ThankChuu

Ash: Elevate and apply pressure

Blanca: okay

Blanca: *picking up Yut Lung*

I never understood why I liked Yut Lung. I really didn’t. In the beginning I hated him. I assumed he was selfish, a brat, whatever. He was a real asshole and I didn’t understand him. Sure he was cool and all but I hated him.

As time went on I did end up liking him. Christ, he’s my favorite character in modern media right now. But I couldn’t actually tell you why i liked him.

Maybe it was his personality, his appearance, whatever. I could never put a pin on it. I knew why I didn’t like him but if you’d have looked at me when I first started watching the show, I couldn’t explain why I liked him.

I think I get it now.

As a teenager you want people to like you. To include you. You fear being the outcast because the outcast is picked on, bullied, harasssed. Yut Lung was the youngest of his siblings, the odd man out. He didn’t want to stand out more than he did already. He didn’t want to seem weak because it would make him a target.

And for once he wanted to feel something other than fear. So he got rid of his problems which some how generated an even larger problem: Self worth.

In a lot of Yut Lungs break downs he brings up purpose. How his purpose in life was to hate his siblings. Now that they’re all dead he’s unaware of his purpose and believes he should be dead; everything he’s worked for has been accomplished. He has, naturally, nothing to work for now. He’s standing out more than he ever has because he has nothing to avoid standing out from.

So he turns to Blanca. Of course, the only competent adult in Yut Lungs life isn’t exactly the best. He spends a lot of his time with him treating him like his brothers did: talking down to him, pulling on his hair, etc. He doesn’t see Yut Lung as a person until he cracks. It takes seeing a breakdown for Blanca to realize what he was doing wrong.

Yut lung wasn’t a villian, honestly, he was furthest from it. He was lost, alone, and confused. He was abandoned at the end of the series until Sing approached him. Yut Lung generally had no purpose OTHER THAN to be hated and full of hate. Sing gave him another option.

I know that feeling. A lot of people do. When you realize how alone you actually are and one person comes to change it and then it’s all taken away again. You’re alone even though you aren’t and you constantly question your self worth and purpose. The “why am I here” thoughts.

You want to tell people you want to do something And don’t because you don’t deserve it. That kinda shit. And it sucks and it’s so hard to escape that mentality.

I haven’t really found my sing yet. That shit sounds so sappy, fuckin hell. But no, I haven’t really found someone who’s come along to tell me what to do, to set me on the right path. To really truly be there. I doubt I’ll find my Sing for a while, they’re rare to come by. And I know a lot of people feel that way too.

See I’m trying to write a competent story line for these characters where Ash never d worded and he actually went to the hospital and Eijis back in America and they’re getting help or whatever

But literally I have breadcrumbs for Yut Lung. I want my mans to have a legal guardian who gives a flying fuck about him and wants to see him get better but all I have is b l a n c a.

What you want me to do? Oooo I’m gonna force you to believe you’re mentally stable ooooo I’m gonna give you a guardian who spent the entire series gaslighting you oooooo

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You know, this is probably my first and last post on MHA. Maybe I’ll take photos of my Funkos just for shits and giggles and I’ll make a photography tumblr or whatever but ya know

Finding out your character that you finally like... loved is dead is hard.

I never experienced this. I usually spoil things for myself before I read them. I don’t really like MHA, I don’t consider myself a fan actually. I own the entire series as manga and my friends watch it but I, myself, would not consider myself an avid fan. Just casual. I enjoy listening to people talk about it and I enjoy watching my friends discuss it. But I don’t enjoy it, it’s just not for me. It was at one point but no longer is.

But shit

When a friend texted me telling me they were destroyed only to be told that midnight was gone I

I actually genuinely had to put my phone down for a minute. I seriously had to Google and look on Reddit if it was true and I wasn’t being pranked.

I didn’t feel this way when I was informed Ymir died, or saw Erwin died or found out that Hange died. I didn’t like... particularly care. Yeah I was sad but I wasn’t destroyed over it.

And I don’t wanna pull bullshit out of my ass and say “but midnights different” but she was. I don’t consider myself a sexual being, hell I don’t even fit the binary of being she/her and I hate being feminine and I try and hide behind being androgynous and use she/they pronouns because I never feel right in my body. Midnight was everything I wanted to and want to be. She came to me when I was at my lowest and had no friends. I’d just moved schools, had to call the police on a girl who threatned me, spent weeks crying because I had nobody. She was like... idk. She was there for me ig. It’s weird to say that about a fictional character but she was. She was all I actually wanted to be in life, comfortable in her skin, beautiful, funny, whatever. She was just it. She was my it girl for a long time.

She was comforting to me, I loved seeing fanart of her and I enjoyed watching the show to see her.

To find out she died, and then to be told the villains that killed her apparently assaulted her it just

Rubs me the wrong way

You have this character, beautiful and smart and comfortable in their own body, and you rob them of all of that in a matter of minutes. Sure I acknowledge that’s exactly what would’ve happened Irl with a hero that’s inherently labeled the sex hero but... regardless why would you disrespect a character even more after planning to kill them? It just doesn’t sit right.

First you kill her,

Make her students watch,

Make one hold her hand while she dies,

And then it’s rumored she was assulted before she died?

It just doesn’t sit right with me.

Regardless I don’t necessarily know what this post is about I can’t tell if I wanted to offer my condolences to the fandom or what or if I just wanted to vent about how frustrated I am at the situation. I couldn’t tell you.

Regardless, I hope Midnight rests easy.

14. The Stars Were Made for Falling - Prompt 14

Fandom: Critical Role (Web Series) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Relationships: Fjord/Jester Lavorre

Characters: Fjord (Critical Role), Jester Lavorre, Beauregard Lionett, Caleb Widogast, Yasha (Critical Role), Nott | Veth Brenatto, Caduceus Clay

Additional Tags: Attack, Ambush, Graphic Description, Panic Attacks, Song fic

Series: Part 13 of Prompts!

Alt. Title: 14. Morbid

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During an ambush, the Mighty Nein looses sight of one of their friends. With desperation and time against them, they have to work quick. Will they find them in time or will it be too late?

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*happy about Fjord x Jester :)*

*opens chat*

The chat: “Guys relax about caleb” “but what about caleb” “Caleb”

*I once again close the chat*

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I have no way to explain how I feel.

They were my first ship. Not Beauyasha, not whatever. Them. They were it for me. I saw them and I said “yes. That’s the one.”

He’s done so much for her, and likewise she’s done so much for him. They’ve been through hell and back to protect each other, keeping promises.

And then he asks her if he can kiss her. He DOESNT just do it. He ASKS her first.

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The fact that Matt basically blew up the party and almost TPK’ed them

And instead of, ya know, doing what they SHOULD and leave it alone

Oddities -Ch 1- Nightmares

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Critical Role (Web Series) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Mollymauk Tealeaf/Caleb Widogast, Caduceus Clay/Caleb Widogast, Essek Thelyss/Caleb Widogast, Fjord/Jester Lavorre, Beauregard Lionett/Yasha, Caduceus Clay/Fjord, Astrid/Eodwulf/Caleb Widogast, Captain Avantika/Fjord (Critical Role), Yeza Brenatto/Nott | Veth Brenatto, The Gentleman | Babenon Dosal/Marion Lavorre | Ruby of the Sea

Characters: Caleb Widogast, Mollymauk Tealeaf, Caduceus Clay, Nott | Veth Brenatto, Essek Thelyss, Jester Lavorre, Fjord (Critical Role), Beauregard Lionett, Yasha (Critical Role), Astrid (Critical Role), Eodwulf (Critical Role), Captain Avantika (Critical Role), Yeza Brenatto, Uk'otoa (Critical Role), Melora the Wildmother (Critical Role), Artagan (Critical Role), The Traveler (Critical Role), Marion Lavorre | Ruby of the Sea, Clarabelle Clay, Cornelius Clay, Calliope Clay, Clay Family (Critical Role)

Additional Tags: Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - College/University, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Family, Family Fluff, Fluff, Angst

Junior year, college. It's gonna be a good year. Caleb can just feel it.

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Nice to know Avantikas a lich now

Let me get this straight

1.) Avantika has the final orb

2.) seeing as nobody got it back, she dimensioned doored 500 feet away

If nobody finds her, and they probably can’t as nobody has ANY spells left judging by Laura’s comments during game and.... Liams.... TRex issue, they’re fucked.

Avantika’s gonna place the final orb.

This is it

This is the endgame

We are in the endgame now.