Missing Since Friday

We’re only human. We all make mistakes. We all fall short of perfection. We sometimes fail. We mess up, we fess up, we learn, we try our best- but even still, we’re only human, and we all struggle. So of course with this; there is always room for improvement. ‘ The thing is, we should all understand this similarity within one another. The more we can recognize these moments of mistakes in our friends, family, partners, the more we are able to connect to each other. I’ll admit, when my brother makes a mistake- it’s easy for me to fall into a thought of; “oh wow, of course he’d do that”, “why didn’t he use his brain”, “idiot!”. These thoughts are mistakes I have made, and I am guilty. I am not proud of these thoughts, and I am working towards changing my thought process in this. Currently and especially with so many faults in our world; the spread of sickness, cultural disagreements, and economic crises, I hear people pointing out everyone else’s faults, bashing others for mistakes, and errors. ‘ The beautiful thing though, is this is something that actually CONNECTS ALL OF US. It is in our mistakes and errors, that relates us as humans. After all- we are only human. We all fall short, and we’ve all “missed the mark”. So in that, we can choose to support each other. Help each other, and better understand our neighbour. As you make mistakes, so do I. My intention is no longer to point out these mistakes as an example of differences, but rather an opportunity to connect further, and attain betterment in our universal consciousness. I support you in your intention of coming away from your fault, and working towards your growth. ‘ I invite you to tell someone they are supported by you, and in their errors you will stand as a safe space for them to learn, grow, and step out of that fault and into a newness of expansion, improvement, and self forgiveness. ‘ It is not my place to judge, my greatest duty and accomplishment is to love. ‘ I Thankyou for taking the time to read. 💜 (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B71RXi4Aulx/?igshid=1aplyekv631m1

I hurt. I feel. I cry. I want to laugh, I want to be happy. Not yet. I hurt. I miss you. Ideas of you. You. Fuck you. I want to laugh, I want to be happy. Not yet. I hurt. I can’t wait until, I heal. but not yet. I hurt. (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7BnsJmAJNe/?igshid=507f2nhjrglx

Our world is in a continuous state of circulation and flow. Whether it’s our water cycles, breathing cycles, or the changing of our seasons, everything is in constant motion. Giving and receiving is similar - they both work together. In order to give there must be a receiver. Giving is the outflow, and receiving is in inflow. The most important thing about both giving and receiving is your intention behind it. • • Join in our motion, be open to receive love, be thoughtful to gift it. • • My intention for today was gifted to me yesterday by all of you guys. Many of you commented on yesterday’s caption mentioning how much you all love giving!💜 I Thankyou guys for being so inspiring, supportive, thoughtful, and generous towards myself and many others. It doesn’t go unnoticed🥰 thankYOU - -My intention today is to embody love. Be love. Share love. “I am love in motion.” • • Love makes the world go round🎁 . . . 📸 ~ @brspix / @bradstrickert (at Toronto C•A•N•A•D•A) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6dg8pXAjxb/?igshid=17k1bvzcbap61

What is better: giving gifts, or receiving them? • • If you know me, you know I’m bad at keeping gifts a surprise.. 😅💜 hahaha, honestly though -giving gifts lights me up and this question is a tough one for me!✨ Good company, home made cards and creative treasures, meaningful pictures, or an adventure date out are some of my favourite gifts to give (and receive😜😍) • • Today is a gift, that’s why it’s called the present. 🥰 Just cause I love ya’ll so much, I’m doing a 🎄✨CHRISTMAS PATREON GIVEAWAY✨🎄 only until January 1st, join my Patreon as a “Legendary Leopard Tier”, and receive gifts&goodies from the “Silver-Eyed Saber Tooth Tier”😍 (includes signed Polaroid, letter from me, access to IG close friends, my private discord, and more! 75$ in savings🐈) • • 🐈⚔️Join my Kitten Army⚔️🐈 www.Patreon.com/JordyTodosey (at Canada) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6bC1MtgWsO/?igshid=biomvjucfrre

In your garden of dreams, there are many great seeds of possibilities waiting to sprout - looking for your attention - the water and the light.✨ Cultivate your craft. Water it daily, pour some tender loving care into it, and watch it grow. Remember that a plant doesn’t sprout immediately. Be patient, and know that in life you will reap what you sow.🌱 The day you plant the seed is not the day you eat the fruit.🕊 . . Mama says this pose reminds her of a Bean Sprout 🌱😜 so cheers to all of us Human Beans and our ability to sprout again🥰🙏🏻xo - - 📸 ~ @brspix // @bradstrickert (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6OMJ7TgRE-/?igshid=1gr9u7yyu4fts

Close Your Eyes. Take a Moment. Breathe. (at Canada) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5sqZItgQaj/?igshid=1tn00vfz7z9o8

How often do we reflect internally? Really though, ask yourself.. On the contrary, how often do we reflect on our external world? • Focusing on what is outside of myself sometimes acts as an escape from myself. When I feel stressed or worried I find it easier (and almost instinctual) to typically go on a gaming app or social media and scroll (on our never ending “sensory overload” home/search page). It’s a distraction that puts a temporary bandaid on those stresses, boredom, anxieties, angers or even just discomfort during my day, and prevents me from carrying on the self inquiry that is necessary to deal with and move past them. Maybe you can relate, maybe not- but I noticed how often I was searching for that distraction to block out and cover up my internal mess. I put a time limit on my social media and gaming apps, (for what was originally 2hrs a days, now less than 1) so my phone would kick me out if I went over. I noticed right away I started to feel anxious because I was left to sit with myself and only myself. I wasn’t able to have the distraction of thinking about what Susie was doing or what Jacob was saying or what they were doing together to make their day fun, -I was just left to sit in MY world, MY shit, and let it stir a little bit internally. Of course my brain tried everything it could to take me out of sitting with myself- having internal thoughts of “well you should check your emails,” “maybe eat something,” and “give someone a call and see how they’re doing.” Any reason I could find to avoid dealing with my own issues. Then I had a thought.. “I deserve this time with myself”. All day we give our time to others, work, pets.. but how often do you ask yourself questions and gift yourself time to reflect on them. • When I was a kid, I didn’t have the social media platforms that we have today. Heck, I didn’t even have a cell phone. Instead I had the day before me to think about my world, my life, goals, dreams, and aspirations. Then at some point, I became distracted. With the constant need to have what Susie has, or travel where Jacob’s visited, I lost the desires of my own heart. **continued in Comment**⬇️ (at Toronto, Canada) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5auy4lg2ZI/?igshid=11a24fpip32a0

People of integrity expect to be believed, and when they’re not; they let time prove them right. . . Know yourself, know your truth. People may come and go, -you remain the lead character in your story. In your heart your true intentions, behind your eyes your ambitions and dreams. Know these things. Study yourself, before truth comes as a surprise. Question yourself. Be open to inquiry, and notice where you can grow. Inspire to be in integrity with yourself. Never stop seeking love, even if others don’t yet see your truth. ✨ In the end, truth will be known. - - Was there a time in your life when you felt unheard? Or felt as if nobody believed you when you told your truth? For myself it’s difficult to be “okay with it” when I feel misunderstood. Often I feel an urge to continue explaining, or try to better communicate my point of view. While this shows I care about the conversation and people involved, sometimes I must accept that not always will my side be understood, agreed with, “right”, or even heard from another person’s perspective. Of course this isn’t anyone’s fault- but my own if I’m allowing this to make me feel “less than”, ignored, or unimportant. 🌱I am learning to be more confident in my truth, my reasoning, and my responses, so even when others may doubt me, I know my truth. Never doubting myself, but always inquiring about self. . . . 📸 - @territodosey / @mythnovel . 👽 (at Canada) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5A45nAgUNK/?igshid=3ygv53jz5sxl

What would you name me?❄️ ‘ ‘ ‘First snow’ inspired look☃️💎🌨 - iS it ToO sOon fOr ChRisTmAs sOooOoNgsSs? 😭❄️ comment some of your favourite winter activities!❄️ . . I tend to become a bit of an indoor hermit during our cold Canadian winter months.. but the activities I manage to endure the outdoor freezer for include; Snowboarding, Skating, Hiking, ATVing (on the frozen lake at cottage), Ice Fishing there too😜, Snowman and Igloo Building, Tobogganing (also BeerBogganing🍻), and of course SnowAngels👼🏻💙 ‘ ‘ Wanna see more photos from this shoot? Join my Kitten Army on Patreon😻💋 - 🐈⚔️www.Patreon.com/JordyTodosey⚔️🐈 (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4xwqKLAhpX/?igshid=13363iherpr3f

I may be “posing” for the photo, but swipe to see how I usually hang out➡️😜 ‘ ‘ A while back I encouraged you guys to #BeAnEarthHero and plant a tree or clean up around your city!🌱💕 weellll- I am thrilled tell you (if you haven’t already heard) @mrbeast made planting a tree as easy as donating one dollar!😍🙏🏻 1$ = 1 Tree Planted 🌳 *Link in bio* (teamtrees.org) 🌳 I’m sure this wasn’t easy to make happen, -huge amounts of respect and gratitude for @mrbeast and the YouTube community 🙏🏻💜 #teamtrees Excited for us to hit 20 Million Trees🌳🌲🌳🌲🌳🌲🌳 I’ll be giving my donation today💜 Please join us in being a hero for our home xo . . Cool fact- spending time around trees can reduce stress, anxiety, anger, and depression✨ Spending time around trees can provide emotional rejuvenation, improve your mood, and create a sense of peace ✌🏻Did you know in Japan they have a word for this; Forest Bathing; “shirin-yoku”. ✨I couldn’t imagine not having these beautiful trees around my home.. so very thankful to enjoy my weird hammock yoga in the forest 😜🌳 - - OH AND GUYS I’m happy to report (for those who joined me live while planting my baby tree Rowan), Rowan is a Growin 🌱💜🌳 (at Canada) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4fYsmSgqZQ/?igshid=144tszqqeuqos

“the practice | sacred spaces . . i am a safe landing for others. i embody presence clear of judgement. connection over competition. support without expectation. when i hold this space for someone, i send them the message that they matter just as they are. my heart serves as an invitation for others to show up + share their brightest, most authentic light. what a gift i give to this world when i choose to remain open.” - @danielledoby - - - A favourite quote -from Danielle Doby. ✨a constant practice of mine✨ , , , , 📸 - @territodosey // @mythnovel (at Canada) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4c1dnPgTNp/?igshid=1l90i8bzi69a5

💀Trick or Treat?💀 - - This.is.Halloween🕷 . . // the veil is lifted // ghosts and ghouls are listening // creeps and freaks are lurking // pay attention to spiritual influence // interferences may happen \\ 👻 . . Happy All Hallows’ Eve 😈 (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4SZHBYgXr_/?igshid=ejh9e0o9jut9

❤️A Thank-you Letter;❤️ ✨—Everyday you grow. You overcome new challenges and obstacles. You become more capable, smarter and wiser, with each experience. This doesn’t go without difficulty. It’s not always easy to stay in personal [emotional, psychological, spiritual, physical, energetic] growth, yet you choose to better yourself constantly. 🦋This is a Thankyou letter for everyone working on themselves. Watering themselves to bloom and grow within your constant change and movement. {I have said goodbye to the many versions of myself who “were”, -to welcome, honour and meet “who” and where I am now.} 🔅Thank-you if you are learning more about yourself with each breath. Sometimes it’s hard to breathe, though you’re still breathing. 🌙I acknowledge you for your dedication and discipline to find connection with your highest self. 🌱I Thank-you for learning how you can better yourself in each moment, regardless of discomfort. The work you put into yourself expands beyond yourself. 👣A better world starts with a better you. I’ll say it again because I truly mean it; ❤️A better world starts with a better you, Thank-you. ❤️ . . . . . 📸 - @territodosey / @mythnovel - - #jordantodosey #yourdailygrowth 👽 (at Canada) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4NSGRFAcj5/?igshid=113185q2hzzlh

Are meme pages the new joke books? 🤡 - - Name me?🎃 Put on a joker face and comment the last joke you laughed at👻⬇️ - - 🕷🌙Happy Monday, sending you Spooky vibez🌙🕷 (at Toronto, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4KrBCMAAfu/?igshid=1r3cs2rldqntm

Yoga has become an investment I choose everyday. I put time and effort in to my practice, and the ROI (return on investment) is beyond anything I could imagine.. Yoga challenges me. It puts me in a place of discomfort, difficulty, and sometimes even frustration. While in a pose that gives me this kind of reaction, I’m given an opportunity to learn about myself. Who am I here?... It’s not about how long I can wait, or stay in the pose, or even the pose itself that I’m accomplishing.. It’s about WHO you become while you’re waiting. What kinds of thoughts start to fill my head while in difficulty or challenge- noticing when my thoughts aren’t serving me, or if they’re negative, or “below the line” - yes noticing, and then changing that reaction into a positive response, or an “above the line” affirmation or thought. Essentially, learning to take power back in moments of struggle. Often when tough situations arise, that’s when we loose our presence. Our minds can be loud, and when it wants to find an easy out- well, our minds can be anywhere at anytime, remembering a good time last week, yesterday’s date, or fantasizing about future endeavours.. On the contrary your body, your breath, sweat, and physical sensations can only be here, right now, in this moment. Using my being as a tool to find, and keep coming back to presence has been a game changer. ✨ This is all great, and maybe you’re just thinking ‘wow this girl really likes yoga..’ - which would be true - but where I gain from this investment and where I notice my return, is off my mat... Where I notice my shifting into power, growth, and self awareness isn’t always during yoga, and it isn’t always an immediate thing.. The inquiry of myself, and who I am in each moment starts to play it’s role throughout everyday, when something difficult, unexpected, uncomfortable, challenging or tough presents itself. I used to constantly run away from the moment and into my head.. loosing presence, and missing out on the opportunity of being in the now. Now I have the tools I need to stay and breath, and I promise it becomes easier and easier each time. Yoga has become a constant investment in myself💜 (at Canada) https://www.instagram.com/p/B37Tf1RBkYT/?igshid=twtvu54dc2r2

チャクラの女神 • • On a rainy day before work I had an extra hour to play- so in leu of Halloween I thought I’d see how quick I could whip together one of my favourite villains 😈 ➡️Swipe left to see a vid of how I edited this cosplay of Kaguya Ōtsutsuki from Naruto🍥 👁 🔮 Question; Do you think we have a “life energy”, or spirit energy that we can tap into? Do you think this energy connects us all? Do you think sometimes this energy gets out of whack? Do you think this energy takes cultivation, practice, and work to attain, and constant learning to maintain? Do you think we can heal not only ourselves, but each other using this energy as a tool? Do you think this energy is powerful? Do you think this energy could be dangerous if not controlled? Give me your thoughts in comments guys👽 (at Toronto C•A•N•A•D•A) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3w8_-Zgszy/?igshid=od5tvr2781qq