited yet, can't have your piggy heart burst before I let you cum."

Grab me. Take a hand full of my fat and shake it hard. Tell me how embarrassingly fat I’ve become. Call me your piggy, your little fatty, your hog. Push me onto the bed so hard that the bed creaks and shakes. I would struggle to get up; my huge gut weighing me down and making it near impossible to roll over.

To other women, the two feelings couldn’t feel farther apart but not for you….

No, for you it’ll be like you can’t feel one without feeling the other.

I’ll steadily train you to associate food with nothing but arousal and pleasure.

I’ll stuff you silly all while I force you to edge and overstim.

Every bite you take will bring you one bit closer to ecstasy. Every slight belly rub will feel like a greater reward than sex.

Eat. Cum. Eat. Cum. Eat. Cum.

I want to subject you to this never-ending cycle of pleasure, hunger, and fullness until they’re all mixed up in your mind.

Until the mere scent of junk food is enough to get you wet. The sight of it alone enough to get you in heat.

You sit naked in my kitchen, tied to a chair. Your painfully overfull belly bulges heavily in front of you. You're breathing hard, sweat beading on your forehead. It's obvious you're having trouble sitting still. You keep shifting from side to side in your chair, your plump thighs rubbing against each other. The vibrator inside you hums quietly, occasionally making you gasp and shiver. I can't help but watch the way your body jiggles and bounces as you squirm. It's incredibly sexy.

"If you want to cum, you have to eat," I remind you as I hold a ladle of melted chocolate up to your lips. "More calories, more pleasure."

You obediently open your mouth and tilt your head back. You moan as I pour the chocolate over your lips, your tongue. You seem to struggle with it, but I just keep pouring it down. "Good pig."

You gulp down mouthful after mouthful of chocolate until you can't take any more. "Please..." you gasp. "No more... no more..."

"No, no. More. There's no such thing as enough." I put down the ladle and begin heating up an ice cream container from the freezer in the microwave. I give your poor belly a short break from being pushed to its limits by making you watch me fill a huge container with melted ice cream. As I approach you with the ice cream, I turn up the power on the vibrator slightly, making you cry out and buck against the chair.

You struggle to breathe as I begin to dump the melted ice cream into your already stuffed, bloated belly. You struggle against your bindings, causing your stomach to jiggle and bounce. As I continue pouring the creamy, fattening treat down your throat, you whine and moan, but you can't do anything to stop me.

As the container is emptied and your belly looks ready to burst, I turn the vibrator to its highest setting and watch your fat body jiggle violently as you cum. It's truly a glorious sight to behold.

I see lists like this that aren’t actually viable and find them so annoying and lacking real imagination.

Fantasies can have a time and place and I prefer to stay closer to things that can be an actual reality.

These are all things I would legitimately hate and wouldn’t blame my owner for doing to me because we both know I deserve nothing more and he enjoys torturing me and I want so desperately to entertain him and to earn his cum, whatever it takes.

I’m privileged that my owner already does some of these things as they are very helpful in keeping me in my place beneath him where I belong. Even though it’s hard to enjoy them, being able to demonstrate my devotion always feels good.

1. Ask it questions like, you know you’re stupid right? You know you’re ugly, yes? You do know that you’re worthless and nobody cares is you live or die?

2. Compare it to other cunts you fuck or see and make sure to keep it feeling insecure… my cunt’s cunt in so much tighter than yours pig, I love fucking her cunt… her cunt taste so good, I’d never put my mouth on your disgusting gash… my cunt actually knows how to use her mouth, yours is just good for fucking.

3. The first thing you do when you see your pig is spit on it’s face… the last thing you do before leaving is spit on it’s face.

4. Never call your pig by it’s name. Don’t call it her or she either. It’s a thing, property, not a person.

5. Ask your pig to tell you what it’s good for. Slap it for every wrong answer. Slap it for every correct answer. Pigs are only good for abuse and that’s about it.

6. Piss on and in your pig as much as possible.

7. Make your pig piss outside as much as possible. Or in a bowl. Or on the floor… if it uses a toilet it gets punished.

8. A pig’s tits should always be bruised. If they’re not bruised your pig should be beat for that.

8. Get one of your other cunts and fuck her in front of your pig. Tell the cunt how good she feels and how pretty she is and how much happier you are to be fucking her than a dumb pig. Cum in or on the cunt and make your pig beg to clean it up. It’d probably be extra humiliating to deny it that pleasure.

9. After spitting on your pig make sure to always have it kiss your boots and feet. Your pig is stupid and always needs reminding it’s beneath you.

10. Make your pig beg for the things it doesn’t want. Make it beg NOT to cum. Make it beg for you to abuse it more when it’s at it’s limit. Make it beg for your cum in it’s eye. Make it beg for you to call it names. Make it beg for humiliation.

11. Whenever it says it’s thirsty or hungry always make it drink and eat out of a bowl or off the floor. It should always have to be wearing it’s snout when eating.

12. Have it rub it’s cunt on inappropriate objects trying to get off while you laugh at it and contemplate out loud disposing of it because it’s so disgusting.

13. Make fun of your pig for how wet it gets from the abuse it receives. Let it know it is it’s own fault it gets treated this way.

14. Ask your pig to tell you what it needs for itself and then make sure to never give it that.

15. Find out what your pig hates and do that. It hates anal make it anal only. It hates having it’s picture taken, do that. It hates verbalizing, make sure it does that. If it likes something you do find a way to make it hate that thing.

16. When it’s broken and crying remind it that it has no other purpose. Ask it if it wants to be replaced and watch how desperate it gets. Then make fun of it even more.

17. When you’re bored make your pig jiggle it’s fat. Train it so that when you say, I’m bored, it automatically knows what to do. Don’t even pay attention to it (too ugly to look at) just make it do it.

18. Inspect it and critique it. Or worse make it point out it’s flaws to you. Head to toe. Make tally marks on it’s fat gut for each flaw and whip it that number of times.

19. Get some treats you know will motivate the fat pig and make it do tricks like a dog. Then pervert the tricks… make it lick your ass… etc.

20. When you’re together make it suck a dildo whenever your cock isn’t in it’s mouth.

21. Suffocate or drown the pig… push it as far as possible then tell it you’re disappointed in it for not suffocating/drowning for you… really drive it in how worthless it is for not being able to please you, that you don’t think it’s worth your time any longer, kick it’s cunt, spit on it and walk away.

22. Use your pig to entertain other people. The more people who laugh at it the better.

23. Pick a snack or food the pig really loves… get the pig really excited for it and then cum on it for the pig to eat.

24. Find out your pigs insecurities, use them against it. Maybe if it was better at it’s job it wouldn’t be laying in a puddle of your piss. Maybe if it wasn’t such an idiot it’d have friends to be with instead of licking your asshole so desperately. Maybe if it was a better mother it wouldn’t be on it’s knees begging for cock in it’s ass. Nothing is off limits, make it as personal as possible.

25. If it’s in the middle of talking tell it to shut up.

26. While you’re driving or just sitting around relaxing make it keep it’s mouth open. No swallowing, then punish it for the mess of drool.

27. Tell the pig, if you really wanted to please me you’d take my fist to your fat gut without crying about, ‘I can’t, I can’t’. Then watch it cry and laugh at it.

28. Make sure it is thinking about you especially when you have more important things to do than to pay it any attention. A pig needs to be ignored to keep it in it’s place because the one thing a pig thrives off of is your attention. Can’t have a pig thriving.

29. Each day have the pig write something awful about itself on it’s body. Sometimes tell it what to write, sometimes make it decide. Make it show you and then ask it why it’d write that.

30. Edge the pig. For hours. No orgasm, no relief.

31. Randomly ask or check to make sure your pig’s gash is wet. If not punish it until it’s gets wet.

32. Tell it you’d rather fuck skinnier pretty cunts but they take too much time and effort and it’s holes are so easy because it’s so desperate, why not, you think laughing at it is fun.

33. Tell it you’d rather fuck fatter prettier cunts… the ones that are soft and sexy and fleshy and round. They’re much more interesting and actually have self respect… it’s just old and saggy, gross, and stupid.

34. Ask it how many cocks it’s sucked and fucked recently then make fun of it, no matter what the answer is.

35. Make it confess it’s filthiest fantasies and then use them against it. Tell it how you told other people and how they reacted in disgust.

36. Have it hold and carry things for you with it’s mouth. Your keys, an implement of torture, it’s bowl, a rock.

37. Feed it cum covered food in a bowl on the ground tell it is because you want to make it fatter. You want to see it’s tits get bigger so they’re more fun to punch. Don’t forget the snout if it’s eating!

38. Tell the pig if it really wants to please you it’ll not eat and suffer for you so that it won’t be so fat and ugly, that you’re tired of the way it’s belly hangs.

39. Let others use it but only if they promise not to be nice. How it feels doesn’t matter. It’s already ruined, it won’t make a difference. Make sure it knows that.

40. Make it bleed for you. Carve PIG into it’s skin so it can’t escape it and pretend it’s normal when not with you.

41. Make it confess it’s love and devotion, pretend to be nice for a moment, like it’s in a safe place. Then laugh and make fun of it, who could ever care for, want, or need such a disgusting thing.

42. When you finally tire of the stupid pig and never want to see it again take a shit on it’s chest, kick it in the cunt and walk away forever.

I see lists like this that aren’t actually viable and find them so annoying and lacking real imagination.

Fantasies can have a time and place and I prefer to stay closer to things that can be an actual reality.

These are all things I would legitimately hate and wouldn’t blame my owner for doing to me because we both know I deserve nothing more and he enjoys torturing me and I want so desperately to entertain him and to earn his cum, whatever it takes.

I’m privileged that my owner already does some of these things as they are very helpful in keeping me in my place beneath him where I belong. Even though it’s hard to enjoy them, being able to demonstrate my devotion always feels good.

1. Ask it questions like, you know you’re stupid right? You know you’re ugly, yes? You do know that you’re worthless and nobody cares is you live or die?

2. Compare it to other cunts you fuck or see and make sure to keep it feeling insecure… my cunt’s cunt in so much tighter than yours pig, I love fucking her cunt… her cunt taste so good, I’d never put my mouth on your disgusting gash… my cunt actually knows how to use her mouth, yours is just good for fucking.

3. The first thing you do when you see your pig is spit on it’s face… the last thing you do before leaving is spit on it’s face.

4. Never call your pig by it’s name. Don’t call it her or she either. It’s a thing, property, not a person.

5. Ask your pig to tell you what it’s good for. Slap it for every wrong answer. Slap it for every correct answer. Pigs are only good for abuse and that’s about it.

6. Piss on and in your pig as much as possible.

7. Make your pig piss outside as much as possible. Or in a bowl. Or on the floor… if it uses a toilet it gets punished.

8. A pig’s tits should always be bruised. If they’re not bruised your pig should be beat for that.

8. Get one of your other cunts and fuck her in front of your pig. Tell the cunt how good she feels and how pretty she is and how much happier you are to be fucking her than a dumb pig. Cum in or on the cunt and make your pig beg to clean it up. It’d probably be extra humiliating to deny it that pleasure.

9. After spitting on your pig make sure to always have it kiss your boots and feet. Your pig is stupid and always needs reminding it’s beneath you.

10. Make your pig beg for the things it doesn’t want. Make it beg NOT to cum. Make it beg for you to abuse it more when it’s at it’s limit. Make it beg for your cum in it’s eye. Make it beg for you to call it names. Make it beg for humiliation.

11. Whenever it says it’s thirsty or hungry always make it drink and eat out of a bowl or off the floor. It should always have to be wearing it’s snout when eating.

12. Have it rub it’s cunt on inappropriate objects trying to get off while you laugh at it and contemplate out loud disposing of it because it’s so disgusting.

13. Make fun of your pig for how wet it gets from the abuse it receives. Let it know it is it’s own fault it gets treated this way.

14. Ask your pig to tell you what it needs for itself and then make sure to never give it that.

15. Find out what your pig hates and do that. It hates anal make it anal only. It hates having it’s picture taken, do that. It hates verbalizing, make sure it does that. If it likes something you do find a way to make it hate that thing.

16. When it’s broken and crying remind it that it has no other purpose. Ask it if it wants to be replaced and watch how desperate it gets. Then make fun of it even more.

17. When you’re bored make your pig jiggle it’s fat. Train it so that when you say, I’m bored, it automatically knows what to do. Don’t even pay attention to it (too ugly to look at) just make it do it.

18. Inspect it and critique it. Or worse make it point out it’s flaws to you. Head to toe. Make tally marks on it’s fat gut for each flaw and whip it that number of times.

19. Get some treats you know will motivate the fat pig and make it do tricks like a dog. Then pervert the tricks… make it lick your ass… etc.

20. When you’re together make it suck a dildo whenever your cock isn’t in it’s mouth.

21. Suffocate or drown the pig… push it as far as possible then tell it you’re disappointed in it for not suffocating/drowning for you… really drive it in how worthless it is for not being able to please you, that you don’t think it’s worth your time any longer, kick it’s cunt, spit on it and walk away.

22. Use your pig to entertain other people. The more people who laugh at it the better.

23. Pick a snack or food the pig really loves… get the pig really excited for it and then cum on it for the pig to eat.

24. Find out your pigs insecurities, use them against it. Maybe if it was better at it’s job it wouldn’t be laying in a puddle of your piss. Maybe if it wasn’t such an idiot it’d have friends to be with instead of licking your asshole so desperately. Maybe if it was a better mother it wouldn’t be on it’s knees begging for cock in it’s ass. Nothing is off limits, make it as personal as possible.

25. If it’s in the middle of talking tell it to shut up.

26. While you’re driving or just sitting around relaxing make it keep it’s mouth open. No swallowing, then punish it for the mess of drool.

27. Tell the pig, if you really wanted to please me you’d take my fist to your fat gut without crying about, ‘I can’t, I can’t’. Then watch it cry and laugh at it.

28. Make sure it is thinking about you especially when you have more important things to do than to pay it any attention. A pig needs to be ignored to keep it in it’s place because the one thing a pig thrives off of is your attention. Can’t have a pig thriving.

29. Each day have the pig write something awful about itself on it’s body. Sometimes tell it what to write, sometimes make it decide. Make it show you and then ask it why it’d write that.

30. Edge the pig. For hours. No orgasm, no relief.

31. Randomly ask or check to make sure your pig’s gash is wet. If not punish it until it’s gets wet.

32. Tell it you’d rather fuck skinnier pretty cunts but they take too much time and effort and it’s holes are so easy because it’s so desperate, why not, you think laughing at it is fun.

33. Tell it you’d rather fuck fatter prettier cunts… the ones that are soft and sexy and fleshy and round. They’re much more interesting and actually have self respect… it’s just old and saggy, gross, and stupid.

34. Ask it how many cocks it’s sucked and fucked recently then make fun of it, no matter what the answer is.

35. Make it confess it’s filthiest fantasies and then use them against it. Tell it how you told other people and how they reacted in disgust.

36. Have it hold and carry things for you with it’s mouth. Your keys, an implement of torture, it’s bowl, a rock.

37. Feed it cum covered food in a bowl on the ground tell it is because you want to make it fatter. You want to see it’s tits get bigger so they’re more fun to punch. Don’t forget the snout if it’s eating!

38. Tell the pig if it really wants to please you it’ll not eat and suffer for you so that it won’t be so fat and ugly, that you’re tired of the way it’s belly hangs.

39. Let others use it but only if they promise not to be nice. How it feels doesn’t matter. It’s already ruined, it won’t make a difference. Make sure it knows that.

40. Make it bleed for you. Carve PIG into it’s skin so it can’t escape it and pretend it’s normal when not with you.

41. Make it confess it’s love and devotion, pretend to be nice for a moment, like it’s in a safe place. Then laugh and make fun of it, who could ever care for, want, or need such a disgusting thing.

42. When you finally tire of the stupid pig and never want to see it again take a shit on it’s chest, kick it in the cunt and walk away forever.

Made this for an ungrateful cunt. So now I share with the rest of you fat cunts.

Daily mantra:

I am nothing. I will be better.

I exist to serve. I serve my Sir.

I am less than because I am a fat cunt.

My name doesn’t exist. I am cunt, fuckpig, piggy.

I am here to be used. Please make use of me.

I suffer for my Sir’s pleasure.

I am most happy when I’ve made Sir happy

I beg for Sir and Ana to make me better. To make me perfect.

I need a thorough exam by the entire medical staff.

After a 24-hour treatment of IV fluids to make sure my body is very well-hydrated, to produce saliva and cum, tie me into stirrups and bind my hands over my head.

Inspect my mouth and tongue. Run each of your gloved fingers inside my lips and along my jaws. Test my gag reflex.

Show everyone how to give a proper breast exam, letting them take turns. Make a show of pointing out how easily my nipples harden. Pump them until they’re puffy and swollen to show the class how you can force lactation even in a non-pregnant woman. Clamp the hardened nipples to show how pain can also cause immense involuntary pleasure.

Take turns inspecting my vulva & clitoris one by one. Each person is required to pull back the hood and spank my clit to test the reflexes of my sensitive pearl. Apply a pump to my clit to show them how much more sensitive it gets when blood is forced into it.

Use a large, cold speculum to spread my labia and hold my cunt open wide. Stimulate me, one by one, just to see how my kegel muscles contract and to see how much creamy, natural lube my vaginal walls produce. Show them how primitive and animalistic a human woman can become by forcing me to the edge of orgasm over and over again, but not letting me cum.

Find my peehole and insert a sound in my urethra, each person pressing on my bladder to make sure my piss flows properly.

Each of you reach into my opened pussy to prod and probe my cervix with gloved fingers, and take turns inserting a sound.

Remove the speculum and show the class the elasticity of my pelvic floor by inserting one finger at a time until your entire fist is securely in my cunt. Let my gape close before the next person’s turn begins.

Teach them how to recognize and stimulate the g-spot as well as show them the difference between squirting and peeing by taking turns stroking my gspot and applying pressure to my abdomen until female ejaculate shoots out of my vagina.

Apply a vacuum pussy pump to show them how engorged and enlarged my inner and outer labia can get and how sensitive they become.

Teach the class about the delicate tissues of my anus by allowing each person to practice lubing my ass and inserting an index finger to feel how strong and tight my sphincter muscle is. Press a thumb into my cunt to feel how thin the separating wall is.

Show them and let them experience the elasticity and capacity of my rectum by slowly working their fingers inside and applying deeper pressure gradually until they are buried inside up to their elbows, ultimately opening their fist gently before pulling their hands out. Allow my gape to close before the next person proceeds.

Use a giant anal spreader to inspect my colon thoroughly. Show the class how much fluid my intestines can hold and teach them how a double bardex enema works by letting them take turns pumping the balloons and turning the water flow off and on. As I fill up, show them how to massage the water deeper into my belly.

Show them that my limits can be pushed further by making me hold the enema longer than they think is possible.