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"My safety isn't important! You're what matters!" (occameraguyzac for Aaron)

Aaron did a one-eighty and stared harshly at Zac. “No.” This was one thing, the one thing he wouldn’t budge on. He couldn’t.

You are much more important than you think, he thought bitterly. “I am doing this. For you.”

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He smiled and kissed Aaron. It was a soft and short kiss, but hopefully Aaron knew that he could come back for more if he wanted it. Zac stroked Aaron’s cheek with the back of his hand. “Yeah, one of us has to be somewhat responsible.”

Zac melted into Aaron’s hug. He breathed in his boyfriend’s scent and after a long moment finally pulled away a little. Not enough to break the hug fully but enough to let the other know he was ok with breaking the hug and getting food if that’s what he wanted.

“Although you know, if you move into the kitchen the dogs are going to wake up.” He smirked. As much as they both loved their dogs, they did tend to get a bit underfoot when food was possibly involved.

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Aaron sighed into the kiss, too damn close to sobbing. Zac turned him into such a mess. He was such a fucking mess. Reluctantly, he broke them apart, thinking of the food he’d make for Zac. “It’s okay, I think we can manage,” he replied with a smile, brittle as it was.

He lead them both into the kitchen. “Do–” His voice broke and he cleared his throat. Fuck, not now. “Do you want anything specific, l-love?”

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Zac squeezed Aaron’s hand as his voice broke. “Take your time. There’s no rush.” He smiled at him. Their relationship wasn’t an easy one but no matter how hurt and seemingly broken Aaron was, there was good in him. Zac had seen it. So he’d give his boyfriend all the time he needed.

“I’ll take whatever you fix me. Your food is a gift from the gods.” He kissed Aaron’s cheek. “Surprise me.”

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"My safety isn't important! You're what matters!" (occameraguyzac for Aaron)

Aaron did a one-eighty and stared harshly at Zac. “No.” This was one thing, the one thing he wouldn’t budge on. He couldn’t.

You are much more important than you think, he thought bitterly. “I am doing this. For you.”

occameraguyzac

He smiled and kissed Aaron. It was a soft and short kiss, but hopefully Aaron knew that he could come back for more if he wanted it. Zac stroked Aaron’s cheek with the back of his hand. “Yeah, one of us has to be somewhat responsible.”

Zac melted into Aaron’s hug. He breathed in his boyfriend’s scent and after a long moment finally pulled away a little. Not enough to break the hug fully but enough to let the other know he was ok with breaking the hug and getting food if that’s what he wanted.

“Although you know, if you move into the kitchen the dogs are going to wake up.” He smirked. As much as they both loved their dogs, they did tend to get a bit underfoot when food was possibly involved.

#otp angst bbys #the graves twins

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"My safety isn't important! You're what matters!" (occameraguyzac for Aaron)

Aaron did a one-eighty and stared harshly at Zac. “No.” This was one thing, the one thing he wouldn’t budge on. He couldn’t.

You are much more important than you think, he thought bitterly. “I am doing this. For you.”

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He met Aaron’s eyes and tried to smile. It felt half-hearted to him, but he was relaxing a bit more. Zac nodded and leaned into the touch. “Alright.” He ran the back of his hand down Aaron’s cheek, smile becoming more genuine.

“Any chance you could help distract me?”

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“Any way I can,” Aaron answered, his own smile turning from pained into something more… real. He leaned his forehead on Zac’s, closing his eyes. “I love you so much,” he whispered, heart swelling, becoming almost painful.

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Zac closed his eyes as well, letting himself get lost in Aaron’s presence. “I love you too. More than I can say.” After a moment of peaceful silence he ran his hands along Aaron’s body. “What do you want to do tonight love? Movie, dinner? Heh, I forgot to eat today, getting ready for that upcoming shoot and all.“ He looked away, blushing. Aaron wanted him to take care of himself, and forgetting to eat was not the way to go about it.

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ooc

My dog died. that’s not the only thing on my plate either. Point is, while I want to write and rp and while I really, really miss y’all, I can’t get myself in the heads of my characters to write them.

I do know I’m tagged in some memes and will do those soon. Hopefully that’ll help me get into the swing of things.

sorry for taking so long and being such a drag I really do appreciate y’all’s patience.

#ooc

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"My safety isn't important! You're what matters!" (occameraguyzac for Aaron)

Aaron did a one-eighty and stared harshly at Zac. “No.” This was one thing, the one thing he wouldn’t budge on. He couldn’t.

You are much more important than you think, he thought bitterly. “I am doing this. For you.”

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He met Aaron’s eyes and tried to smile. It felt half-hearted to him, but he was relaxing a bit more. Zac nodded and leaned into the touch. “Alright.” He ran the back of his hand down Aaron’s cheek, smile becoming more genuine.

“Any chance you could help distract me?”

#otp angst babies #the graves twins

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"My safety isn't important! You're what matters!" (occameraguyzac for Aaron)

Aaron did a one-eighty and stared harshly at Zac. “No.” This was one thing, the one thing he wouldn’t budge on. He couldn’t.

You are much more important than you think, he thought bitterly. “I am doing this. For you.”

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He relaxed into Aaron’s hold. He focused on breathing for a bit, melting into the strange security that his lover gave him. Aaron would come back to him, he always did. And he had probably handled worse. Zac wouldn’t lose him.

“How long would it take?” he said after a while. Zac’s voice was soft, the fight and anger completely gone.

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“Depends on what I’m going to do,” Aaron answered softly. “If I want to appease them, they’ll probably want something from me. Like a job. That could take weeks. Other options would take less time,” but Zac would find less palatable.

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He frowned at that. He finally took his head off of Aaron’s shoulder and looked at him. “Can you really appease these sorts of people? I was rather...” he looked away, ashamed.

“I was thinking I’d have to kill them, or hurt them at least.” He looked back at Aaron, or tried to, he wasn’t quite able to meet the other’s eyes. “I don’t want anyone dead, but...I don’t want them hurting people either.”

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"My safety isn't important! You're what matters!" (occameraguyzac for Aaron)

Aaron did a one-eighty and stared harshly at Zac. “No.” This was one thing, the one thing he wouldn’t budge on. He couldn’t.

You are much more important than you think, he thought bitterly. “I am doing this. For you.”

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He relaxed into Aaron’s hold. He focused on breathing for a bit, melting into the strange security that his lover gave him. Aaron would come back to him, he always did. And he had probably handled worse. Zac wouldn’t lose him.

“How long would it take?” he said after a while. Zac’s voice was soft, the fight and anger completely gone.

#the graves twins #otp angst babies

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"S-so....you're Aaron's friend, correct?" (occameraguyzac)

Chupa had to think a moment before deciding that yes, they were a friend to Aaron even though he doesn’t act as a friend to them. “Yes I am.” They smiled reassuringly at the nervous human, trying not to show too many fangs. “My name is Chupa, who are you?”

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“Well, um Aaron was the reason I wanted to meet you. He said you wouldn’t do any pranks that would hurt me, that I didn’t need to be afraid. And Iris, well she doesn’t talk about you much, except that she considers you a good friend.” He swallowed and shifted his weight. “I was hoping that maybe meeting you would help me get over those body parts you left in the mailbox.”

#chupacabrasays #[hes still not over it]

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"S-so....you're Aaron's friend, correct?" (occameraguyzac)

Chupa had to think a moment before deciding that yes, they were a friend to Aaron even though he doesn’t act as a friend to them. “Yes I am.” They smiled reassuringly at the nervous human, trying not to show too many fangs. “My name is Chupa, who are you?”

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Zac took a deep breath. Aaron said the thing…Chupa wouldn’t hurt him, that any pranks that it did wouldn’t go beyond just pranks.

“I’m Zac. Aaron’s boyfriend. We uh, live together.” Wait, Chupa…that name sounded familiar. “Do you…by any chance know a girl named Iris?” He could do this. Just a casual, friendly conversation.

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“Well it’s nice to meet you, Zac.” They offered a claw to shake, if this human was close to Aaron they definitely didn’t want to scare him so they were pulling out every trick in the ‘How to socialize with humans’ book. “Yeah, are you a friend of hers as well?”

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Zac blinked at the claw then finally decided that this was the part where they shook hands, or claws as the case may be. He took the claw and shook it. “Nice to meet you. I’m her brother. Older brother.”

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"S-so....you're Aaron's friend, correct?" (occameraguyzac)

Chupa had to think a moment before deciding that yes, they were a friend to Aaron even though he doesn’t act as a friend to them. “Yes I am.” They smiled reassuringly at the nervous human, trying not to show too many fangs. “My name is Chupa, who are you?”

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Zac took a deep breath. Aaron said the thing...Chupa wouldn’t hurt him, that any pranks that it did wouldn’t go beyond just pranks.

“I’m Zac. Aaron’s boyfriend. We uh, live together.” Wait, Chupa...that name sounded familiar. “Do you...by any chance know a girl named Iris?” He could do this. Just a casual, friendly conversation.

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"My safety isn't important! You're what matters!" (occameraguyzac for Aaron)

Aaron did a one-eighty and stared harshly at Zac. “No.” This was one thing, the one thing he wouldn’t budge on. He couldn’t.

You are much more important than you think, he thought bitterly. “I am doing this. For you.”

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Zac flinched and took a few steps back. It didn’t matter how tall Zac was, no one could make him feel quite as small quite as quickly as Aaron could when he lost his temper. There were memories behind that, ones he wanted to bury six feet under.

Yet he couldn’t stop looking at Aaron, holding his gaze. “I-I don’t…”

He finally broke eye contact and looked at his feet. He ran a hand through his hair. “I…I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want to have to go to your bloody funeral.” He was breathing heavily now, as if he was on the verge of shouting or hyperventilating.

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Anguish crossed Aaron’s face when he saw Zac flinch, because no, he didn’t want that, he didn’t want to scare him, he wasn’t–

“Z-Zac, I–” he swallowed, trying not to cry, trying not to be weak, because he couldn’t. “I need to p-protect you. I can’t lose you Zac.”

“Si tu meurs, je meurs avec toi.”

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Zac was by no means fluent in French. But he knew the saying. He sniffled, trying to keep the tears back. Aaron and his French always did him in.

“I can’t lose you either. What if you don’t come back? Who would I go to?” He swallowed and walked over to Aaron, resting his forehead on his lover’s shoulder, careful not to be too close to his neck. He was gripping Aaron’s shirt so tight it was almost painful. But he couldn’t force himself to let go.

“I-It’s my fault, I don’t want you hurt because of me.”

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"My safety isn't important! You're what matters!" (occameraguyzac for Aaron)

Aaron did a one-eighty and stared harshly at Zac. “No.” This was one thing, the one thing he wouldn’t budge on. He couldn’t.

You are much more important than you think, he thought bitterly. “I am doing this. For you.”

occameraguyzac

Zac flinched and took a few steps back. It didn’t matter how tall Zac was, no one could make him feel quite as small quite as quickly as Aaron could when he lost his temper. There were memories behind that, ones he wanted to bury six feet under.

Yet he couldn’t stop looking at Aaron, holding his gaze. “I-I don’t...”

He finally broke eye contact and looked at his feet. He ran a hand through his hair. “I...I don't want to lose you. I don’t want to have to go to your bloody funeral.” He was breathing heavily now, as if he was on the verge of shouting or hyperventilating.

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"My safety isn't important! You're what matters!" (occameraguyzac for Aaron)

Aaron did a one-eighty and stared harshly at Zac. “No.” This was one thing, the one thing he wouldn’t budge on. He couldn’t.

You are much more important than you think, he thought bitterly. “I am doing this. For you.”

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“Well a lot of bloody good it will do me when you’re a corpse!” He shot back. Zac sighed and ran a hand through his hair. He looked at the other, not willing to give in.

“I got myself into this mess, I will get myself out of it.” And hopefully he’d get out of it alive.

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“Zac. No,” Aaron growled, taking one step towards his– boyfriend. “This is not- This is not a game. You will die. You don’t have the training, the skill, the experience,” or the guts, “to do this.”

Aaron loved Zac, he really did. But the man was too… innocent. Too pure. He didn’t want him to be tainted by what had to be done. Sighing miserably and deflating, Aaron looked up pleadingly. “Let me do this for you, please.”

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“You know, normally I would. Normally I wouldn’t even have thought of doing this and would have come straight to you and asked. But things have changed between us. Oh yes, we make progress, we’re fine for a while, then something else comes up.” The fear in him was talking. He knew it. He didn’t think he was being quite fair.

“You put yourself in dangerous situations all the time. On purpose! I do it one time on accident,” not counting Aaron, “and you flip. No mate, you’re gonna have to strip me down, tie me up, take my clothes away and whatever else have you if you expect me to sit on my arse and let you do what I need to do.”

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"My safety isn't important! You're what matters!" (occameraguyzac for Aaron)

Aaron did a one-eighty and stared harshly at Zac. “No.” This was one thing, the one thing he wouldn’t budge on. He couldn’t.

You are much more important than you think, he thought bitterly. “I am doing this. For you.”

occameraguyzac

“Well a lot of bloody good it will do me when you’re a corpse!” He shot back. Zac sighed and ran a hand through his hair. He looked at the other, not willing to give in.

“I got myself into this mess, I will get myself out of it.” And hopefully he’d get out of it alive.

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"What is that? Are there bandages under your shirt?" (occamraguyzac)

Aaron jerked away suddenly from the other man, eyes wide in panic and maybe fear. “Huh, no, I–“

The shirt had been supposed to cover it up, why– why– Zac wasn’t supposed to know, he–

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Zac, although he was still beside Aaron, couldn’t sleep. Usually on nights liket his he would stay awake thinking over things that needed to be said or done in the morning, but his thoughts trailed in a different direction. He couldn’t stop thinking of Aaron, how many time he had fixed a bullet wound before, how many days he had spent trying to find one job that would satisfy his needs without completely betraying Zac.

He sighed and rolled over, back facing Aaron, but that didn’t feel right. He rolled over again so he was facing his...well lover must be the right word because they never stopped loving each other. It was nearly three in the morning at this point, but with that thought Zac was finally able to sleep, a hand on Aaron’s shoulder.

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"What is that? Are there bandages under your shirt?" (occamraguyzac)

Aaron jerked away suddenly from the other man, eyes wide in panic and maybe fear. “Huh, no, I–“

The shirt had been supposed to cover it up, why– why– Zac wasn’t supposed to know, he–

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Zac frowned, surprised. He had been expecting Aaron to shy away from saying it, from just letting Zac’s words cover his feelings, but he actually said it. Him saying ‘I know’ was his way of offering Aaron an out if he wasn’t ready to say it. But apparently Zac was wrong. And although there wasn’t the old passion behind it, there was a weight to Aaron’s words.

Zac smiled and stood up, gently kissing Aaron. “You look tired love. Shall we get some rest and try talking things over in the morning?” His voice was soft and kind. He was worried though. Aaron looked far too pale and he was undoubtedly in pain.

“Is there anything I can do before we try to get some shut eye?”

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Tears sprang to his eyes and he didn’t even bother to wipe them off. Aaron was so, so tired. He tilted his head up when Zac got up, and sighed into the kiss.

“I-I just need to rest up,” he told the other man, giving him a very shaky smile. Even as he said that, the corners of his vision were going dark, and his world was tilting just a little bit.

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Zac frowned as Aaron wavered a bit. Zac wrapped his arms around him and lowered Aaron onto the bed. “Take it easy love. Just get some rest. You’re safe now.”

He gathered up the first aid kit and put it back. When he entered the bedroom again he stripped down to his boxers and crawled in bed next to Aaron. He pulled the covers up over both of them, careful not to bump the other.

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