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this is a vent account, so i'd like to stay anonymous.

Everything fell apart when I realised how far behind everyone I am. I'm not able to dream big because I live in an environment where big dreams are to be brought to your grave, not lived.

god forbid me from getting proper education in an economy where the education is shit hence, the average IQ here is so low that not even the adults can think properly.

i hate romance. i'm never good at feelings anyway, yet I crave to feel them. but once I do feel and experience them, I get overwhelmed and back away like I was never meant to feel them.

i miss having online friends i could talk to everyday

chasing my dreams is a suicide mission because I have unrealistic standards I set for myself because I see everyone around me as someone to compete against. i have a terrible mentality where I HAVE to be better than this other person because if I am not the best, then I've failed in that particular subject or talent because my efforts have gone to waste.

honestly, he's such an awesome teacher. i don't know what I would do if I hadn't met him.

i wanna kms fr

people keep saying i have anger issues but when its not about my anger issues they'd still bring it up like LEAVE ME ALONEEEE that's not my only personality good lord. 😭😭😭

im so burnt out that im not bothered to put up with the stupid shit these people do

is it that hard to not hate on other's interests and not make them feel like shit for something that's not problematic?

never have i ever felt so shitty to the point i'm crying every single day