On Dat Nyoo-Nyoo!

Damn it’s been awhile. Reading all my old posts make me cringe but it is what it is.

Do you ever just scroll through the photos on your phone & start craving for food?! Take me back!

Everything We Touch | Say Lou Lou

Riverside | Agnes Obel

Lucky Strike | Maroon 5

I like taking photos in the bathroom. Bathrooms are so informative ahahah

My junior year was quite a year. The previous years it was my parents that stressed me out with expectations and whatnot, but this year it was other people outside of home. People didn’t know what they want and I was one of them, but unlike them I kept it to myself. I got frustrated running around in circles with what people tell me to do and I’ve noticed that I tended to keep myself away from other people’s problems. I really don’t know what to think of this past school year. There wasn’t really anything memorable. I just did this and that, but there is nothing I am greatly proud of. I mean my grades are shit compared to the other years and it bums me out. I certainly did a lot more this year as in terms of putting myself out there. It was a love and hate situation for my summer days though. Felt like I ran up a wall, but it was worth it in the end.

Now off to the final year of high school!

Maybe I was too naïve to think I can do this. During the school year I was given an internship in relation to computers. I had only learned the bare minimum and basic skills for the task given to me, but the teacher believed I can do it. She explained it was really simple and all I had to do this and that, but soon I found myself scrambling to find answer on how to do things which were beyond my capability and was not the simple she explained to me. I came across a bunch of ruts and ditches and I safely got out each time, but it has built up to the point where I see it as meaning less and mostly too time consuming. In all honesty, your company is shieet and you people are so rude. I just ended up calling it off. I mean this isn’t too bad right. I am still in high school and I see myself as a kid, but the world doesn’t. Part of me wants to end it while the other doesn’t. It’s not like I’m going to pursue this area of field in the future. One thing I did learn though is that this is not for me and it can just stay as a hobby or it is and I was just not ready.

Time to fck shieet up!

For quite some time I haven’t had a dream because I’ve been so tired and I would just knock out once I lay down. Now I’m starting to get dreams and they have been scaring the crap out of me. It starts off with me getting ready for school. Weird because it’s summer and I don’t have school. Anyway it would repeat with me walking into the shower only to realize there is a huge ass spider just staring at me. I would scream and then it would blank out and repeat. My goodness. It doesn’t end until I kill the spider. Joy -____- I either wake up startled or with a “Fuck Yeah!” attitude cause I killed it.