eyes only on u

And just like that, I was alone again. With familiar voices. Maybe in another life- the memories were suppose to continue. Where I was loved. And I didn’t have to feel like, a single hollow rain drop, waiting to be with the puddles- but then landing on a window seal alone.

Somewhere in the mix of it all, I was alone. With just memories and familiar voices.

Loving you has become overwhelming. I cry to the thoughts of our interactions, neither sad or happy- but a connection I know we both share so lovingly.

You are everything to me. H

I hate goodbyes, and I hate that one day I won’t be able to see you day to day. Right now I just want to cherish what we have and develop more- so that the memories are more permanent, then dissolved. I’m so emotionally attached to her it’s scary.

I hate to realize that the ones I love- will never be able to love me in way I dream for them to embrace me. I can only dream that she’s thinking of me too, wanting me in her arms.

Loving you puts the stars in my sky- but brings out the lonesome on days where you are not around.