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hello, this shouldn't need to be said, but i'd like to remind everyone that this is NOT a space for: - endo systems and supporters (we will
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being a system with aspd is no joke because i deadass switched in and immediately got sick of our partner systems for them greeting me
Writing Commissions
I've been meaning to do this for a while, but I will be opening writing commissions. I want to buy a new computer for college and, since I can't work due to various circumstances, this is a good opportunity.
My Ao3 accounts are listed below if you wish to take a look at my other writings!
https://archiveofourown.org/users/naofaun
https://archiveofourown.org/users/fly_phoenix_fly
And here is a rentry with further information!
https://rentry.co/naocomms
your lame af about mspec lesbians. how are you a system playing queer cop of whos "acceptable or not". both get demonized due to misunderstanding or people not comprehending it like do you not see how hypocritical you are?
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Endos are valid
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being a fictive that's also a trauma holder is so fucking weird because why am i sitting here grieving my relationship with a bald moth man who abused my body for literal decades. can i just remember the actual counterpart instead so my trauma feels more valid 😭😭
i miss my stupid loud crazy boyfriend , fuck this world
it's kinda funny seeing other systems talk about alters who are or aren't allowed to front alone because NONE of us are. our managers will go ballistic (slight ex) and immediately send the first person they see to front if someone is alone. (except for alastor.... for some reason. he's the only one so far that's been able to front alone for a decent period of time without panic)
One of my favorite things about being part of a system is watching every social media and app try to track our preferences and attempt to use algorithms. What do you mean you don't like this song? You liked it two hours ago? Would you like manly shirts mixed with ads for bras? I love confusing computers.
me, a severe trauma holder, wondering why i have severe trauma reactions over the slightest things
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friendly reminder that plurality is caused by trauma. trauma is defined as an event that has a severe negative impact on oneself. there are going to be dark parts of plurality that no one wants to talk about. the brain created you to cope with what it went through. it's okay to have parts (or wholes) that have “twisted” desires, attractions, innerworld or external relationships, sexual or emotional needs, etc. other people might call you disgusting, evil, immoral, but it's just part of being traumatized. it's going to be unpleasant or unsightly.
read the tags.
System Experience I Rarely See Talked About
Having only 2 alters
Having under 5 alters
Having over 100k alters
Having over 100k fragments
Having hypersexual child parts
Having child parts that are mentally older
Having child parts who can understand adult concepts
Having child parts that are bodily older, but mentally still children
Having no innerworld/headspace
Only having a room in the headspace
Not having a fronting room
Having a fronting room
Having an extremely complex innerworld
Constant heavy dissociation
Severe amnesia that makes you forget what happened an hour ago
Dissociative fugue
Chronic severe PTSD
Somatic symptoms
Rarely switching
Being frontstuck for months at a time
Rarely knowing who you are
Not knowing if you've switched
Internal trauma reenactment
Internal sexual relationships
Innerworlds not being a safe space
Alters who are dicks simply because they want to be
Alters who rape other alters
Internal pregnancy
Alters living in different time periods
Alters stuck reliving trauma
Having a lot of NPCs
Having cities full of NPCs
Having no NPCs
Having NPCs who reenact trauma
Having NPCs living the life you would have had without the trauma
thinking you've been doing great and then going back to mindlessly scrolling tiktok to distract your mind because you can't fall asleep since you ruined another close friendship with reactions you can't help is such a crushing feeling
im sick and tired of being treated like a fucking villain when all i do is keep us safe. what would you do if you were dragged into a panicked and injured body, no clue what's going on except for your base instincts - fight, and run? im a crisis handler. i was made because we needed to survive. i keep us alive. stop blaming me for the way i was taught to save us.
and im the only one in our system. there's a reason i live in an isolated apartment miles away from the rest of you. there's a reason i keep the door locked and the windows closed. i am alone and i keep us alive alone. no one else has experienced near death as much as i have. i understand your frustration that i take you away from your friends but i am TRYING to protect you. you would be dead without me here.
im sick and tired of being treated like a fucking villain when all i do is keep us safe. what would you do if you were dragged into a panicked and injured body, no clue what's going on except for your base instincts - fight, and run? im a crisis handler. i was made because we needed to survive. i keep us alive. stop blaming me for the way i was taught to save us.
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the way our symptom holders work is kinda weird because like. for example, when our anxiety holders front, the body is immediately insanely more anxious? it's like them not fronting is how they hold the symptoms from the rest of us but the second they front, we're ALL screwed
the entire “systems shouldn’t do this,” “do this with systems,” “systems want this” is so harmful. it strips away the fact that no matter what, it is a person with a unique life, personality, opinions, standards is begins the screen. pushing people to follow ideas for all systems strips individuality from systems an puts them in a bubble where their only defining factor is they’re system.
listen to individual systems about their boundaries, about what they do. respect their opinions, boundaries and their decisions and don’t force another person’s opinion on them because they said it was a “wrong” thing to do.
