lovebug

i hate myself im the worst i suck no one actually likes me no one wants me idk whats wrong with me im never enough and im always too much i just shouldnt exist

it always dawns on me how disposable i am. yes i can be useful to people when they want me to be but the truth is nobody truly needs me. what i can give people, which isn’t much to begin with, can be found anywhere from anyone else. i’m not special and i know that. i imagine myself not present in the lives of the people i love and it’s clear they wouldn’t be missing out on much. not to mention how it feels like people only merely entertain me, maybe out of pity than anything else. i’m only as good as people want me to be and when they don’t want me anymore there isn’t anything i can say or do that’ll convince them i’m worthwhile. i am nothing.

dating me is easy, i have 0 self worth! you can treat me however u want and i’ll never leave!!

everyone gets bored of me eventually. i'm not saying this to get comfort or pity, it's just me remembering that everyone goes away in the end :/

I just want to lock you in my basement <3