hyperfixes control me haha

Think about it, someone could LITERALLY have died on earth a second ago and immediately received a charge of angelic weapons that Vox fired at the city.

I understand that new sinners appear in a certain place (?) probably not in the Vox area either. But could this still happen IN THEORY? Under certain circumstances

In fact, Alastor does this mainly to provoke Vox into anger/to express dissatisfaction or disapproval/or to attract all the attention of Vox (as in the case of Valentino lol)

This is a very cool detail, it's the body language of the characters)

I started thinking about it a lot when people started talking about Vox taking his hands off Alastor when he pulled away and stuff. That is, that Vox, in fact, consciously or not, but observes certain boundaries that Alastor sets. And the fact that Alastor will only have to TURN HIS HEAD AWAY or turn around completely to show his displeasure, and this will be very clearly and clearly PERCEIVED by Vox… Hardly consciously, but in their case, their actions say more.

I hate the "Vox raped Alastor" theory. The more details I see, the more it sounds like nonsense. It's enough for this weirdo that Alastor turned away + a couple of verbal provocations to immediately start dancing to his tune lol

Next, just a small selection of shots with Alastor turning his head/entire body away from Vox and it WORKS.

But I don't think it would be better for Vox to "let go and forget Alastor forever, finally feel indifferent to him."

It would be better for Vox to stop copying and imitating Alastor and everyone else he constantly copies so much, to find his own individual self, independent of the approval of others.

But the problem of Vox's perpetual plagiarism isn't really directly related to Alastor. Vox had started doing this during his lifetime, copying the image of each of his next victims.

I just hear statements very often that people dream that Vox will finally forget Alastor, stop depending on him and stop imitate him… That people want to see the real Vox, that Vox itself would be better off if it renounced its attachment to Alastor.

But if Vox doesn't imitate Alastor, he'll imitate SOMEONE ELSE.

He is literally a plagiarist, he copies everything, and builds his image on imitation. It's not Alastor's problem…. He didn't start doing that BECAUSE OF Alastor((

Vox has known Alastor for longer than he has lived on earth, and has been obsessed with him for almost as long as we know. And such a long history of incredibly strong affection seems to me almost impossible to just throw out the window like garbage.

What would be really good for Vox in my opinion? Resolve the whole mess of misunderstandings between yourself and Alastor and work on your mental health :D

But when has this weirdo ever done anything to benefit his mental health? Never lol

HE'S SUCH A CUTE LITTLE SILLY BOY, I CAN'T. I look into his funny or sad, but always CUTE eyes... Or at his antennae expressing his emotions as if they were ears.. He's such a silly boy, I love him so much!!!!

He makes such a cute gesture with his hand, as if he's tucking a lock of hair behind his ear... AAAAAAAH

I want to bite him, he's so damn CUTE.

Yes, I remember, he's still a cruel man, a murderer, a manipulator, a ruler, a cult leader...

It's just that I'm still learning about that part of me. I haven't understood for a long time and in fact still don't fully understand the line of a positive/neutral/negative attitude towards romance or romantic relationships? In terms of the fact that I have a positive attitude towards peyring, it does not cause me any discomfort to see open displays of affection in the romantic relationships of my friends, I love to ship characters, I am not particularly annoyed by romance in the media, and sometimes I like to discuss someone's romantic relationship, for example, if my friends want my advice in their romantic relationships.

Do I also like a certain aesthetic of romance? Romantic gestures like flowers/candlelit dates, I like aesthetics.

And it's not like I'm against people having romantic feelings for me? If no reciprocation is required or expected of me - it's okay

But I have an incredibly STRONG aversion to being in a romantic relationship myself. I have a very strong aversion to the fact that a person who is in love with me will expect reciprocity from me.

I don't mind being loved romantically if I don't have to reciprocate, If the other person doesn't expect me to have romantic feelings for each other. And if the other person does not have to ANY hidden expectations about romance.

But the truth is, one of the most traumatic things in my life in recent years has been a relationship with a girl I was friends with and with whom I wanted to continue to be friends, she was my good friend, I didn't want to lose her.

She knew that I was aroace, but she confessed her feelings to me, and I, not wanting to lose her as a friend, agreed to a romantic relationship IF she was satisfied with the lack of reciprocity.

She agreed, but in hindsight, I understand that she was not satisfied with the lack of reciprocity, she wanted constant confirmation of love, including romantic love. Her wanted romance, in a completely traditional sense. And I couldn't and didn't want to give it to her, but I was just under pressure from my own decisions and fears - so I just forced myself to lie to her about it, and adjust to her expectations, even though she knew I was an aromantic and it was never hidden, and sometimes I even reminded her of it, thinking it was something will fix it.

And now I understand what I meant by giving my consent - QPR and the aro/allo dynamic. But I didn't have enough information and awareness to explain my boundaries to another person. I didn't fully understand myself. I just didn't know about the existence of QPR.

And God, it turned out to be an incredibly bad experience for me, just terrible to be honest. I have almost never experienced such strong disgust, feelings of guilt, and by the end, just forced apathy and fatigue in my life. It was terrible and I felt bad even 3-4 months after I broke off this relationship., and not in the sense that I couldn't forget the person, I did it very quickly. But I've been recovering my mental health for a very long time.I didn't feel better until about 5 months after the breakup.

But now, a year has passed, and I understand my limits and desires much more… But I still honestly don't understand which part of the spectrum I'm in. Positive/neutral/negative? It's difficult because I also have clearly positive feelings about romance, which doesn't concern me, shipping, or some romantic gestures as aesthetics. And i don't think I'm averse to being loved by someone? It's really okay if there aren't obvious expectations and pressure on me. But I definitely have a very strong aversion and negativity to romantic relationships in my personal life. I will never join them again. I am disgusted even by the idea that reciprocity is expected of me, this is the worst thing in general in romance - the expectation of reciprocity…

And in the end, where is my place in the aro spectrum? I do not know hahaha

I just wanted to pour out my thoughts, my experience and maybe get some advice or just discuss the experience with other aromatic/aroace)

WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS MORE.

They have similar abilities in many ways:

1) Alastor has tentacles, Vox has wires

2) Alastor turns into a shadow while dodging an attack, Vox teleports in electricity

And they use their abilities in combat in almost identical ways.

They BOTH binds each other with tentacles/wires.

They BOTH throw each other into the walls.

And they BOTH throw objects around each other, for example, a car.

They both literally threw cars at each other with the difference between these events being literally a couple of seconds of screen time... Their battle is almost mirrored.

"answer 10 questions from the host or fall into an aquarium with a hungry shark!"

(Vox would be delighted, God)

Besides, God, he LOVES provoking people. Especially Vox. From Vox, the disgusting brat-tamer, he's never "tamed" Alastor, I don't think he can do it at all? And I don't think that's what Alastor wants. But Alastor is 100% BRAT!!! I need the term dominant brat. Because it's literally Alastor! The goal of Brat submissives is that they want to surrender after provocation. Alastor wants to provoke, play, get a reaction and… win. That's the goal, he doesn't want to give up, he wants to be difficult!!

HE LITERALLY KILLED A DUDE WITH WIRES.

I've watching brighter so many times, I do not know why such an obvious thought has just occurred to me lol

To be WITH HIM, or to be HIM

In a sense, copying is the highest form of admiration, and Vox himself says: I'm just like you, except I'm smarter sharper, brighter, newer!

Vox wants to be with Alastor incredibly much, takes him on a date to a smoothie bar

He tries to drink with him like in the good old days

He really wants to just talk to him, spend time with him, he incredibly wants Alastor's approval.

BUT he also copies his style of clothing, phrases, fighting style (they have the same literally), and so on.