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Summary: When y/n finds out that her drink has been spiked she has no one to turn to but Dean, her enemy. Dean finding y/n knocking at his door in her barely conscious state brings up clashing feelings.
TW: having a drugged drink at a party
Word Count: 4.8K
The music could be heard from half a block away. The hockey house was already overflowing by the time Hannah and Y/N arrived, laughter spilling out the open front door along with the bass that rattled the porch railings. People crowded every room, cups clinked together, someone was yelling about beer pong in the kitchen, and the living room had already turned into a sea of strangers dancing shoulder to shoulder.
Hannah sighed dramatically, "I swear they invite the entire campus."
"They probably do," Y/N replied, smoothing an imaginary wrinkle from her dress.
She hadn't wanted to come. Not because she disliked parties. Because Dean Di Laurentis would be here. And Dean Di Laurentis possessed an almost supernatural ability to ruin perfectly good evenings.
Hannah nudged her shoulder. "Relax."
"I am relaxed."
"You've been glaring at the front door for thirty seconds."
"I'm mentally preparing."
"For Dean?"
Y/N rolled her eyes. "I'm mentally preparing for his ego."
Hannah laughed as they stepped inside.
Almost immediately, someone called Hannah's name from across the room. It was Garrett. He was standing near the kitchen island, waving her over with an easy grin.
"Go," Y/N said.
"You sure?"
"Yeah, girl, go talk to your boyfriend. I'm not going to spontaneously combust because you're talking to your boyfriend."
"You might if Dean starts talking."
"I'll survive."
"I sure hope you do."
Y/N shoved her lightly.
"Go."
Hannah laughed and disappeared into the crowd.
Y/N made her way toward the drink table, weaving through clusters of people she vaguely recognized from campus. She could feel eyes on her. Not in an uncomfortable way. Just... noticing.
She'd spent longer getting ready than she wanted to admit. Her hair fell in soft waves over one shoulder, and the dark emerald dress she wore hugged her just enough to make her feel confident without trying too hard. It was simple. Elegant and comfortable.
"You look hot," Hannah had declared.
"I look dressed."
"You look hot."
"I look like someone attending a party."
"You look like Dean's going to choke on his own tongue."
Y/N had snorted. "As if Dean Di Laurentis has ever been speechless in his life."
Apparently... Tonight might've been close. Across the room, Dean had been halfway through a conversation with one of his teammates when Logan abruptly stopped listening.
"Dude."
Dean barely looked at him.
"What?"
Logan nodded toward the front hall.
Dean followed his gaze and forgot what he'd been about to say.
"...Oh."
Logan smirked.
"Oh?"
Dean recovered almost instantly.
"So?"
"So…?" Logan echoed.
Dean shrugged.
"She cleans up okay."
Logan barked out a laugh. "Cleans up okay?"
"Yeah."
"You've been staring for like fifteen seconds."
"I absolutely have not."
"You absolutely have."
Dean tore his eyes away.
"I was observing."
Logan’s grin widened.
"Observing."
"Shut up."
He grabbed his drink and headed toward the kitchen before Logan could say anything else.
It was a coincidence. Entirely a coincidence that Y/N reached the drink table at the exact same time. She noticed him immediately. Of course she did. Dean Di Laurentis stood out in any room he walked into, whether she liked it or not. He leaned casually against the counter in a dark shirt with the sleeves rolled to his forearms, laughing at something one of the hockey guys said.
Then his eyes landed on her. The laughter stopped. For just a second. His gaze traveled from her heels... To the dress... To her face.
There was the briefest flicker of something she couldn't quite read. It disappeared so quickly she wondered if she'd imagined it.
Then the familiar smirk returned. "There she is."
Y/N sighed. "Hello to you too."
"I almost didn't recognize you."
"No?"
"Nah."
He tilted his head.
"Didn't think you owned anything that wasn't a sweater."
She smiled sweetly.
"And I didn't think you owned a shirt with sleeves."
A couple of people nearby chuckled.
Dean nodded once.
"Fair."
Y/N reached for a cup. "I'll cherish the compliment."
"I wasn't complimenting you."
"I know." She looked at him over the rim of the cup. "That would've been very out of character."
Dean laughed quietly. "You really think you're funny."
"I know I am."
"Hm."
He folded his arms.
"I think the dress is trying a little too hard."
The words landed harder than either of them expected. Y/N's smile faltered. Only for a heartbeat. She recovered so quickly that most people wouldn't have noticed.
Dean did.
"So does your personality," she replied evenly.
He smiled again.
"If I wanted my personality judged, I'd have dated an English major."
She stared at him.
"You know, for someone who's supposed to be good with teamwork, you're remarkably insufferable."
"And yet," Dean said with a shrug, "people still invite me places."
"So do people invite me."
He looked around theatrically.
"Really? I assumed Hannah brought you as emotional support."
There it was. The one that actually stung. Y/N's fingers tightened around her cup. She and Hannah had been inseparable since freshman year, and Dean knew it. He knew exactly which remarks would hit where they hurt.
She forced a laugh. "Don't flatter yourself."
"I'm not."
"You've clearly spent all week thinking of that one."
Dean smiled lazily. "Took me about three seconds."
"Must've been exhausting."
He stepped just a little closer.
"Not nearly as exhausting as pretending you're above everyone in this room."
Her eyebrows lifted. "I don't pretend. I just have standards."
Someone behind Dean let out an audible, "Damn."
Dean chuckled.
"There she is."
"What?"
"The real you. The one that thinks she's smarter than everyone."
Y/N held his gaze.
"I don't think I'm smarter than everyone."
"No?"
She smiled.
"Just you."
The surrounding group burst into laughter.
Dean's jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. He laughed too. But this time it didn't quite reach his eyes.
For a moment, neither of them spoke. The air between them felt strangely charged. Like the room had grown quieter despite the music still shaking the walls. Dean looked at her again. Really looked. The dress. The way she'd done her hair. The confidence she'd walked in with. She looked... beautiful. Annoyingly, unfairly beautiful. Which irritated him more than it should have.
So instead of saying the one thing that had unexpectedly crossed his mind: You look nice, He smiled that infuriating smile and said, "You know..." His voice was light. Almost conversational. "I guess if you were trying to distract everyone from your personality..." His eyes flicked down her dress once before meeting hers again. "...it almost worked.”
Silence.
This time, she couldn't hide it: the hurt. Dean continued, “I just wish Hannah wouldn’t bring you along; it’s just a waste of space, you know. And it’s not like you’re gonna have fun,” he scoffed, “as if anyone would go for that,” he eyed her down, “I sure wouldn’t, and you know damn well I’m all over gorgeous girls all the time.”
The hurt flashed across her face before she buried it beneath a practiced smile. As much confidence as she carried, some words did take her back to high school, where everyone would just shatter and break her heart all around.
"So that's your best one tonight?" she asked quietly. "I expected more."
She stepped around him before he could answer. "Enjoy your party, Di Laurentis."
She walked away without looking back. Dean watched her disappear into the crowd.
Logan appeared beside him a second later. "What the hell was that?"
Dean didn't answer. Logan looked toward where Y/N had gone. Then back at Dean.
"You know..." he said slowly, "I think you just can’t take your eyes off that dress.”
Dean frowned.
"What?"
Logan shook his head. "You looked at her like you forgot how to breathe. And then you immediately acted like an ass."
Dean scoffed.
"I always act like an ass."
Logan smirked, "Yeah, but usually it's because you think someone's annoying."
He looked toward the crowd where Y/N had disappeared.
"This time..." Logan clapped him on the shoulder. "I think it's because you're in trouble."
—
To forget the snarky comment, Y/n went in for a drink. Of course she looked gorgeous: her hair, her dress… everything was just breathtaking, but Dean’s words awakened some hidden insecurity that was resurfacing from high school.
Y/n was making her way to Hannah to ask her to leave the party, but she saw her and Garrett walk upstairs to Garrett’s room.
Shit…
What kind of friend would she be if she interrupted their special time? She needed her friend’s support, but not at the cost of inconveniencing her. So she sighed and went back for yet another drink. There was no point in going home alone and suffocating in bed with resurfacing bitter memories. Y/n chose to drown those with more alcohol.
Y/N lasted exactly twenty-three minutes before she needed another drink.
Not because she'd had that much to drink. Because she needed something to do with her hands. Something to wash away the lingering sting of Dean's words.
She slipped into the kitchen, grateful to find it momentarily less crowded than the living room. She reached for a clean plastic cup. Ice. Lemonade. A splash of vodka.
She stared down into the drink for a second, hoping it’ll help to stop thinking. Dean Di Laurentis had spent the better part of two years insulting her. She should've been immune by now.
So why had that one landed?
She let out a slow breath. Because this one remark hadn't been clever. It hadn't even been funny.
It had just been... Mean.
Then her racing thoughts were interrupted by a stupid comment: "You look like you're making a chemistry experiment."
She closed her eyes. Of course.
Without turning around, she said flatly, “Don't you have girls waiting in line for your attention?"
Dean walked up beside her anyway, grabbing an empty cup. "They'll survive."
He poured himself a drink, leaning casually against the counter.
Silence settled between them. It felt... different this time. Less like a game.
Y/N focused on dropping ice into her cup. Dean watched her from the corner of his eye.
She hadn't looked at him once. Not after earlier.
For reasons he couldn't explain, that bothered him.
"You know," he said, swirling his drink, "Logan thinks I was too hard on you."
She gave a small shrug.
"Good for Logan."
"So you're not gonna defend yourself?"
"I've learned it's usually a waste of energy."
That wasn't the answer he'd expected. He frowned.
"What?"
She finally looked at him. Her smile was polite. Almost painfully so.
"You've already decided who I am." Her voice was calm. "So why bother changing your mind?"
Dean looked away first. Something about that answer sat wrong. He covered it the only way he knew how.
"You know what your problem is?"
She sighed.
"Please. Enlighten me."
"You walk around acting like you're too good for everyone."
A tiny laugh escaped her.
"No."
"No?"
"I walk around trying not to care what people think."
He scoffed.
"That's adorable."
"It works most days."
"Clearly not tonight."
The words slipped out before he could stop them.
He saw it immediately. The way her shoulders stiffened. The tiny inhale she took.
He should've left it there. Instead….
"I mean..." he said lightly, "you spent all that time getting dressed up." His eyes drifted over her outfit again. "And for what?"
She said nothing. Dean smiled, though it felt forced now.
"You really thought tonight was going to be different?"
The kitchen suddenly felt very quiet.
"You thought someone was finally going to notice you?" He laughed once. “I hate to break it to you..." His voice dropped just enough to make every word sharper. "But people are looking because they don't recognize you." He held her gaze. "Not because they're interested."
For a long moment, Y/N didn't move. Dean waited for the comeback.
She always had one. Always.
Instead she looked down into her cup. "Are you done?" Her voice was so quiet that it almost didn't sound like her.
Dean blinked. "What?"
"I asked..." She swallowed. "...if you're done."
He opened his mouth. Nothing came out.
She gave one small nod, as though answering herself.
"Okay."
No sarcastic remark. No eye roll. No smug smile. She simply picked up her drink.
"I hope, one day," she said softly, "someone speaks to you the way you speak to other people."
Dean's chest tightened. She looked at him one last time. Not angry. Not even upset. Just disappointed. Then she turned and walked away. Dean watched her disappear into the hallway. For some reason, he felt awful.
Y/n was so consumed in her thoughts and a need to get away that she shoved through a crowded hallway just to get outside. She didn’t even notice the small splash... a splash that was made when someone dropped something into her drink.
Some guy tossed a pill into her cup with an easy flick of his wrist. It landed with a tiny splash before sinking beneath the ice.
"There." He snorted. "Let's see how long it takes…"
A couple of people laughed.
Y/n was already outside, sitting on an empty chair she found. Still replaying Dean's words in her head, she wrapped her fingers around the cup.
Y/N looked down at the cup for only a second. Then, she took a sip of the drink and then another one, unaware of what happened nearly thirty seconds ago.
—
Dean had never hidden from one of his own parties. Usually, he was the reason they stayed alive. If the music got louder, it was because Dean wanted it louder. If another game started in the kitchen, it was because Dean had convinced everyone to play. If people were laughing, chances were he was somewhere in the middle of it. He thrived in rooms like this. Crowded. Loud. Chaotic. Easy.
Tonight everything felt just a little off. He wandered back into the living room, weaving through people who greeted him with pats on the shoulder and shouted greetings over the music.
"Dean!" Someone shoved a red cup into his hand. He accepted it automatically.
Another guy pulled him into a conversation about next week's game. Dean answered. Mostly he just nodded in the right places, made the occasional sarcastic comment, and even laughed once.
But his attention kept drifting. His eyes searched the room without meaning to. Not looking for anyone in particular. Just... looking.
He caught himself glancing toward the hallway. Then toward the kitchen. Then the staircase. His eyebrows pulled together. What was he doing? He took a long drink instead.
"Dean." A familiar voice.
He turned. A blonde girl smiled up at him, already standing much closer than necessary.
"I've been trying to find you."
"Have you?"
"Mhm."
She reached up, smoothing an imaginary wrinkle from the front of his shirt.
"I thought maybe you disappeared."
Dean looked down at her hand.
Then back up.
"Huh."
She laughed.
"I was wondering if you wanted to dance."
Normally? He would've said yes without thinking.
She was pretty and confident. Exactly the kind of girl who usually made parties more interesting.
Instead his answer caught in his throat. "I..."
For some reason, the image that popped into his head wasn't the blonde standing in front of him.
It was emerald green, the color of Y/n’s dress.
A quiet voice that never seemed to leave his thoughts got louder, “I hope, one day, someone speaks to you the way you speak to other people.”
He blinked. "Maybe later."
The girl looked surprised.
"Oh." She recovered quickly. "Okay."
She disappeared back into the crowd.
Dean watched her go.
That was… weird.
He took another sip.
Someone cranked the music even louder. The living room erupted into cheers. Someone started chanting his name from across the room. Usually, he'd be over there already. Instead, he stayed exactly where he was.
"Dean!" Another voice.
This time, a brunette. She slipped easily into his space, smiling like they'd known each other forever.
"You owe me a rematch in pong."
"Do I?"
"You destroyed me last weekend."
"I probably did."
She laughed, looping an arm through his.
"You sound thrilled to see me."
Dean looked at her.
She was gorgeous. Dark hair. Bright smile.
One of the girls who always seemed to show up whenever there was a hockey party.
She squeezed his arm playfully.
"So?"
"So?"
"The rematch."
Dean looked toward the dining room where everyone was gathered around the table.
Then looked back at her.
"I think I'll pass."
Her smile faltered.
"You... don't want to play beer pong?"
"Not really."
She laughed like he was joking. When he didn't laugh back, she slowly let go of his arm.
"Okay..."
She walked away looking thoroughly confused.
Dean was, too.
What the hell?
He never turned down beer pong.
He frowned into his cup. Something was wrong with him. He wandered onto the back deck. Fresh air. That would help. Except it didn't.
He saw Y/n. After the past two encounters, he didn’t feel like going at it again. He couldn’t even ignore her and go on about his day and enjoy the party.
He wandered back inside, weaving through strangers who moved aside automatically when they recognized him.
Someone called after him. "Dean! Take a shot!"
He waved without looking.
Another voice.
"Dean, come dance!"
He ignored it.
A hand caught his wrist.
He turned. Another girl. She smiled brightly.
"You've been avoiding me all night."
"Sorry."
She stepped closer. "You can make it up to me."
Usually, he'd flirt back. Usually, this part was effortless. She reached up, fingers brushing lightly over the back of his neck. Dean felt... nothing.
Not even annoyance.
Just... Nothing.
"I'm actually heading upstairs."
Her smile slipped.
"Oh."
He gently untangled her hand from his arm before continuing toward the staircase.
Halfway up, he stopped.
He looked down.
The entire house stretched beneath him.
Music. Laughter. People dancing. Friends shouting across rooms. Girls smiling at him every time he looked their way. It was everything he'd always enjoyed. Everything that had always been enough.
Tonight it wasn't.
He ran a hand through his hair. "What the hell..." The words came out barely above a whisper. No answer came.
He climbed the rest of the stairs. His bedroom door clicked shut behind him, muffling the music until it became nothing more than a dull pulse through the walls.
Silence.
Dean leaned back against the door.
He stared at the ceiling for a long moment. Then laughed once. A humorless sound.
"If anyone ever finds out I'm hiding in my room during my own party..." He shook his head. "They'll never let me live it down."
He tossed his phone onto the bed before sitting beside it. For the first time in years, the party downstairs held absolutely no appeal.
He couldn't explain it. Couldn't fix it. Couldn't even name it.
All he knew was that every laugh downstairs sounded too far away. And every time he closed his eyes, he saw a pair of hurt eyes and heard a quiet voice asking, "Are you done?"
—
Outside, the party only seemed to get louder.
Someone had turned the music up again. Cheers erupted from the living room, followed by the unmistakable crash of something breaking and a chorus of laughter that suggested nobody particularly cared.
Y/N stood in the middle of it all.
She couldn't hear herself think.
At first, she assumed it was the music.
Then she realized the room itself had started to move.
She frowned.
The people around her blurred together for half a second before snapping back into focus.
"Weird." She blinked hard.
Maybe she'd stood up too fast.
She lifted her cup to take another sip, but stopped halfway. Her stomach rolled unpleasantly.
No.
Something wasn't right. She lowered the cup.
The bass thudded through the floor beneath her feet, each vibration making the dizziness worse.
Someone bumped her shoulder as they squeezed past.
Normally, she would've stumbled a step and laughed it off. Instead, her knees almost gave out. She caught herself on the edge of a nearby table.
"Oh..." A whisper .Barely audible. "...Oh, no."
Another wave hit. The room tilted sharply to the left before correcting itself.
Y/N squeezed her eyes shut.
Okay.
Okay, breathe.
When she opened them again, the crowd seemed even bigger somehow.
Too many people.
Too much noise.
Too little air.
Her fingers tightened around the plastic cup until it crumpled.
"Oh, shit."
Her voice trembled.
"Oh, shit..."
She looked down at the drink in her hand.
Without another thought, she walked to the nearest trash can and dumped the rest of it out before tossing the cup after it.
She needed Hannah.
That thought came immediately.
Hannah.
She'd know what to do.
Y/N turned toward the hallway.
Then remembered.
Garrett had quietly stolen Hannah away almost twenty minutes ago.
Garrett had simply grinned, taken Hannah's hand, and led her upstairs.
Privacy.
Right.
Y/N swallowed.
She couldn't exactly burst into Garrett's room.
Absolutely not.
Her breathing grew uneven.
The hallway stretched farther than she remembered.
Another wave of dizziness crashed over her so suddenly she reached for the wall. Her palm slapped against it. Her fingers trembled against the old drywall.
Think.
Who else?
Her parents? No way, she was far away in college, what would her parents even do? Fuck.
An ambulance?
No.
That sounded more stupid. Who calls an ambulance to a party?
No, no...
She wasn't even sure what was wrong.
She just... She just needed someone.
Someone she knew.
Her thoughts landed on a name she never would've expected.
Dean.
She almost laughed.
It would've been funny under different circumstances.
Dean Di Laurentis.
The same Dean who'd spent the entire evening trying to make her miserable. The same Dean who'd looked her dead in the eye and told her no one would ever be interested in her.
She hated him.
He was an ass.
Cocky.
Infuriating.
Meaner than he realized.
But...
He would never hurt her in a way bunch of guys in this party would if they found her in this state.
Her drink has been spiked, she thought, and whoever it was was bound to show up sooner or later. She needed to get away.
She knew that with complete certainty.
Her feet were already moving.
The staircase looked impossibly steep. By the third step, her legs felt strangely disconnected from the rest of her body.
Come on.
One more.
She gripped the railing so tightly her knuckles turned white. The music downstairs faded with every step upward, replaced by the pounding of her own heartbeat.
Halfway up, her vision blurred again. She stopped. The stairs shifted beneath her.
"No..."
She squeezed the railing harder.
"You are not passing out." As if scolding herself would be any help.
Another breath.
Another step.
Then another.
By the time she reached the second floor, she was breathing like she'd run a marathon.
Dean's door.
End of the hallway.
So close.
She took one step. Then another.
Her foot caught slightly against the carpet.
She stumbled, catching herself against the wall.
The hallway spun. "Oh, God..."
Everything suddenly felt so far away.
She finally reached Dean's door, raised her hand and knocked.
—
Inside, Dean didn't move.
He stared absently at the ceiling from where he sat on the edge of his bed.
The music downstairs had become little more than a dull vibration through the walls.
A knock sounded.
Dean sighed.
Without getting up, he called toward the door.
"Occupied."
Silence.
Good.
Probably another couple looking for somewhere quiet.
Not happening.
He leaned back against the headboard again.
Another knock.
More insistent this time.
Dean pinched the bridge of his nose.
"I said go away."
Nothing.
Then…. a heavy thud. Like something, or someone had fallen.
Dean's head snapped toward the door. Every trace of annoyance disappeared. He was on his feet before he'd even realized he'd stood.
He yanked the door open. And froze.
Y/N laid crumpled just outside his room. One hand still stretched weakly toward the doorframe. Her hair had fallen across part of her face. She looked frighteningly pale.
"What the…" Dean dropped to his knees instantly. "Y/N?"
She stirred. Barely. Her eyelids fluttered open just enough to find him. For a second, she simply looked at him. Like she was trying to make sure she'd found the right room.
"What the hell are you doing here?" he asked, the question coming out much sharper than he'd intended.
Was he angry? No.
Panicked? Confused? Terrified? Yes.
"I..." she whispered. Her voice was so quiet he almost missed it. "I know..." She swallowed with visible effort. "I know you hate me enough not to try anything…”
Her eyes began slipping shut.
Dean's expression shattered.
Her arm gave out beneath her. Her body pitched sideways.
"Y/N!"
He caught her before she could hit her head.
Dean held her; one arm around her shoulders, the other catching her legs awkwardly before lowering her carefully against him.
"Hey, hey, hey." His voice had changed completely. Every ounce of sarcasm was gone. Every trace of arrogance vanished. Raw panic replaced all of it.
"Look at me." Her head lolled weakly against his shoulder. "Y/N."
Nothing.
"Come on."
Her eyes opened halfway. Just enough.
"There you are."
His hand came up instinctively, brushing loose strands of hair away from her face. She looked exhausted. Not sleepy. Drained. Like staying conscious required more effort than she had left.
"What happened?"
She blinked slowly and closed her eyes.
Dean's heart slammed painfully against his ribs. He tried to control his shaking hands.
"What did you have to drink?"
She frowned.
"...just..." Another slow blink. "...not much..."
"Did you hit your head?"
A tiny shake. "No."
"Did somebody…" His voice caught. He couldn't even finish the question. Y/N looked at him, and nodded.
"I think so..." Her breathing hitched. And she fully closed her eyes.
Dean’s eyes widened. He was trying to hide his panic.
"Okay." He nodded quickly. "Okay."
He wasn't okay. Not even close. But she needed him calm.
"I've got you."
He slipped one arm beneath her knees and the other behind her back. She was lighter than he'd expected. Too light.
She instinctively curled toward his chest as he lifted her. Her forehead rested weakly against his shoulder. Dean carried her inside as though she might break.
The bedroom door swung shut behind them. He crossed to the bed immediately. He lowered her carefully onto the mattress, supporting her head until it rested against the pillow.
She shivered. Without thinking, Dean tugged the comforter over her. He crouched beside the bed.
"Stay with me." He shook her slighly so she’d stay conscious. Y/N looked at him through half-lidded eyes.
"I'm trying."
"I know." His voice cracked. "I know."
She reached for him without really meaning to. Her fingers brushed weakly against his wrist. Dean took her hand immediately. Firm. Steady.
"I'm here."
Her grip was almost nonexistent. She still didn't let go as she closed her eyes one last time to sleep off the drug’s effect.
Dean looked at her. Really looked at her. She was unconscious and laying in his bed. A dark thought crossed his mind. She could have not made it to his room and right now… God knows what would have happened.
She'd climbed the stairs. Walked through an entire house full of people. Passed countless rooms. And somehow she'd come here, to him. And out of all people he chose him not because she trusted him, but because she thought he hated her enough not to try anything another filthy guy would.
A lump settled painfully in his throat.
Y/n’s eyes opened slowly, she was in and out of consciousness.
"I'm here." Dean whispered.
Her breathing slowed again. Her eyelids drooped lower.
"No, no."
Dean gently squeezed her hand.
"Don't fall asleep again, not yet."
"Tired."
"I know."
"Just..." Her words were fading.
He leaned closer. "Stay awake a little longer for me."
She tried.
God, she tried.
He could see it.
The effort it took just to keep her eyes open.
Eventually she looked at him one last time. Really looked. Like she wanted to make sure he was still there. Then, satisfied, her fingers loosened around his hand. Her breathing evened out. Her face relaxed for the first time since he'd opened the door.
"Y/N?"
No answer.
Just the quiet rhythm of sleep.
Dean stayed exactly where he was.
Still holding her hand. Still watching the slow rise and fall of her chest. As if looking away, even for a second, might somehow let something happen to her.
Downstairs, the party raged on. People laughed. Music shook the walls. Someone cheered loud enough for the sound to carry upstairs. Dean didn't hear any of it. His entire world had narrowed to the girl asleep in his bed and the sickening realization that she chose him to be her safe place due to every cruel thing he said to her, because in y/n’s eyes Dean hated her.
summary: in which Best Friend!Dean finds out you’re in the hospital and immediately comes to your aid
wc: 1416
a/n: I was inspired by when I was sent to my hospital and my boyfriend had a similar reaction LOL
The smartwatch on your wrist vibrated, and you glanced down.
Dean: Wanna come to Malones w da boys?
"We're going to put an IV in to help replace some of what your body's been depleted of," the doctor explained.
You looked up at her, too drained to answer, and simply nodded.
"I'll get one of the nurses and we’ll start, okay, hun?"
She disappeared behind the curtain surrounding your little corner of the emergency department.
Your watch buzzed again.
Dean: Helllooooo???
You let out a tired sigh. With what little energy you had left, you reached for your phone on the bedside table and typed a reply.
You: Soz can't rn
His response came almost instantly.
Dean: Why nut?
Despite everything, you smiled. Before you could think of a believable excuse, your phone lit up with his contact.
FaceTime.
Of course.
"Shit," you muttered.
You didn't want Dean worrying. You already felt ridiculous for ending up here over something that would probably pass after a few bags of fluids and some sleep.
You answered, holding the phone far too close to your face so none of the monitors or hospital bed could be seen.
"Ew. Why are you so close to the screen?" Dean laughed, his grin practically lighting up the display.
"Hello to you too."
Your face filled the entire camera, which wasn't exactly flattering considering the dark circles under your eyes and the handful of stress pimples you'd acquired from weeks of surviving on caffeine and poor decisions.
Dean chuckled before his expression slowly changed. "Why's there so much beeping?" His brows furrowed.
As if the universe had decided you hadn't suffered enough, the doctor returned with a nurse. Without thinking, you lowered your phone so you wouldn't look like an idiot video calling someone while being treated.
Unfortunately, it also gave Dean a perfect view of the room.
He called your name sharply. "What the fuck? Is that the hospital?"
You barely had time to react before the doctor started checking your chart.
The last thing you heard before the call disconnected was Dean saying, "I'll be there in twenty."
Your stomach twisted.
He was supposed to be out with the boys. This wasn't worth dragging him away for.
Dean had been your best friend since first year. Between sharing nearly every law class and spending more time arguing hypothetical court cases than actually studying them, the friendship had formed naturally. You'd always suspected law wasn't really what he wanted though. Sometimes it felt like he was only here because it was expected of him, but that was a conversation for another day.
The nurse checked your observations before inserting a cannula into your arm and hooking up another bag of fluids. Instead of feeling better, you only felt heavier, your eyelids refusing to stay open.
You just wanted to go back to your dorm, sleep for twelve hours, then pretend the mountain of assignments waiting for you didn't exist.
The curtain suddenly slid open. You looked up, ready to tell the nurse you weren't hungry anymore.
Instead, Dean stood there in his black jeans, white T-shirt and brown leather jacket.
His hair was windswept, his chest rising and falling as though he'd sprinted through the hospital.
You blinked. "It's only been like... ten minutes."
His breathing hadn't even settled.
"Did you speed?" you asked, suddenly finding enough energy to sit up.
Whether that burst of energy came from worrying he'd wrapped his car around a pole or simply because he was standing there was something you chose not to examine.
Definitely the first one.
Dean barely reacted. He dragged a chair beside your bed and sat down, concern written all over his face. "You're worried about whether I sped," he said quietly, "when you should be worried about yourself."
Silence settled between you.
Finally, Dean broke it. "Why didn't you tell me you were here?"
You looked away, chewing the inside of your cheek. "It wasn't a big deal. I didn't want anyone worrying, and you were already going out..."
"Fuck going out with the boys!" The words came so suddenly you stared at him. "I don't care where I am or what I'm doing," he continued, frustration slipping into every word. "I care whether you're okay. So don't give me that crap about not wanting to worry me."
His jaw tightened before he exhaled.
"You're my best friend."
Your chest tightened. You wished you were more.
"I'd rather you call me over nothing than sit here alone pretending everything's fine."
You swallowed hard. "I…I'm sorry." Your voice barely came out above a whisper. "I've just got so much work. I need to stay on top of everything, Dean. You know I do."
Your vision blurred before you realised tears were already slipping down your cheeks.
Dean reached over without hesitation, brushing one away with his thumb before pulling you gently into his arms.
His familiar scent, sandalwood and cedar, wrapped around you.
Home.
You buried your face against his shoulder as every bit of exhaustion you'd been holding together finally cracked.
He held you tighter.
"Don't ever tell yourself I'm better off not knowing." His voice was quiet against your hair. "I'll always show up."
Those four words settled somewhere deep inside you.
You hadn't realised how badly you needed someone to say them.
A polite cough interrupted the moment.
You both looked up as the doctor stood there trying very hard not to smile. Dean cleared his throat and leaned back, rubbing the back of his neck.
"We'll just run through your final observations and you'll be free to head home."
You quietly thanked her while the nurse finished checking everything one last time before removing the equipment.
"You look much better," the doctor smiled. "Just promise me you'll actually rest."
"I'll try."
Dean snorted beside you. "She will."
The doctor laughed. "I figured."
By the time you left the hospital, the sun had disappeared and the night air bit at your skin. You instinctively folded your arms across yourself. Without a word, Dean shrugged off his leather jacket and draped it over your shoulders.
You looked up at him. "Thanks."
He simply nodded, opening the passenger door like he always did.
Some habits never changed. You sometimes wondered if he did this for every girl.
You hoped he didn't.
Dean climbed into the driver's seat, started the car, then immediately switched on the heater and heated seats.
"Warm enough?"
You pulled his jacket tighter around yourself.
"It smells like you."
The words slipped out before you could stop them.
Dean glanced over, amused. "I shower occasionally, thanks."
You rolled your eyes. "I meant in a good way."
"I'll take the win."
The drive home passed quietly. Your eyelids grew heavier with every passing streetlight until your stomach growled loud enough to make you wince.
Dean smirked. "Hungry?"
"Apparently."
"We're almost home. I'll heat something up."
True to his word, he parked outside Hockey House and walked you inside.
Holding the front door open, he gave an unnecessarily dramatic bow. "M'lady."
You couldn't help laughing.
"There she is," he grinned. "I was starting to think the hospital stole your personality."
"Don't push it."
"Sit on the couch. I'll make you food."
You didn't argue.
The cushions practically swallowed you whole as you collapsed face first into them, letting out the deepest sigh you'd breathed in weeks. Somewhere in the kitchen you heard the microwave beep.
Your eyes drifted shut.
Dean walked back into the lounge carrying a steaming plate. "Alright, eat..."
He stopped. You were already asleep.
He smiled to himself before setting the plate down on the coffee table and pulling the throw blanket over you. Carefully, he crouched beside the couch, brushing a loose strand of hair away from your face.
The front door suddenly opened.
"Honey, I'm ho..." Logan froze as Dean shot upright, raising a finger to his lips.
Dean spoke through gritted teeth, barely louder than a whisper. "This is the most sleep she's gotten in weeks. If you wake her up, I'm cockblocking you."
Logan slowly zipped his lips shut before raising both hands in surrender.
Dean looked back at you. For the first time all day, your face looked peaceful.
He realised then that seeing you like this, finally resting instead of constantly pushing yourself, made something inside his chest ache. He wasn't about to admit that the ache had very little to do with friendship.
JJ HATES that Topper Thronton is his daughter's crush and tutor for her English lessons.
JJ, his perpetually sun-kissed blonde hair a little wilder than usual, wrestled with a stubborn outboard motor at The Wreck. Grease smudged his cheek, mirroring the storm brewing beneath his cool blue eyes. He was usually carefree, a laughing, playful Pogue through and through, but today, a certain tension vibrated beneath his skin.
His daughter, Stacy, all of sixteen and blossoming faster than a summer hibiscus, had been acting…different. Secretive smiles, hushed phone calls, and an unusual interest in Shakespeare, of all things. Shakespeare! Stacy’s literary tastes usually ran more towards dystopian YA novels and Instagram captions.
Yn, JJ’s steady anchor and the calm center of their often chaotic world, had tried to reassure him. “Maybe she’s finally decided to join the school’s drama club, JJ. Relax.”
Relax? JJ scoffed internally as he finally coaxed the motor to life with a triumphant roar. Relaxing wasn’t exactly in his Pogue DNA, especially when it came to his little girl. He was protective, fiercely so. He’d faced down drug dealers, navigated treacherous storms on the open ocean, and even eaten Kelce’s burnt cooking with a smile. But the thought of Stacy, his Stacy, entering the tumultuous world of teenage romance? That sent shivers of parental dread down his spine.
Then came the bomb. Stacy, all wide-eyed innocence, had announced she was having a study session. “English,” she’d chirped, “with Rafe.”
Rafe. The name landed in JJ’s gut like a lead weight. Rafe Cameron. Rich kid, Kook royalty, and possessor of a smirk that JJ instantly distrusted. Rafe Cameron, who just happened to be the same age as Stacy and suddenly interested in verb conjugations. Right.
JJ’s mind, usually a chaotic but effective whirlwind, went into overdrive. ‘Tutoring’? In her room? With the door closed? On a Saturday afternoon when the beach was calling? Absolutely not. His protective instincts, already simmering, reached boiling point.
“Tutoring, huh?” JJ had managed to say, his voice deceptively casual as he wiped grease on a rag. Yn, ever observant, shot him a warning glance. Stacy just nodded, her cheeks flushing slightly. "Yeah, Mr. Thornton said I could use some extra help with Hamlet."
Hamlet. JJ knew a tragedy was about to unfold, and it wasn’t going to be on stage. He plastered on a smile that probably looked more like a grimace. “Well, that’s…great, Stace. Just let us know if you need snacks or, you know, help understanding…to be or not to be?” He punctuated the last bit with unnecessary air quotes.
Stacy rolled her eyes, a very teenage, very effective dismissal. “Dad, seriously. We’re fine.” And with that, she'd disappeared into her room, the door clicking shut a moment later.
JJ’s head nearly exploded. He paced the small living room, muttering under his breath. Yn, leaning against the counter, watched him with an amused glint in her eyes. “Okay, Pogue, deep breaths. She’s sixteen, JJ. Boys exist.”
“Yeah, but Rafe exists, Yn! Rafe Cameron! It’s like sending a lamb to a pack of…well, you know.” He struggled for a suitable analogy that wasn’t overtly violent. “A pack of…slightly dodgy seagulls!”
Yn chuckled, shaking her head. “He’s probably just helping her with homework.”
“Homework that requires closing the door? In her bedroom? Come on, Yn! Think like a Pogue for once!” JJ threw his hands up in exasperation. He couldn’t stand around doing nothing. He needed intel. Pogue intel.
And so Operation: Shakespearean Spy began.
First, recon. JJ, channeling his inner stealth operative (which mostly involved recalling dodgy maneuvers he’d used to sneak into movie theaters as a kid), tiptoed towards Stacy’s bedroom door. He pressed his ear against it, straining to hear. Silence. Suspicious silence.
He tried the doorknob. Locked. Of course, locked. Teenage bedrooms were fortresses these days. He considered kicking it in, John B style, but Yn would probably kill him before Rafe even got a scratch. Subtlety was key, however unnatural it felt to JJ’s impulsive nature.
Next tactic: Window Peeping. He slipped out the back door, grabbed a rickety old beach chair, and positioned it strategically beneath Stacy’s window. He scrambled onto it, wincing as it wobbled precariously, and peered into the room.
Curtains drawn. Foiled again! JJ grumbled. This was harder than smuggling beer past security at a Pogues vs. Kooks bonfire. He needed a better vantage point.
His eyes landed on the rusty ladder leading to the roof. Perfect. He could access the roof above Stacy’s room and maybe, just maybe, get a glimpse through the gap between the roof and the wall.
Climbing the ladder with the grace of a drunken raccoon, JJ finally reached the roof. He crawled on his belly towards the edge, peering cautiously down. There it was! A small gap, just big enough to offer a sliver of a view into Stacy’s room.
He positioned himself carefully, one eye squinted, the other pressed against the gap, feeling like a ridiculous, overgrown gargoyle. What he saw made his blood run cold.
Not because of anything untoward. Quite the opposite. Stacy and Rafe were…reading. Actually reading. Hamlet, to be specific. Rafe, looking surprisingly un-Kook-like in his earnestness, was explaining something in the text, pointing to the book with a surprisingly well-manicured finger. Stacy was listening, nodding thoughtfully, her brow furrowed in concentration.
JJ stared, dumbfounded. Tutoring. They were actually tutoring. Shakespearean tutoring. His elaborate spy mission had been thwarted by…literature.
But wait. He squinted again. Rafe’s hand lingered on Stacy’s arm a little longer than necessary when he pointed something out in the book. Stacy blushed, a delicate pink creeping up her neck. And Rafe? Rafe was smiling at her. Not a smug Kook smirk, but a genuine, almost…sweet smile.
JJ’s protective instincts flared up again, this time mixed with a healthy dose of confused paternal panic. He couldn’t just stand by and watch potential hand-holding and…smiling. He needed to intervene. But how to do it without completely embarrassing himself and Stacy (too late for the first part, probably)?
An idea sparked in his mischievous brain. He scrambled back to the ladder, descended with slightly more haste than grace, and darted back into the house. Yn was still in the kitchen, humming to herself, oblivious to the covert operation unfolding.
JJ grabbed a saucepan and a wooden spoon, a mischievous glint in his eyes. Yn raised an eyebrow, clearly sensing trouble brewing. “What are you doing, JJ?”
“Tactical diversion, babe. Pogue style.” He grinned, a classic JJ grin that promised chaos and hilarity. “Trust me.”
He crept back to Stacy’s room, saucepan and spoon held aloft like weapons. He took a deep breath, and then banged on the pot with the spoon with all the enthusiasm of a one-man marching band. BANG! BANG! BANG!
“FIRE DRILL! FIRE DRILL! EVERYBODY OUT!” JJ yelled, his voice comically loud.
Stacy’s door flew open, revealing a bewildered Stacy and a thoroughly startled Rafe. Stacy’s eyes widened in mortification as she took in her roof-climbing, saucepan-wielding father. Rafe just blinked, looking utterly confused.
“Dad! What in the world are you doing?” Stacy hissed, her face turning a shade of red that rivaled a ripe tomato.
JJ, unable to suppress a grin, brandished the saucepan and spoon. “Just checking for smoke, sweetheart. Safety first, you know. And loud noises are important for fire drills.” He winked conspiratorially at Rafe, who still looked like he wasn’t entirely sure if he was awake.
“There’s no fire, Dad! We’re just…studying!” Stacy practically groaned, pulling Rafe further into the doorway as if to shield him from JJ’s ridiculousness.
“Studying requires ventilation, Stace. Gotta let the knowledge air out. Plus, you know, snacks. Studying makes a Pogue hungry.” JJ pushed past Stacy into the room, surveying the scene with exaggerated scrutiny. He sniffed the air dramatically. “Smells…intellectual in here. And slightly…teenagery.”
Rafe, finally finding his voice, ventured a tentative, “Uh, hi, Mr…uh…”
“Maybank,” JJ finished, extending a hand that was suspiciously greasy from the outboard motor earlier. Rafe shook it gingerly, clearly unsure what to make of this whirlwind of a father.
“So, Hamlet, huh?” JJ said, picking up the book and flipping through it with mock seriousness. “To be or not to be…classic stuff. Lots of angst. Teenage angst, even. You guys getting into the teenage angst of it all?” He nudged Rafe with his elbow, winking again, this time a little less conspiratorially and a little more…threateningly playful.
Stacy groaned again, burying her face in her hands. “Dad, please! You’re embarrassing me!”
“Embarrassing you? Sweetheart, embarrassing you is my superpower. It’s in the Pogue handbook. Right after ‘how to hotwire a golf cart’ and ‘the best way to catch a flounder with your bare hands’.” JJ grinned at Rafe, who managed a weak smile back.
Yn finally appeared in the doorway, shaking her head and stifling a laugh. “JJ, come on. Let’s leave them to their…angst.” She gently steered JJ out of the room, pulling him away from the scene of his hilarious (to him, at least) intrusion.
As they retreated, JJ could hear Stacy’s exasperated voice, “Rafe, I am so sorry about my dad. He’s…he’s a lot.”
JJ chuckled, wrapping an arm around Yn’s shoulders. “A lot of love, babe. Just a lot of love for his little girl. And a healthy dose of Pogue paranoia. Can’t be too careful with Shakespeare and Kooks, you know?”
Yn just smiled, shaking her head again, but this time, her eyes were filled with warmth.
JJ's son, Ethan is attached to his father and clings to him like a second leg.
The salty air of the Outer Banks hung thick with the scent of brine and sunscreen as JJ Mayfield attempted to navigate the crowded deck of the Phantom, not with a surfboard under his arm, but a wriggling, giggling baby attached to his hip like a particularly determined barnacle.
Ethan, all of ten months old, was a miniature version of JJ himself, sporting a shock of shaggy blonde hair, though his eyes were a warm, hazelnut brown inherited from his mother, Yn. Currently, those hazelnut eyes were fixed adoringly on JJ, his tiny hands gripping the fabric of JJ's worn-out shirt with the tenacity of a professional rock climber. Deep dimples, mirroring JJ’s own, punctuated his beaming smile.
“Dude, you look like you’ve grown a human limb,” John B drawled from where he leaned against the mast, a smirk playing on his lips. Kiara was beside him, filming the scene on her phone, while Pope snickered, adjusting his glasses. Yn, perched on a cooler, simply watched with a gentle, amused smile.
JJ shot a glare at John B, which was somewhat softened by the rosy hue of fatherly affection warming his features. “Ha ha, real funny, Routledge. Maybe try carrying around fifteen pounds of pure, unadulterated love for five minutes and then talk to me about limbs.”
Ethan, sensing his father's tone, let out a happy squeal, burying his face into JJ's neck. JJ automatically tightened his grip, his rebellious streak momentarily subdued by an overwhelming wave of tenderness. He was JJ Maybank, pogue royalty, the king of questionable decisions and even more questionable dives – and now, inexplicably, he was a dad. And a damn good one, if he did say so himself.
“It’s kinda cute, actually,” Kiara admitted, lowering her phone slightly. “He’s like your shadow, but, you know, way smaller and less likely to steal boats.”
“Hey!” JJ protested, feigning offense, even though a small grin tugged at his lips. “I resent that! And for the record, I only borrowed that boat. Temporarily.” He winked at Ethan, who responded by dribbling a bit of drool down JJ’s shoulder. “See? He knows I’m innocent.”
Yn chuckled, her laughter like the gentle lapping of waves against the shore. “He knows you’re his favorite jungle gym, J.”
The truth was, Ethan wasn't just clingy, he was essentially glued to JJ. It had started subtly, a preference for JJ's arms, escalating into full-blown meltdowns if JJ dared to put him down for more than five seconds. Yn, bless her patient soul, had tried everything – cuddles, toys, distracting him with shiny objects – but Ethan was a JJ-seeking missile.
“It’s separation anxiety,” Pope declared, adjusting his glasses again, sounding like a seasoned child psychologist. “Perfectly normal at this age. He’s just… um… particularly attached to JJ.” Pope’s analytical tone couldn’t quite mask the amusement dancing in his eyes.
JJ rolled his eyes, but secretly, a part of him, the vulnerable, loving part he usually kept fiercely guarded, swelled with pride. Ethan loved him. Like, really loved him. It was a bizarre and wonderful feeling.
“Attached is an understatement, Pope,” JJ muttered, shifting Ethan slightly as he tried to retrieve a beer from the cooler with one hand. “This kid thinks my leg is some kind of high-rise condo.”
Later that day, they were at the Wreck, the usual Pogue hangout, the air thick with the scent of fried seafood and salty tales. JJ was attempting to eat a basket of shrimp, a challenging feat given the tiny human appendage currently latched onto his arm.
“You gonna share with your mini-me, J?” Kiara teased, watching as Ethan’s eyes tracked every shrimp JJ lifted to his mouth.
“He’s got his own mushy peas, Kie,” JJ retorted, nodding towards Yn who was expertly spoon-feeding Ethan from a small container. “This is daddy fuel.”
Suddenly, Pope, in a moment of uncharacteristic impulsiveness, reached out and gently tried to detach Ethan from JJ’s arm. “Let’s see if he’ll come to Uncle Pope for a bit.”
The reaction was instantaneous and dramatic. Ethan’s face crumpled, his adorable dimples disappearing as his eyes widened in horror. He unleashed a wail that could rival a foghorn, his tiny body arching backwards towards JJ as if Pope had just tried to steal his last lifeline.
JJ, shrimp forgotten, instinctively pulled Ethan closer, cradling him protectively. “Woah, woah, buddy, it’s okay, it’s just Pope.” He glared at Pope, a hint of his bad temper flickering in his blue eyes. “Dude! You scared him half to death!”
Pope recoiled, holding up his hands in surrender. “Sorry, sorry! Just… curious.” He looked genuinely bewildered by the intensity of Ethan’s reaction.
Kiara, however, was doubled over with laughter, tears streaming down her face. “Oh my god, Pope, I think you just broke the baby!”
Even John B was chuckling, shaking his head in disbelief. “Dude, that kid is velcroed to you. You’re stuck with him for life, JJ.”
Yn, ever the calming presence, gently took Ethan from JJ, murmuring soothingly. Surprisingly, Ethan calmed down almost immediately in her arms, though his eyes remained fixed on JJ, a silent plea for reassurance.
“He’s alright, Kie,” Yn said, her voice soft but firm, shooting Kiara a look that silenced her laughter. “He’s just… sensitive.” She glanced at JJ, a knowing smile playing on her lips. “And maybe a little bit spoiled by his dad.”
JJ puffed out his chest, a playful smirk returning to his face. “Spoiled? Nah. Loved? Absolutely.” He reached out a finger and gently poked Ethan’s chubby cheek, and the baby responded with a gummy smile, his earlier distress forgotten.
Later that evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in hues of orange and pink, JJ sat on the porch of the Chateau, Ethan nestled asleep on his chest. Yn was beside him, her head resting on his shoulder, the familiar comfort of her presence a balm to his often-restless soul.
“He’s really something, isn’t he?” Yn whispered, her voice filled with love as she watched their son sleep.
JJ looked down at Ethan, his heart swelling with an emotion he couldn’t quite articulate. It wasn’t just love, it was something deeper, something primal and fiercely protective. This tiny human, this clingy, demanding, drool-covered creature, had completely rearranged his world, and he wouldn’t have it any other way.
“He is,” JJ agreed, his voice softer than usual. “He’s… perfect.” He gently stroked Ethan’s soft hair. “And yeah, he’s a stage-five clinger. But hey,” he shrugged, a hint of his usual smart-alecky tone returning, “at least I know someone will always be happy to see me, right?”
Yn chuckled, nudging him playfully. “He’s happy to see you because you’re his personal snack dispenser and fun-time daddy. But yeah, he loves you, J. We both do.”
JJ leaned in and kissed Yn’s forehead, a genuine, affectionate gesture that spoke volumes. He was JJ Maybank, the wild card, the pogue who lived life on the edge. But he was also JJ, Ethan’s dad, Yn’s partner, and in the chaos of fatherhood, amidst the clinginess and the sleep deprivation and the constant worry, he had found a kind of happiness he never knew existed.
Ethan stirred in his sleep, nuzzling closer to JJ’s chest, his little hand reaching up to grip JJ’s shirt again. JJ smiled, deep dimples carving themselves into his cheeks. Yeah, life with a velcro baby was chaotic, messy, and sometimes downright hilarious. But it was also filled with a love so fierce and pure, it made even a pogue like JJ Mayfield feel grounded and whole.
And in the Outer Banks, where life could be as unpredictable as the tides, that was a pretty damn good anchor to have. He looked out at the ocean, the waves whispering secrets only the wind could understand, and knew, with a certainty that warmed him from the inside out, that even with a baby permanently attached to his hip, his adventure was only just beginning.
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JJ tries to dress his baby girl in socks with tiny bows. She kicks them off with the fury of a goddess. JJ gasps, clutches his chest, and whispers, “She’s rejecting beauty.” He spends the next hour designing custom socks with embroidered affirmations like “I am adored.”
The Outer Banks sun, a familiar, benevolent old friend, streamed through the slightly grimy windows of the Chateau, illuminating dust motes dancing in the salty air. It was a lazy Tuesday, the kind of day that felt like a deep, contented sigh. The rhythmic wash of waves on the shore was a constant, soothing percussion to their new life, a life that was somehow both radically different and exactly the same.
In the center of the living room, surrounded by a delightful chaos of baby blankets and half-empty coffee mugs, JJ Maybank was engaged in a battle of wills. His opponent was small, cherubic, and currently possessed the leg strength of a world-class kickboxer.
Delphine Maybank, six months old and the undisputed queen of the Chateau, regarded her father with wide, startlingly blue eyes—a perfect mirror of his own.
“Okay, Delphi-doodle,” JJ murmured, his voice a low, conspiratorial rumble. He held up his prize: a pair of minuscule white socks, each adorned with a perfectly formed, impossibly tiny pink satin bow. “This is the final frontier. This is high fashion. Your mom picked these out. You like your mom, right? Of course, you do. She’s the best. So, by the transitive property of coolness, you will love these.”
He pinched one sock between his thumb and forefinger, a surgeon preparing for a delicate operation. Delphine gurgled, a sound that could have been agreement or a threat. JJ chose to interpret it as the former. He gently captured her kicking foot, a chubby little thing with toes like perfect pearls, and began to ease the sock on.
The resistance was immediate. Her leg stiffened, her toes curled into a tight fist.
“Easy now, my fierce little mermaid,” JJ soothed, his shaggy blonde hair falling into his eyes. “It’s just cotton. It’s for your own good. Sand is coarse. Floors are… floory. We must protect the precious feet.”
With a final, heroic push, the sock was on. The tiny pink bow sat jauntily on her ankle. JJ beamed, his signature dimples carving deep into his cheeks. “See? Perfection. You look like a tiny, adorable CEO of a company that makes… I don’t know, professional bubbles.”
He reached for the second sock. It was a fatal error.
With a shriek that was part battle cry, part indignation, Delphine launched her socked foot into the air. The leg moved in a furious, precise arc, a blur of motion that a martial arts master would have respected. The second foot came up in a synchronized attack.
Flick.
The sock, the one he had fought so valiantly to put on, was launched through the air. It sailed in a perfect parabola over the couch and landed with a soft, pathetic plop in Pope’s abandoned textbook on marine engineering.
JJ froze, the second sock still clutched in his hand. He stared at his daughter’s now-bare foot, then at the sock lying defeated across a diagram of a ballast tank. She wiggled her toes with triumphant glee.
A sharp, theatrical gasp escaped JJ’s lips. He clutched his chest, his blue eyes wide with horror. Yn, who had been watching the entire spectacle from the kitchen doorway with a mug of tea in her hands and a smile playing on her lips, raised an eyebrow.
“JJ? You okay over there?”
He didn’t look at her. His gaze was fixed on his daughter, a look of profound, soul-shattering revelation on his face. He whispered, his voice trembling with manufactured drama, “She’s rejecting beauty.”
Yn snorted, a laugh bubbling up. “JJ, she’s a baby. She’s rejecting the concept of things being on her feet.”
“No,” he said, shaking his head slowly, his expression deadly serious. “No, you don’t understand, Yn. This wasn’t just a kick. This was a statement. A philosophical declaration. She looked at that perfect, tiny, aesthetically pleasing bow… and she said, ‘Not today, societal pressures. Not today, conventional attractiveness.’”
He slowly sank to his knees on the sandy floor, a fallen soldier. “My daughter… is a minimalist.”
Yn walked over, her bare feet silent on the worn floorboards. She set her mug on the coffee table and knelt beside him, her gentle hand coming to rest on his back. “Or, and hear me out, the bow tickled her ankle.”
“It’s a crisis of identity!” JJ insisted, his voice rising. “What’s next? Is she going to reject the little duckies on her onesie? The concept of a sunhat? Will she one day look at a sunset over the marsh and just… shrug? My heart can’t take it.”
“Your heart is being a little dramatic,” Yn said, her tone laced with affection as she scooped Delphine into her arms. The baby immediately snuggled into her mother’s shoulder, cooing contentedly, her bare feet kicking gently in the air. “See? She’s perfectly happy. She just doesn’t like things constricting her powerful kicking limbs.”
But JJ wasn’t listening. A spark had ignited in his eyes, the familiar, wild glint of a man possessed by an impulsive, brilliant, and probably terrible idea. It was the same look he got before trying to surf during a minor hurricane or deciding to build a potato cannon out of PVC pipe and hairspray.
He shot to his feet. “That’s it. I’ve got it.”
“Oh no,” Yn murmured, bouncing Delphine gently. “I know that tone. That’s your ‘I’m about to make a huge mess for a very small reason’ tone.”
“It’s not the beauty she’s rejecting,” JJ announced, pacing the length of the living room. “It’s the emptiness of it. The bow is just a bow. It’s superficial. It has no substance. It doesn’t speak to her soul.”
“Her soul is currently concerned with milk and naps, JJ.”
“Precisely! We need to nurture her soul! We can’t just put meaningless ornamentation on her. She needs… she needs substance. She needs inspiration. She needs… affirmations.” He stopped pacing and pointed a finger at the offending sock in the textbook. “The socks have failed her. So, I must build a better sock.”
And with that, JJ Maybank, Pogue for life, loyal friend, and impulsive madman, pivoted on his heel and marched towards the back room where a jumble of forgotten projects and miscellaneous junk resided. Yn sighed, a sound of pure, loving exasperation. She looked down at Delphine, who was now sleepily gumming the collar of her shirt.
“Your dad,” she whispered, kissing the top of her downy head, “is a beautiful, magnificent weirdo. You’re going to have so much fun.”
An hour later, the Chateau’s kitchen table had been transformed into a textile laboratory. JJ had unearthed Yn’s old sewing kit, a collection of embroidery floss in every conceivable color, and a pack of plain white baby socks he’d found buried in a drawer. His brow was furrowed in concentration, his tongue stuck out of the corner of his mouth just slightly. The shaggy blonde hair was held back by one of Delphine’s elastic headbands, a bright yellow one that clashed wonderfully with his sun-streaked locks.
He worked with the frantic, focused energy of an artist in the throes of creation. He sketched designs on a napkin, muttering to himself.
“Okay, the font needs to be encouraging, but not pushy,” he mumbled, holding a needle up to the light. “Something with a gentle curve. Serifs? No, too formal. She’s a sans-serif kind of baby. Approachable, modern.”
Yn, with Delphine sleeping soundly in a carrier strapped to her chest, leaned against the doorframe, watching the master at work. The first finished product was laid out on the table for inspection. On the cuff of a tiny white sock, stitched in a surprisingly neat script of bright blue thread, were the words:
I am adored.
“Okay,” Yn admitted, a smile tugging at her lips. “That one’s actually pretty sweet.”
“Sweet is the baseline,” JJ said, not looking up from his second attempt. “We’re building an empire of self-esteem from the ankles up. We start with the foundational truths.”
He held up sock number two, embroidered in a cheerful yellow.
My potential is limitless.
“A little lofty for someone whose main goal is to get her own foot in her mouth, but I like the ambition,” Yn commented, pushing off the doorframe to get a closer look.
JJ was now working feverishly, a whirlwind of thread and cotton. He seemed to be entering a new, more personal phase of his designs. The next pair, stitched in a Pogue-appropriate sea green, was laid out.
The left sock read: My dad is a legend.
The right sock countered with: My mom is the actual boss.
Yn laughed out loud, a clear, happy sound that filled the small kitchen. “Okay, now you’re just using our daughter’s feet for your own propaganda.”
“It’s not propaganda if it’s true,” JJ shot back with a grin, his dimples flashing. He didn’t miss a stitch. He held up his latest masterpiece, this one in a fiery red. “This one is for her rebellious spirit.”
I will not be contained.
“Oh, that’s going to be fun when she’s two,” Yn noted wryly.
He lined them all up in a row on the table: a tiny gallery of foot-based encouragement. There was a purple one that said I am a force of nature. A bright orange one declared I will master the tides. And, his personal favorite, stitched in black thread on a white sock in a passable imitation of a tattoo font: Pogues for Life.
“It’s a complete collection,” he announced, wiping a bead of sweat from his brow with the back of his hand. He looked immensely proud, like he had just solved world hunger. “It’s a wardrobe of empowerment. She won’t kick these off. These… these have meaning. They speak to her.”
“They’re socks, JJ,” Yn said, her voice soft with amusement. She walked over and wrapped her arms around his waist from behind, resting her chin on his shoulder to survey his handiwork. Delphine stirred in the carrier, making a small, sleepy sound. “They are the most ridiculous, over-the-top, and wonderful socks I have ever seen.”
He turned in her arms, his hands coming to rest on her waist. He looked from her, to their sleeping daughter, and then back. A wave of something soft and vulnerable crossed his features, the smart-alecky bravado melting away for a moment.
“I just… I want her to have everything, you know?” he said, his voice quiet. “Even the stuff I never knew I was supposed to have. Like… socks that tell you you’re awesome.”
Yn’s heart melted. She leaned in and kissed him, a slow, sweet kiss that tasted of salt and tea and home. “She knows she’s awesome, JJ. Because she has you.”
“And you,” he added, his thumb tracing a line on her cheek. “Okay. Moment of truth.”
He selected the first pair, the foundational truth: I am adored. He took them with the reverence of a priest handling sacred artifacts. Yn sat down at the table, gently shifting Delphine from the carrier onto her lap. The baby blinked her big blue eyes open, now rested and alert.
“Alright, my little goddess of chaos,” JJ said, kneeling before her once more. “Round two. Prepare to be… affirmed.”
He took her chubby foot, significantly more compliant this time, and slid the sock on. He did the same with the other. He sat back on his heels, a nervous creator awaiting the verdict of his harshest critic.
Delphine looked down at her feet. She saw the socks. She saw the neat blue embroidery. She kicked one leg out, then the other, testing the fabric. A gurgle of delight escaped her lips.
JJ’s face lit up. “She loves them! See? She feels the positive energy! I knew it! It was never about the socks; it was about the message!”
He was beaming, triumphant, a veritable genius of paternal intuition.
And then, with the same divine fury as before, Delphine’s legs became a blur.
Flick. Flick.
The affirmation socks—I am adored—were launched in tandem. One landed in the fruit bowl with the bananas. The other sailed clear across the room and disappeared behind the fridge.
Silence descended upon the kitchen, broken only by Delphine’s happy, sock-free gurgling.
JJ stared at his daughter’s bare feet, wiggling with the joy of liberation. He stared at the empty space where the socks had been. His face was a perfect mask of disbelief.
Yn bit her lip, trying desperately to stifle her laughter, but a snort escaped. Then another. Soon, she was shaking with silent, breathless giggles, tears forming in the corners of her eyes.
JJ slowly turned to look at her, his expression utterly bewildered. He opened his mouth, then closed it. He looked back at his daughter, who was smiling a wide, gummy smile directly at him.
Finally, he spoke, his voice a whisper of pure, unadulterated awe.
“Okay,” he said, a slow grin spreading across his face. “Okay. I get it now.”
“Get what?” Yn managed to choke out between laughs.
JJ’s blue eyes were sparkling with a fresh, even more absurd theory. “She is not rejecting beauty. She is not rejecting affirmations.” He leaned in conspiratorially, his voice dropping low. “She is rejecting the very concept of clothing. My daughter… is a nudist.”
That was it. Yn lost the battle. Her laughter erupted, full and unrestrained, echoing through the sun-drenched Chateau. JJ joined in, his own boisterous laugh mixing with hers. He scooped Delphine up from her lap and held her high in the air, the tiny nudist queen surveying her kingdom as her parents’ laughter filled the air, a sound as constant and as comforting as the ocean waves just outside their door.
Yn's bikini top falls off in the hot tub; JJ's ogling of her doesn't help matters.
The hot tub at the Chateau had seen better days. Better decades, actually. It was the kind of relic you'd find in a junkyard and think, wow, that's a health hazard, before walking away. But JJ Maybank had dragged it onto the back deck, patched a leak with flex seal and a prayer, and declared it "the pinnacle of Pogue luxury." The water was perpetually a few degrees too hot, the jets sounded like a dying walrus, and the filter hadn't been cleaned since the Obama administration.
But it was theirs, and on a humid North Carolina night with the fireflies blinking lazily over the marsh, it was perfect.
Yn-- was elbow-deep in the water, her hair piled into a messy bun that was already starting to unravel from the steam. She had her eyes closed, letting the too-hot water scald the tension out of her shoulders. Finals were over. The Kooks had been surprisingly quiet for a whole forty-eight hours. For once, nothing was actively on fire.
JJ was across from her, lounging with his arms draped over the cracked plastic edge, looking like a wet raccoon that had just won the lottery. His blonde hair was plastered to his forehead, and he had that particular grin on his face—the one that meant he was either about to say something incredibly stupid or incredibly charming. Usually, it was both.
"This is nice," Yn-- murmured, not opening her eyes. "Peaceful. Relaxing. You're being quiet."
"Don't jinx it," JJ said, his voice a low, satisfied rumble. "I'm savoring the moment. The silence. The ambiance. The view."
Yn-- cracked one eye open. "The view of the marsh?"
"Sure," JJ said, his grin widening. "The marsh. That's definitely what I was looking at. Very scenic. Lot of... mud. And grass. Beautiful."
Yn-- snorted and closed her eye again. "You're a menace."
"Menace is a strong word," JJ said, shifting in the water. "I prefer 'visionary.' Or 'chaos architect.' Or 'the best thing that ever happened to that bikini you're wearing.'"
Yn-- felt her cheeks warm, and it wasn't from the steam. She was wearing a tiny red bikini—the one she'd had since eighth grade, which was a testament to either her dedication to thrift or her refusal to admit she'd grown since then. The top was a triangle situation held together by a single, questionable string around her neck and another flimsy string between her shoulder blades. It had been a gamble when she'd put it on.
She'd lost.
Because as she shifted to swat at a mosquito buzzing near her ear, she felt the unmistakable twang of the neck string snapping.
And then, in slow motion, the top drifted away from her body like a scarlet leaf in autumn, disappearing into the bubbling, murky depths of the hot tub.
For a solid three seconds, there was silence.
Yn-- froze, her arms still half-raised, her brain buffering. The hot water lapped at her collarbones, and she was acutely, painfully aware that she was now chest-naked in a hot tub with the single most unhinged person on the Outer Banks.
She looked down. The water was too cloudy with chlorine and who-knows-what to see anything.
She looked up.
JJ was staring.
His mouth was slightly open. His eyes—those stupid, impossibly blue eyes—were wide and fixed. His brain, she could tell, had short-circuited. The grin had vanished, replaced by the slack-jawed expression of a man who had just witnessed a miracle and wasn't sure if he should pray or take a picture.
"JJ," she said, her voice dangerously calm.
He didn't respond. He blinked once. Slowly.
"JJ," she repeated, a little sharper. "My top fell off."
He nodded. Still staring. Still not blinking.
"Can you... help me find it?"
Another nod. Another blink. "Mhm."
But he didn't move. He didn't even look for it. His eyes, the traitors, stayed locked on the general vicinity of her chest, which was now partially obscured by a few bubbles and the faint, shifting shadows of the water.
"JJ," she hissed, snapping her fingers in front of his face. "Eyes up here. Up here."
He blinked several times, and for a second, his gaze flicked to her face. Then it dropped back down. "Nope. Can't do it. Sorry. The pull is too strong. I'm like a moth to a flame. A very pale, very wet, very... topless flame."
"Oh my god." Yn-- made a grab for the water, sweeping her arms in a wide arc, trying to feel for the fabric. The jets chose that moment to kick on at full blast, churning the water into a frothy, opaque mess. The sound of the dying-walrus motor filled the night, and whatever hope she'd had of locating the bikini top by feel vanished.
"Little help here?" she said through gritted teeth.
JJ leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, his chin propped in his hands like he was watching a nature documentary. "You know, I'm getting a really good look at the marsh from this angle."
"I hate you."
"You don't hate me," he said, utterly unbothered. "You're just saying that because you're naked and I'm being an unhelpful gremlin. Which, fair. But also—" he gestured vaguely with one hand, "—this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. I'm not gonna rush it."
Yn-- felt a hot flush of embarrassment, but underneath it, there was something else. Something that smelled a lot like amusement. This was so classic JJ. Any other guy would have fumbled, apologized, gone into a panicked search mode. Not him. He was treating this like the highlight of his year.
"Once in a lifetime?" she repeated, arching an eyebrow as she sank lower into the water, letting it rise to her chin. "You say that like you're expecting me to spontaneously combust after tonight."
"No, no," JJ said, waving a hand. "I'm saying you're gonna get wiser. Smarter. You're gonna start wearing bikinis with industrial-strength clasps. This is the last time I'll ever see you in a flimsy, poorly-constructed, incredibly—" he paused, tilting his head, "—generous piece of fabric. I'm savoring the moment."
"Generous?"
"Very generous. Top-tier. A+ material. The strings were doing the lord's work, and they finally gave out. RIP to those heroes. They died for a noble cause."
Yn-- splashed a wave of water at his face. He didn't even flinch. He just sputtered a little, wiped his eyes, and grinned at her with that crooked, infuriating smile.
"You're not even a little embarrassed, are you?" she demanded.
"Embarrassed?" JJ's brows shot up. "Babe, I'm thriving. This is the best thing that's happened to me since I found a hundred-dollar bill in a dead fish's mouth."
"That's disgusting."
"That's luck, Yn--. Don't knock the fish."
She shook her head, but a laugh bubbled up in her chest despite herself. The situation was so absurd, so unbelievably JJ, that she couldn't even stay properly mad. Here she was, topless in a disgusting hot tub, while her pseudo-best-friend-slash-crush sat three feet away, watching her with the unhinged delight of a raccoon who'd just discovered a trash can full of leftover pizza.
"You realize I can't get out of the hot tub now, right?" she said, gesturing with a frustrated hand. "I'm stuck here until you find my top. Or until I drown. Whichever comes first."
JJ considered this, tapping his chin. "Hm. So you're saying... you're trapped. In a hot tub. With me."
"I'm saying I'm trapped in a dirty hot tub with a menace to society, yes."
"That's the best news I've heard all week." He settled back against the edge of the tub, stretching his arms along the rim, looking like a king surveying his domain. "Alright. We've got options."
"Options?"
"Option one: I look for the top. I find it. I hand it to you. You put it on. The magic ends. We go back to being normal friends who wear clothes in hot tubs."
"I vote option one."
"Option two," JJ continued, ignoring her, "I don't look for the top. We stay here. Maybe I order a pizza. We make a night of it. You get out of the tub in a towel. I die happy."
Yn-- pinched the bridge of her nose. "Those are not options. That's one option and a hostage situation."
"Hostage situation is a strong word. I prefer 'staying put for the aesthetic.'"
"JJ."
"Yn--."
"Find the top."
He sighed—a long, dramatic sigh that seemed to come from the depths of his soul. "Fine. Fiiiiine. But you're gonna owe me for this."
"Owe you? It's your hot tub that ate my bikini!"
"My hot tub is innocent," JJ said, holding up a hand solemnly. "It's a neutral party. It was just doing its job—providing a warm, relaxing environment. It didn't ask for your strings to betray you."
"My strings didn't betray me! They were old! This bikini is ancient!"
"Now you're blaming the victim," JJ said with a disappointed click of his tongue. "Classic. Very classy, Yn--."
She splashed him again. He laughed, throwing his head back, and for a split second, the tension broke. It wasn't even about the top anymore. It was just them—two idiots in a broken hot tub on a summer night, one of them completely unbothered by his friend's nudity, the other desperately trying not to laugh.
But then he made a move, and she forgot to breathe.
He pushed off from his side of the tub and started wading toward her, his movements slow and deliberate, a predator in board shorts. The water sloshed around his chest as he got closer, and Yn-- instinctively pressed her back against the tub wall, her arms crossing protectively over her chest.
"Easy," he said, his voice dropping to something softer, more amused. "I'm just looking. Remember?"
"JJ, don't you dare—"
He stopped directly in front of her, close enough that she could see the water droplets clinging to his eyelashes. His blue eyes were bright, lit up with a mischief that was pure, undiluted chaos.
"Relax, Yn--. I'm a gentleman."
"You once stole a golf cart and drove it into a Kook's pool."
"That was a social experiment," he said, waving a dismissive hand. "And for the record, the golf cart was fine. Mostly. The pool wasn't, but that's not the point."
"The point is you're not a gentleman."
"The point," JJ said, leaning in just a fraction, "is that I'm not gonna look if you don't want me to. I'm a lot of things—a menace, a nuisance, a low-level felon—but I'm not a creep."
Yn-- stared at him. For once, he was serious. The grin was still there, but it had softened into something real, something that made her stomach flip.
"Then what are you doing?" she asked, her voice coming out smaller than she'd intended.
He tilted his head, considering her. "I'm enjoying myself. You know how rare it is for something good to just... happen? No plan, no scheming, no universe conspiring against me?" He glanced down at the water, then back up at her. "This is a gift, Yn--. A weird, slightly awkward, very poorly timed gift. I'm not gonna waste it by acting like it's a big deal."
"It is a big deal. I'm—" she gestured vaguely at herself, "—I'm naked. In a hot tub. With you."
"And?" JJ shrugged. "It's just a body. Everybody's got one. Some of them are cooler than others. Some of them have—" he made a vague gesture near his own chest, "—you know. Features. But at the end of the day, it's just skin. I'm not gonna freak out about it."
"You're not gonna freak out about it," she repeated flatly. "You literally just said you were 'thriving' and called it a 'once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.'"
"I said opportunity, not disaster. There's a difference. Opportunity means I'm enjoying the surprise. Disaster means you're crying and I'm apologizing. Different vibes."
Yn-- wanted to be annoyed. She really did. But the way he was looking at her—not like a piece of meat, but like a puzzle he was having a lot of fun solving—made her chest feel tight in a way that had nothing to do with the water temperature.
"You're impossible," she muttered.
"Impossible to ignore, you mean." He grinned, the mischief flooding back. "Now. About that top."
"What about it?"
"I could try to find it. But I gotta warn you—my hands are gonna be all over the bottom of this tub. I'm gonna be poking around. Feeling things. It's gonna be a whole thing."
"Feeling—" She sputtered. "You mean feeling for the top, right?"
"Sure," JJ said innocently. "What else would I be feeling?"
"I hate you."
"You keep saying that, and yet you haven't gotten out of the tub."
"Because I'm naked, JJ!"
"Fair point." He waggled his eyebrows. "Alright. I'll do the noble thing. I'll search. But I want compensation."
"Compensation?"
"Yeah. I find the top, you buy me a pizza. And not that cheap stuff from the gas station. I'm talking full-on, hand-tossed, extra cheese, pepperoni situation. The works."
Yn-- stared at him. "You're blackmailing me for pizza."
"I'm negotiating for pizza. There's a difference."
"You're the worst."
"And yet, you keep hanging around. Must be my charming personality." He gave a little bow, then dropped his gaze to the water, squinting into the murky depths. "Alright. Here goes nothing."
He reached down, his hand disappearing into the water, and Yn-- felt her breath catch. He was inches away from her, his shoulder brushing her knee as he leaned forward. The jets were still churning, making it impossible to see what he was doing.
"Oh, I feel something," he said, his voice muffled by the water. "And it's... warm. And... stringy."
"That's probably my—"
"Wait, no. That's a leaf." He surfaced, holding up a soggy brown leaf between two fingers. "Gross. This tub is a biohazard."
"JJ. Focus."
"I'm focusing! I'm searching! You don't rush a treasure hunt, Yn--. That's how you miss the good stuff." He ducked under again, his hand sweeping across the bottom. She felt his fingers brush her ankle, and she yelped.
"Did you just touch my foot?"
"Accident," came his muffled voice from under the water. "Maybe. Could've been on purpose. I'll never tell."
She kicked out, splashing him, and he surfaced with a sputter, water streaming down his face. His hair was a wreck, plastered to his forehead in chaotic waves, and his grin was so wide it was almost cartoonish.
"You're a menace," she said.
"You've mentioned that."
"You're the reason I can't have nice things."
"The only nice thing you had was that bikini, and it gave up on you, Yn--. That's not my fault. That's bad craftsmanship. You need to shop at better stores."
"I got it at a thrift shop."
"Ah." JJ nodded sagely. "The thrift shop. Where dreams go to die and bikinis go to betray their owners. Makes sense."
Yn-- laughed despite herself. She couldn't help it. There was something infectious about his energy, something that made even the most mortifying situations feel like an adventure. Here she was, topless in a broken hot tub, and she was laughing.
"Alright," JJ said, rubbing his hands together. "One more try. If I don't find it this time, we're gonna have to come up with a new plan."
"What kind of plan?"
"I'm thinking towels. Maybe a dramatic exit. I'll carry you out of the tub like a damsel in distress. You'll be wrapped in a towel, I'll be the hero, and we'll never speak of this again."
"You'd enjoy that way too much."
"Probably." He grinned. "But you'd enjoy it too. You love being carried. You've got that princess energy."
"I do not have princess energy."
"Babe, you literally demanded I find your bikini top like I'm your royal subject. That's princess energy."
"That's common decency energy!"
JJ just laughed and dove under again, his hands sweeping across the bottom. This time, she felt his fingers graze her thigh, and she jerked back with a shriek.
"JJ!"
"I'm looking!" His voice was a little too gleeful.
"You're just feeling me up!"
"I'm feeling for the top," he said, surfacing with a scandalized expression. "How dare you accuse me of such impropriety. I'm a gentleman. I told you."
"You are not a gentleman."
"I'm a gentleman adjacent. I'm in the neighborhood of gentleman. I can see gentleman from my house."
Yn-- grabbed a handful of water and threw it at his face. He took it like a champ, shaking his head like a dog and blinking water out of his eyes.
"Okay," he said, wiping his face. "I'm starting to think this top is a lost cause. It might've gotten sucked into the jet. Or it's dissolved. Or it's in another dimension."
"JJ."
"I'm serious! That thing is gone, Yn--. It's gone, and you're gonna have to accept that. We're gonna have to adapt. Evolve. Move on."
"Move on," she repeated flatly. "You want me to move on from my bikini top. The thing that is currently covering absolutely nothing."
"Look at the bright side," JJ said, gesturing with both hands. "You've got a great story. 'That time my bikini betrayed me in JJ's hot tub and he was absolutely no help.' It's a classic. You could tell it at parties."
"I'm not telling anyone this story."
"You will. Trust me. It'll be your go-to icebreaker. 'Hi, I'm Yn--, and I once flashed a guy in a hot tub.' People will love it."
"I hate you."
"Your hatred is noted and will be ignored." He settled back against the edge of the tub, crossing his arms behind his head like he was on a tropical vacation. "Okay. New plan. We wait."
"We wait for what?"
"For the top to resurface. It's buoyant, right? It's got to float eventually."
Yn-- looked at him with an expression of pure disbelief. "You want me to sit here, in this hot tub, naked, waiting for a tiny piece of red fabric to float up out of the depths."
"Exactly," JJ said, nodding encouragingly. "Patience, Yn--. It's a virtue."
"It's not a virtue, it's a trap."
"A trap that involves you staying in a hot tub with me. How is that a trap? That's a gift."
She wanted to argue. She really did. But the absurdity of the situation had fully settled in, and she was tired of being embarrassed. It was JJ. He'd seen her at her worst—covered in marsh mud, screaming at a Kook from a moving boat, sobbing over a failed test. This was just another notch on the weirdness belt.
So she leaned back against the tub, letting the water lap at her shoulders, and tried to relax.
"You're not going to help me at all, are you?" she asked, her voice resigned.
JJ tilted his head, pretending to think. "Define 'help.'"
"Help like 'looking for the top.'"
"Pass."
"Help like 'offering me a towel.'"
"Also pass."
"Help like 'not staring at my chest.'"
JJ considered this. "I don't think that's in my skill set. I'm gonna be honest with you, Yn--. I'm a visual learner. I need to see things to understand them. It's a medical condition."
"You are impossible."
"Impossibly charming?"
"Impossibly infuriating."
"Same thing, really." He grinned at her, that stupid, crooked grin that made her stomach do flips. "You know, for someone who's currently topless in a hot tub, you're handling this remarkably well. Most people would be screaming or crying or making a scene."
"Most people have dignity."
"And you?" JJ asked, raising an eyebrow.
"I've been hanging around you too long. My dignity got lost somewhere in a marsh two years ago."
"I'm honored," he said, pressing a hand to his chest. "I've been a bad influence. That's goals, honestly. That's the legacy I want to leave behind."
"Your legacy is going to be 'he annoyed everyone to death.'"
"Better than being boring," JJ said with a shrug. "I'll take it."
They fell into a comfortable silence, the only sounds the churning jets and the distant chirp of crickets. Yn-- had stopped trying to cover herself—it was pointless in the murky water anyway—and JJ had stopped actively staring, which was progress. The tension had shifted from mortifying to something almost... natural.
And then, because the universe had a sense of humor, the top floated up between them.
It rose out of the churning water like some kind of mythical creature, a soggy scrap of red fabric that had clearly been through a war. It bobbed gently on the surface, strings trailing behind it like a sad little jellyfish.
Yn-- stared at it.
JJ stared at it.
Then, in perfect synchronization, they both looked at each other.
"Would you look at that," JJ said, his voice dripping with false surprise. "It resurfaced. Must be my lucky day."
"JJ," Yn-- said, her voice flat. "Give. Me. The top."
He reached out and grabbed it, holding it up by one string like it was a captured flag. The soggy fabric dripped water onto his face, and he didn't even seem to notice.
"You know," he said, turning it over in his hands, "I've got to say, this is a lot less impressive wet. It was doing some heavy lifting earlier, but now? It's just... sad."
"JJ."
"I'm just saying! It's like seeing a magician's trick revealed. The illusion is shattered. The mystery is gone. This flimsy piece of fabric was holding all the power, and now it's just... wet."
"Give. Me. The top."
He looked at her, his eyes dancing. "Okay, fine. But I want something first."
"What?"
"A thank you."
"A thank you? For what? You didn't do anything!"
"I provided moral support," JJ said, holding the top just out of her reach. "I was your emotional anchor in a time of crisis. I kept you calm. I made you laugh. I deserve a thank you."
Yn-- stared at him. "You just want to watch me squirm."
"I want a little gratitude," he corrected. "There's a difference. Squirming is a bonus."
She took a deep breath, counted to three in her head, and then said, through gritted teeth, "Thank you. For absolutely nothing."
JJ beamed. "You're welcome! I accept this praise in the spirit in which it was given."
"Now give me the top."
He held it out to her, and she snatched it from his grasp. The fabric was cold and wet and completely useless, but she clutched it to her chest like a lifeline.
"Turn around," she ordered.
JJ raised an eyebrow. "Babe, I've been looking at you for the last twenty minutes. What's one more second?"
"Turn around or I will drown you."
"Fine, fine." He put his hands up in surrender and turned his back to her, but she could hear the laughter in his voice. "Don't take too long. The view back here is terrible."
She fumbled with the strings, trying to tie them behind her neck. The knot was slippery, the strings were too short, and her fingers were trembling with a mix of exasperation and something she didn't want to name.
"Need help?" JJ asked, not turning around.
"I'd rather die."
"Suit yourself. But the offer stands. I'm very good with knots. I can tie a mean bowline. A hitch. A—"
"JJ, shut up."
"Just saying. I've got skills."
She finally managed to tie the top—badly, but it would hold—and took a deep breath. "Okay. You can turn around."
He turned, and his face fell into an exaggerated pout. "Aww. It's back. Boo."
"Stop being a child."
"Never." He waded closer to her, and she instinctively backed up against the tub wall. He was in her space now, close enough that she could smell the salt and chlorine on his skin, close enough that she could see the little flecks of green in his blue eyes.
"Thanks for not making it weird," he said, his voice softer.
"You made it incredibly weird."
"Yeah, but not bad weird," he said. "Fun weird. Weird weird. The best kind of weird."
She shook her head, but she was smiling. "You're lucky I like you."
He grinned. "I know. I'm the luckiest guy in the Cut."
Then, before she could say anything else, he reached down and scooped her up out of the water. She yelped, grabbing onto his shoulders for balance as water streamed off both of them.
"What are you doing?!"
"Princess energy, remember?" He was grinning that stupid grin, water dripping from his hair onto her face. "I told you I was gonna carry you out. I'm a man of my word."
"JJ, put me down!"
"Nope. This is happening." He started walking toward the edge of the tub, his grip firm around her legs. "You're gonna be wrapped in a towel, I'm gonna be a hero, and we're never gonna speak of this again."
"You just said you were never gonna let me forget this!"
"New plan," JJ said cheerfully. "I'm gonna remind you every single day. For the rest of your life."
And as he carried her out of the hot tub, dripping and laughing and absolutely ridiculous, Yn-- realized she wouldn't have it any other way.
As Finn prepares for his first day at a local preschool, JJ faces his own fears about being a single dad in the Outer Banks community.
The Outer Banks sun was already slinging streaks of gold across the sky, painting the marsh grasses in fiery hues, but inside the Cameron bungalow, chaos reigned supreme. At the epicenter of it all was JJ Maybank, a whirlwind of nervous energy disguised as nonchalant cool, and his four-year-old son, Finn.
“Dude, seriously? We talked about this,” JJ sighed, running a hand through his already messy shaggy blonde hair. Deep dimples punctuated his exasperation as he knelt in front of Finn, who was stubbornly planted on the floor in bright blue superhero pajamas. “First day of preschool. Big boy pants. Remember?”
Finn, all blue-eyed innocence and a miniature version of JJ’s rebellious charm, shook his head with the unwavering conviction only a four-year-old could muster. “Superhero pants are big boy pants, Daddy.”
JJ’s carefully constructed facade of carefree dad was cracking. He prided himself on being laid-back, letting Finn explore, but today, his own internal anxieties were bubbling to the surface, threatening to spill over like a rogue wave. Preschool. It felt monumental. Not just for Finn, but for JJ too. He wasn’t exactly the picture of PTA dad material. Tattoos snaked up his arms, his vocabulary was more salt-laced than sugar-coated, and he still occasionally got mistaken for a teenager himself, despite the undeniable evidence of his son.
He’d spent weeks agonizing over this. Would Finn be okay? Would the other kids accept him? More importantly, would the parents? The Outer Banks, for all its laid-back beach bum charm, could be surprisingly judgmental, especially when it came to straying from the norm. And a single dad, especially one who looked like he’d just rolled off a surfboard and into fatherhood, well, that was definitely straying.
He took a deep breath, reminding himself of Yn. Be patient, her gentle voice echoed in his memory. Yn, who had the kind of serene calm he desperately wished he possessed. He missed her steady presence keenly this morning, the quiet confidence she exuded, the way she could always see the good, even in his most impulsive moments.
“Okay, look, buddy,” JJ tried again, softer this time, his voice betraying a vulnerability he rarely showed. “Superhero pants are awesome for, like, saving the world. But preschool’s… different. It’s like your first big adventure, okay? You gotta look the part. Adventurers wear… explorer pants!” He grabbed the khaki shorts he’d painstakingly picked out, holding them up with a flourish.
Finn’s expression remained unconvinced. “Explorer pants are boring.”
“They’re… stealth pants!” JJ improvised, his smart-alecky wit kicking in. “They help you sneak up on fun! Like, you can sneak up on the cookie jar, or… or the crayons! Imagine sneaking up on a whole box of crayons!”
This seemed to pique Finn’s interest. His blue eyes widened slightly, the mischief JJ knew so well glinting in them. “Sneak up?”
“Yeah!” JJ seized the opportunity. “Silent ninja-style sneak-up! And explorer pants are the best for that.” He even demonstrated a comical ninja sneak, tiptoeing around the living room.
Finn giggled, a sound that instantly melted JJ’s anxieties a little. “Okay,” Finn conceded, though still with a hint of defiance, “but can I wear my superhero shirt?”
“Deal!” JJ grinned, scooping Finn up in a hug. He ruffled Finn’s hair, softer and finer than his own sun-bleached strands. “You’re gonna rock preschool, kid. Just like your old man.” He said it with bravado, but inside, a knot of uncertainty tightened. He hoped he was right. He hoped he could rock this dad thing too.
Just as they were halfway through wrestling Finn into the offensive khaki shorts – a task requiring more strength and strategy than JJ anticipated – Finn suddenly stopped, his face crumpling.
“Seashell!” he wailed, his voice thick with impending tears.
“Seashell?” JJ echoed, momentarily confused.
“My lucky seashell!” Finn clarified, his lower lip trembling. “I need my lucky seashell!”
JJ’s heart sank. The lucky seashell. Of course. Finn had found it on the beach weeks ago and had declared it his lucky charm, carrying it everywhere. JJ had dismissed it as a childish whim, but now, staring at Finn’s distraught face, he understood. For Finn, this wasn’t just a seashell; it was a tangible piece of comfort, a talisman against the unknown terrors of preschool.
“Okay, okay, don’t panic,” JJ said, trying to sound calmer than he felt. Panic was definitely rising. They were already running late, and now a frantic seashell hunt? This day was determined to test him.
He scanned the chaotic living room, a familiar landscape of scattered toys, half-finished drawings, and JJ’s perpetually misplaced tools. “Where did you last see it, buddy?”
Finn sniffled, pointing vaguely at a pile of blankets in the corner. “Maybe… bed?”
They tore apart Finn’s bed, then the toy box, then the kitchen table, then the couch cushions. The seashell was nowhere to be found. Time was ticking by, each second amplifying JJ’s anxiety. He was supposed to be the cool, collected dad, the one who handled everything with a smirk and a shrug. But right now, he felt anything but cool. He felt flustered, inadequate, and utterly terrified he was going to screw this whole preschool thing up for Finn.
His mind raced. What if Finn had a meltdown at school? What if he couldn't make friends? What if he cried for him all day? What if the other parents judged him, saw him as the screw-up everyone always expected him to be? He could practically hear the whispers, see the pitying looks. JJ Maybank, single dad? Yeah, that’ll last.
Just when despair threatened to engulf him, the familiar roar of the Twinkie, John B’s beat-up VW bus, echoed outside. Thank god. He’d called John B in a moment of pre-preschool panic, needing backup. And John B, bless his adventurous soul, had actually shown up, Pope in tow.
The door burst open, and John B swaggered in, radiating his usual sun-kissed, carefree energy. Pope followed, his ever-present calm a welcome contrast to JJ’s internal turmoil.
“Maybank mayhem, huh?” John B grinned, taking in the scattered living room and JJ’s frazzled expression.
“Seashell emergency,” JJ explained, running a hand through his hair again, making it even messier. “Finn’s lucky seashell is MIA, and preschool starts in, like, five minutes.”
Pope, ever the problem-solver, immediately started systematically searching under the furniture. John B, in his own inimitable style, offered moral support. “Dude, chill. Preschool’s not rocket science. It’s, like, finger painting and naptime. Finn’ll crush it.” He clapped JJ on the shoulder, his easy confidence a surprisingly comforting presence.
“Easy for you to say,” JJ muttered, still frantically searching behind the curtains. “You’re not the one sending your kid into the lion’s den of… of… glitter glue and judgmental moms.”
John B laughed. “Judgmental moms? Dude, we’re in the Outer Banks. Moms here are more likely to judge you for not knowing how to surf than for being a single dad. Relax. You’re JJ Maybank. You can handle anything.”
Pope, who had been quietly and efficiently searching, suddenly straightened up, a triumphant grin on his face. “Found it!” He held up the lucky seashell, nestled amongst a pile of blocks.
Finn squealed with delight, snatching the seashell and clutching it tightly to his chest. “Thank you, Pope!” he beamed. “You’re the best!”
Relief washed over JJ. He felt like he’d just defused a bomb. “You’re a lifesaver, Pope,” he said, genuinely grateful. “Seriously, you are.”
“Just doing my civic duty,” Pope shrugged, a slight smile playing on his lips.
“Alright, Kook,” John B clapped JJ on the back again. “Let’s get this little dude to preschool before they think we’ve kidnapped him.”
As they piled into the Twinkie, Finn happily clutching his seashell, the tension in JJ’s shoulders began to ease. John B and Pope’s easy banter filled the bus, a familiar soundtrack to their Outer Banks life. They teased JJ about his “dad panic,” but their teasing was laced with genuine support and understanding. They knew JJ. They knew he was more than capable, even if he doubted himself sometimes.
Arriving at the brightly colored preschool, Finn suddenly became shy, clinging to JJ’s leg. The boisterous energy of other kids and parents milling around seemed to overwhelm him.
JJ knelt down, looking Finn in the eye. “Hey, remember? Stealth pants, lucky seashell… you’re ready for this adventure, buddy. I’m proud of you.” He gave Finn a reassuring squeeze. “And… I’ll be right here when you’re done, okay? Waiting to hear all about sneaking up on those crayons.”
Finn sniffled, but nodded, still clutching the seashell. With a deep breath, JJ walked him to the classroom door, where a smiling teacher greeted them. Saying goodbye was harder than JJ expected. He felt a pang of something akin to heartbreak as Finn, small and brave, walked inside, his lucky seashell clutched tight.
He lingered for a moment, watching through the window as Finn tentatively joined a group of kids building with blocks. He was okay. He was going to be okay. And so would JJ.
Turning away from the window, he found John B and Pope leaning against the Twinkie, watching him with knowing smiles.
“See?” John B said, gesturing towards the preschool. “Told you he’d crush it.”
JJ managed a rueful grin. “Yeah, well, almost crushed his dad first. Seashell drama was intense.”
Pope chuckled. “Parenting. It’s a wild ride.”
JJ leaned back against the Twinkie, feeling the sun warm his face. He was still nervous, still unsure of himself, but as he looked at his friends, at the familiar Outer Banks landscape stretching out before him, he realized he wasn’t alone. He had Finn, and he had John B and Pope.
And maybe, just maybe, that was enough to navigate this whole growing-up thing, for both him and his son. He might not have all the answers, but he had heart, he had loyalty, and he had a whole lot of love for that little boy with the lucky seashell. And in the Outer Banks, with friends like these, that was a pretty good start. Plus, he figured, he had plenty of time to practice the whole “cool dad” act. Starting with maybe figuring out where Finn actually hid that damn seashell next time.
author's note: who wouldn't love a vampire girlfriend who is a little bit crazy and also deeply in love with you?
the vampire lore is wonky bc I decided to just use the best bits of my favorite vampire medias and add a little bit of my own spice to it
kinktober masterlist
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who first meets him because she's lingering about, trying to find some easy prey, and not expecting that the guy she picked has a son with a gun in his hand.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who is immediately exposed because JJ fucking shoots her, and she barely moves.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who can hear how steady his heart is beating, and is intrigued by how little fear he has in him.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who spends all of her nights with him, not yet wanting to share her secret about walking in the daylight, scared he might hurt her.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who likes that JJ isn't at all freaked out by her, and maybe he's a little bit too excited when she tells him that she is a couple hundred years old.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who decides to actually stick around because living with JJ is easy in a way where she doesn't need to hunt, because he lets her feed on him. and in return, all she has to do is be there for him.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who isn't quite clear what type of role she has in his life until he kisses her one night, and she doesn't know if it's actually a good idea.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who lets JJ charm her, and he can't believe he's actually getting a shot with the hottest woman he's ever seen in his life.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who doesn't shy away and actually encourages JJ’s crazy tendencies.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who has to actually be held back by JJ because “all my enemies can't vanish mysteriously” after she proposed the idea more than once.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who gets a job as a bartender because she knows all the drinks old and new by heart, and JJ can use the extra cash, even if she doesn't need anything but him and a shower and maybe a few new clothes (after he played target with her.)
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who has fun with JJ and his friends, but keeps her secret hidden from them. and even if JJ wanted to tell them, he can't, because she compelled him to never tell anyone.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who nearly collapses one time because Sarah cuts her hand, and it smells too good, but she can't let her hunger overtake her, which is hard.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who immediately takes JJ into the spare room and fucks him while sucking him almost dry because she can't control herself until she hears his heart slow and let's off to feed him some of her own blood.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who doesn't like giving JJ her blood for recovery because she knows he's too reckless and might end up like her.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who almost kills Luke at least four times before he runs away for good.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who teaches JJ how to kill someone effectively, using herself as the victim. (because she can't die that easy)
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who helps JJ scam Kooks out of their trust funds, with mostly cheap tricks and a bit of supernatural compulsion techniques.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who lets JJ teach her surfing, although she learned it years ago from some guy when she lived in California.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who doesn't like it at all when JJ leaves her behind to go with the Pogues.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who hates it the most when she follows him, and they end up on the island, and the only reason JJ didn't die, was because he did.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who has to come clean to him and them all.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who expects them all to kill her and let JJ die a peaceful death on the island so he doesn't have to turn.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who is actually baffled when they decide to help them out, contributing a tiny bit of blood every other day so they don't starve.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who tries her best to teach JJ how to be a vampire without him burning himself by walking out into the sun.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who has only one mission in this new part of her life. saving JJ and giving him as much of his life back as she can.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who searches all of Barbados for a witch to make him a ring. paying ten times more than what she had to for her own.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who helps JJ adjust and control his hunger among people that aren't his family.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who decides to take him on a road trip as soon as the gold hunt is over.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who shows him the whole country, drinking and partying through New York on one weekend and hiking the mountains the next.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who feels more alive with him than she did when her heart was still beating.
✘ JJ’s vampire girlfriend who is sad that he lost his life, but incredibly grateful that she gets to spend eternity with the person who is her best friend ever.
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author's note: I had this idea but no brain to write a full fic, so I thought "why not headcanons?" and here we are
kinktober masterlist
✘ stripper!JJ who stumbles into the job through a dare and realizes that he can make a lot of easy money with it.
✘ stripper!JJ who loves how lose his schedule is, giving him the opportunity to enjoy his life while working at night.
✘ stripper!JJ who starts in a small strip club that is really only visited by Kooks.
✘ stripper!JJ who learns the basics from his fellow dancers and is quickly promoted from lunch time to prime time after he puts in the work to learn better moves from the web.
✘ stripper!JJ who has his regulars and likes to show them how grateful he is that they keep coming by, although he really doesn't care about anything that isn't him lightening their pockets.
✘ stripper!JJ who is trying to save up but can't help himself and wants to lavish in life a bit, so he buys a sports bike, which makes the ladies even crazier for him when they see him come to work one night.
✘ stripper!JJ who decides to invest in a leather outfit instead of his normal Velcro suits.
✘ stripper!JJ who at first doesn't realize that the leather outfit he bought comes with champs, so he has to improvise and just go out with them on over his black boxer briefs.
✘ stripper!JJ who makes triple the tips because he was basically only wearing underwear.
✘ stripper!JJ who doesn't really do private dances in the back, because he knows how handsy some of the ladies get, and he would rather not get thrown out of the club.
✘ stripper!JJ who is the guy you book for a bachelorette party, showing up in any style you like. Cowboy? Firefighter? Police Officer? Teacher? Priest? You name it, he does it.
✘ stripper!JJ who shows up dressed up looking like a judge at the party you are at. and he feels a bit ridiculous in the robe, but he doesn't have the time or money to question it, considering how much these Kook ladies pay for him to be there.
✘ stripper!JJ who doesn't notice anyone but the mothers when he sets up his music and props for the show.
✘ stripper!JJ who is polite and sweet towards his customers, even though he thinks it's weird to order a stripper to your daughter's bachelorette party and then show up with all your friends, meaning he will basically dance for two generations.
✘ stripper!JJ who notices you leave the room when he starts dancing for the bride to be. but he doesn't think too much about it that night.
✘ stripper!JJ who sees you again in the kitchen when he goes to grab some water after he's done. and when he says hi, you blush, but you feel too overwhelmed to talk to him, after all, he just stripped to his bones in the living room of your friend.
✘ stripper!JJ who doesn't think about you again after the party, until you are there again months later at the next bachelorette party.
✘ stripper!JJ who thinks it's crazy how it's basically the same party as four months earlier, with the same people, but a different one playing the bride.
✘ stripper!JJ who pretends to be a pirate this time round, and you still don't want to watch.
✘ stripper!JJ who decides to ask you why you don't like to watch him afterward, but forgets to as he watches you talk to one of the older women, laughing wholeheartedly and imprinting the image in his brain.
✘ stripper!JJ who starts to look forward to the bachelorette parties, especially these, with all the same people, with you.
✘ stripper!JJ who feels like a part of the group at this point, after having been the designated stripper for every party the group of 8 young wives and future to be’s throw, and you are always there.
✘ stripper!JJ who chats up one of the mothers to figure out as much as he can about you without being too obvious.
✘ stripper!JJ who actually talks to you after the shows, shows you still don't like to observe. and when he asks, you blush, feeling embarrassed by it.
✘ stripper!JJ who doesn't think it's weird to not see the appeal in watching someone, who you don't know and can't touch and have, undress themselves in front of an audience.
✘ stripper!JJ who can't really answer your question about why he took this job, because he truly doesn't have a good enough answer. and the reality, that it's good, easy money, is too shallow for you in his eyes.
✘ stripper!JJ who keeps getting closer to you with every party, no longer just bachelorette parties, but also baby showers and birthdays.
✘ stripper!JJ who dreads the idea that he will be called to dance for your bachelorette party one day.
✘ stripper!JJ who really wants to ask you out, but he's just a stripper, and you will one day lead a million dollars company.
✘ stripper!JJ who feels like he's truly not enough for you. that you won't even consider him.
✘ stripper!JJ who says yes when you are the one to find the courage to ask him. and when he later tells you why he couldn't, you comfort him and tell him that you don't care about any of that.
✘ stripper!JJ who makes you his official girlfriend after just the third official date because you've basically known each other for three years at this point.
✘ stripper!JJ who would stop stripping if you told him to, but you support him fully. and it gets easier to watch him, because you know he loves only you.
✘ stripper!JJ who takes you out on dates at least once a week and sends you flowers to your office randomly.
✘ stripper!JJ who has his locker at work plastered in pictures of you or the both of you.
✘ stripper!JJ who worships the ground you walk on.
✘ stripper!JJ who comes home after a long night and eats you out until he feels satisfied. he says it's the only way he can find any sleep.
✘ stripper!JJ who moves with you into a small fishing shack close to the beach, so he can go surfing in the morning.
✘ stripper!JJ who thinks it's good luck to fuck you on every possible surface in the small house. which is also why you need to buy a new dresser.
✘ stripper!JJ who takes a part of his secret savings and buys you the prettiest ring you've ever seen and asks you to marry him.
✘ stripper!JJ who is sure he was done with bachelorette parties for the year, but gets booked for a last one and goes anyway.
✘ stripper!JJ who nearly dies laughing when you opened him the door with a plastic tiara on your head.
✘ stripper!JJ who hasn't even considered that it could be your bachelorette party, because you told him you don't want a stripper at the party.
✘ stripper!JJ who was actually hired by a friend of your moms who could only remember that she always asked for JJ for the parties, not connecting the dots that it's the same JJ as the future husband.
✘ stripper!JJ who dances for you anyway, for free of course, and he has a hard time not throwing you over his shoulder and vanishing in the closets bath- or bedroom to fuck you brains out.
✘ stripper!JJ who makes sure that your mom's friend knows to not ask for him specifically again, because truly he's done with the party business.
✘ stripper!JJ who stays the main act on the club's stage for a year after you are married, growing increasingly annoyed by the fact that he isn't allowed to keep his wedding ring on while dancing, manager's orders or some bullshit.
✘ stripper!JJ who stops stripping altogether when you get pregnant, wanting to solely focus on you.
✘ stripper!JJ who still strips, whenever you want him to.
You had been at this for hours, crying your eyes out while jj pounded into you. “You’re so pretty aren’t ya,” he said slightly slapping your cheek, his fat cock was relentless inside your walls.
“Jj I- I can’t anymore,” you sobbed as jj clenched his jaw and hit your insides harder, his hand shot out to grab your neck holding it firmly with the threat looming over you. “Your gonna take what I give you and shut that pretty little mouth of yours,” he said pulling your hair, your ass was already bruises from the absolutely brutal spanking you received not too long ago. Jj had gotten to know you had skipped two whole meals for the third time that week and honestly he had enough of your shit. So here you were overstimulated, hysterical and so so so sore.
“I- I’m sorry I swear! I won’t do it again-,” you were cut off by a harsh slap and jj’s angry demeanour. “You said that the last time,” he said through gritted teeth as he delivered another slap to your face before saying “and the time before that.” You knew right after this you’d be eating whatever healthy meals JJ had gathered up for you with a gigantic water bottle that he’d expect to see finished. Jj finishes inside you before setting his forehead against yours and holding your jaw tight. “I better not see you trying to skip meals again otherwise we’re gonna go straight to the belt.”
JJ’s legs were thrown over yours on the couch, chin on your shoulder as you scroll on your phone. He’d been like this for the past hour, touching you like you’ll disappear if he lets go. “I missed you,” he mumbles, even though he’s been with you since the sun rose this morning. His fingers lazily draw circles on your thigh, rings clinking together when he shifts.
You smile, glancing at him from the corner of your eye. “I’m right here, clingwrap.”
JJ ignores that. Then he adds, dead serious, “You’re not allowed to leave me. Ever.”
You scoff. “What about work, Jackson?”
He melts at the sound of it. Jackson. No one else calls him that. Not even his friends. To them, he’s JJ, always has been—loud, reckless, a little unhinged. But to you? He’s Jackson. Soft and warm and real.
He nuzzles into your neck with a small smile. “Say it again.”
“Jackson?” you repeat with a giggle.
A pleased hum leaves his lips. “Mmm. Just like that. Sounds so pretty coming from you.”
“You’re such a weirdo,” you laugh, leaning your head against his.
“I don’t care. No one else gets to say it. Just you. If anyone else calls me Jackson, I’m fighting them.”
You roll your eyes. “You’re so dramatic.”
JJ pulls back, eyes serious now—like he means it. “I’m not kidding. That’s your name for me. You gave it meaning, you know?” His voice softens, “Jackson didn’t mean anything until you said it.”
You freeze, heart doing flips. “That’s… weirdly poetic for you.”
He grins, a little proud. “I can be deep.”
Then he tugs you until you’re laying on his chest, legs tangled. His hand slides under the back of your hoodie, warm and possessive. “I like when you say it when I’m sleepy,” he murmurs against your temple. “Or mad. Or when you’re all cute and bossy.”
“Jackson, get your hands outta my shirt.”
He gasps. “Hot.”
You swat his chest, and he catches your hand easily, lacing your fingers with his. “Don’t test me, Maybank.”
He makes a face. “Ew. Everyone else calling me Maybank? Normal. You calling me Maybank? Hate it. Feels illegal.”
You laugh so hard your stomach hurts, and Jackson is right there, eyes on you like you hung the damn stars. He presses a kiss to your cheek, then your jaw, then the corner of your mouth. “Seriously though. It’s yours. That name. Jackson. You made it soft.”
You go quiet, your fingers playing with the hem of his sleeve. “I like that,” you admit. “That it’s mine.”
“It’s all yours, babe. I’m all yours.” He kisses you again—slower this time, and you believe he’s yours.
jj never gets grossed out. he's the kind of guy that wouldn't even mind eating you out when your on your period. if you fuss about it and say its gross, he'll look you straight in the eye and say “dollie ive had mold in my mouth before, nothing grosses me out.”
he'll lay you down on his bed, no towel because he doesnt care if you make a mess, not that you can anyway— he'll suck everything up. he loves how sensitive you are when you're on your period, every gasp you let out when his tongue flicks your clit just eggs him on.
he doesnt mind that you're bloody, doesnt mind the metallic taste, maybe even enjoys it too much. he shoves two fingers in, curling them up and pulling against that deep spot in you. rotating the pads of his fingers around your cervix, because the lord knows how long those fingers are. he moans into you like he's more pleasured by this than you are. he's rutting into the edge of the mattress as he presses his face deeper into you. so so turned on just because of how good he's making you feel.
when you tell him you're close and start squirming, he'll hold you down with one hand, palm pressing on your abdomen, thumb and index on either sides of your folds, holding you open so he can suck at your clit. and when you cum, you best believe he's devouring it. he moans at your taste, tries to push his face deeper into you— like if he tried hard enough he'll be able to eat you out for the rest of his days, like he lives for this. so yeah, jj never gets grossed out.
He's pounding into you mercilessly, his hands hold your hips up at an angle so his dick can hit your cervix at every thrust. Your eyes are closed, its too much for you to handle. All you can focus on is the cold feel of his rings digging into your waist and his sharp grunts above you.
"open your eyes" he commands from above you. When you dont register his words through the stimulation you're receiving, he stops. He stops all movement until your eyes shoot open in protest. You need him.
"eyes on me or im walking outta here princess"
Its a threat you know he'll make good on if you dont listen to him. He's a punisher, If you dont submit you'll get punished. Fuck, you can't have that you need his dick in you.
"...Sorry" you mutter under your breath.
SLAP.
He slaps you across your face. "Louder baby, I couldn't hear" He feigns faux sympathy, furrowing his brows as he uses two fingers to calm the red mark forming on your cheek.
"Sorry Daddy" You whimper, loudly.
"Good girl"
He's back to rutting into you. His hand now wrapped around your throat. He's cutting off your airflow. He's watching as your eyes roll back into your head. Choked sobs and moans escaping your open mouth, gasping for air.
His pelvis hits your clit deliciously at every thrust. The bundle of nerves threatening to push you off the edge at every touch. Your back arches and he knows you're close. He pulls out. Sadist.
"JJ- Please" A pathetic whine leaves your body, aching for the feel of his cock.
He doesn't say a word when he flips you over. His hand pushes your head into the pillows as he pushes into you slowly. His thrusts are slower now. Painfully slow.
You can't even protest with how you're being held down. All you can do is try to move back into him, trying to regain the friction he's deprived you of.
SMACK.
He gives a sharp smack to your ass. Leaning down over you so he's speaking to your ear now- "Don't act like a fucking slut"
SMACK.
"Or I'll fuck you like one"
Oh how you wish he did just that. You moan against the pillow, a wordless plea. He accepts.
His hands reclaim their place on your hips as he drills into you again. His balls slap against your clit with every grind. Hes slowly pushing you to your climax.
"You wanna cum mama?" He taunts. There's that cruel tone again. You can tell by his demeanor that you weren't allowed to cum. He wasn't going to let you.
In a desperate attempt, you shake your head- no. But he knows better. He feels how you're clenching around him. He seeing how your back arches. He knows you're close.
SMACK.
"Liar."
Fuck. He caught you. You're fucked now. He pulls out. This is your punishment. He puts on his boxers and walks out.
No, No, No. You're scrambling to follow him but your legs are wobbly. You call his name- no response. You follow him into the kitchen- sweaty and naked. You're mind is so hazy you don't even care if the rest of the pogues saw you walking naked around the chateau begging JJ to come back to bed.
Whiny 'Please' and 'I'm Sorry's leave your mouth in an attempt to sooth his anger. Finally, he stops in his tracks. The pogues are outside in the cat's ass. One look toward the door and they'd see you and JJ. Risky. Just how he liked it.
He motions you to stand in front of him. You're looking straight at the hot tub filled with people. He's behind you. "Warned ya' not to act like a slut"
SMACK.
You jump at the sudden contact. He's bent you over now. "Be loud. Let them hear." He says as he starts bullying himself into your little cunt. He's holding your hands behind your back, pulling you up so your tits are bouncing up and down at every thrust.
Your eyes threaten to close but you know better. You couldn't do anything JJ wouldn't be pleased with. So you keep your eyes open, You're looking straight at the group, Hoping none of them took back at the house. How would you explain this to them?
But, Maybe, Just maybe a little part of you wanted to get caught by the way your pussy clenched tighter around JJ.
"Knew you were just a little slut, mama." He seethes in your ear. His thrusts are harder now, It feels like he's splitting you in half. Little 'uh, uh, uh-'s leave your mouth at every rut of his hips into you. You bite your lip in hopes to keep quiet.
SMACK.
"I said 'let them hear' didnt i?"
Daddy gets what Daddy wants. You stop let go of your lips. Any worry leaving your body as you feel his ringed fingers swipe at your clit. Fuck. Let them hear. You're a moaning, whining, sobbing mess in his hands. If he wasn't holding you up, you'd be a puddle on the floor.
You were close. Every push of his dick against your cervix teeters you over the edge of ecstacy. As if an act of mercy, he kisses your temple.
"Cum for me baby"
That's all it takes for you to burst. A loud moan leaves your mouth, surely catching the group outside's attention as your orgasm bubbles in you. Your release paints a white ring around JJ's still moving dick. It's as if you've been fucked into another dimension the way your ears ring and you lose all sense of your surroundings.
He wasn't done with you yet. He holds your boneless body up as he carries you back into his room. He's laughing at your mindless state. Who knew he could be so mean? You couldn't lie and say it wasnt making you wetter.
As you lay on the bed, looking up at him, he's pushing in again. Chasing his own climax now. He's drilling into you faster and harder. He's assaulting your walls with no regard to how overstimulated you were getting. Afterall, Daddy gets what daddy wants.
His fingers find your clit again, "Cum with me princess"
You feel him getting closer with how his thrusts were losing their momentum. His fingers getting more erratic. He pinches your clit with his thumb and index finger. Your body jerks at the slight pain before pleasure washes over you as you squirt around him. Thats all the motivation JJ needs to bottom out in you, he presses against the bulge in your tummy as he shoots warm white ropes of his cum in your womb.
He collapses on top of you, exhausted. He gives your shoulder a few kisses as you both pass out, his dick softening, still inside you as your combined release drips out of your cunt, dirtying the sheets under you. That was a problem for when you woke up.
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