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Painkillers, a bottle of rum, and a dead end of a mouth. That was all it took to land Kevin Day in the hospital. That was what it took for Andrew to be the first one out of his chair when Kevin appeared in Wymack's living room. That was what it took for Neil to sit up straight and stare into the brokenness of Kevin Day and finally flinch in the face of it.

tw: suicide attempt, tw: implied/referenced torture

Kingdom Come by Minyard05 [Rated M, 82669 Words, Complete, 2026]

Kevin had been Riko's shadow for a decade and as much as he was happy and relieved to be free of him he also felt an empty ache like a chunk of himself had been removed, spliced and severed from him leaving a bloodied gash in its wake…. There were a million things Aaron could say that might actually be productive. That it made him irrationally angry that now even Andrew put him behind someone else, that he felt like Neil had stolen his family, that Neil had shown up and he and Kevin understood each other in a way he never could….

tw: canonical character death, tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced drug addiction & cravings, tw: graphic nightmares, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: homophobia, tw: internalized homophobia, tw: panic attacks, tw: vomit, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon

Rewrite the stars by sunndy2 [Rated M, 72569 Words, Complete 2025]

What if Kevin had never joined the Foxes and had met Aaron in a game against them, and who could have impressed him with his way of playing? What if the two of them started to have secret contact and what if more came out of it? Surely nothing bad would happen then, right? RavenKevin x FoxAaron

tw: major character death, tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: physical & emotional abuse, tw: blood & injury, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced drug addiction, tw: panic attacks, tw: disordered eating, tw: kidnapping, tw: torture, tw: murder

to share the memory of frost by mnnyards [Rated T, 3132 Words, Complete, 2025]

Part 5 of the land is inhospitable

“It was more than once?” Abby asks. “Uh, yes. A couple of times.” Kevin is aware that the amount of times he’s been choked is kind of a lot, but doesn't everyone get choked once or twice in their life? “No, Kevin, it’s not normal to get strangled. Most people never get strangled at all.” Oh.  or: everytime, kevin thinks he doesn't have any hope left. unfortunately for him, he always has more to lose.

tw: implied/referenced choking, tw: implied/referenced kidnapping, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: flashbacks with graphic violence

Learn to let go by Skvaader [Rated G, 8592 Words, Complete, AFTG Mixtape Exchange 2021]

There’s a question on Kevin’s tongue, one he won’t let escape because it will lead to nothing and there’s no one to answer him. It weighs heavier each day. How do you grieve for someone who’s still alive, who might not be buried? Kevin doesn’t know how to tell Neil he’s already built him a funeral bouquet, that it’s heavy enough that the drawer won’t pry open as easily anymore. That it’s made from steel grey and rosy pink. Their days are running out and yet here Neil is, buying fruit because Kevin doesn’t dare to ask for a midnight snack.

tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: disordered eating, tw: implied/referenced alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: canonical character death

All for Kevin by adiha [Rated T, 10444 Words, Complete, 2025, Locked]

Kevin was hurt. And he was alone. Kevin had never been alone until a few months ago. After Baltimore, his chains to Andrew were broken just like their deal, and he has been left by himself in the dorm, in classes, or in Court whenever Andrew and Neil wanted to have alone time.

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: implied/referenced alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: assault, tw: blood & injury, tw: self harm

Misuse oh by tinywoop [Rated M, 7107 Words, Incomplete, Updated Feb 2026]

Kevin wasn’t used to thinking about his feelings, much less talking about them. Previously, he had no time to dwell on something as trivial as human emotions, when there were games to win and horrors to survive. Not even the familiar taste of alcohol on his tongue seems to be able to attenuate them anymore. Aaron is up pretty early, more usually than not, not by choice. His nightmares keep him up most nights, afraid for the future he worked so hard for, but might not be able to have anymore. Aaron doesn’t know how to be vulnerable, he doesn’t know how to ask for help, much less does he know how to be this person everyone believes him to be. Kevin and Aaron try to navigate their lives post-canon events and end up drifting closer than they ever thought possible, finding comfort in each other’s presence.

tw: canonical character death, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: internalized homophobia, tw: religious trauma, tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: implied/referenced disordered eating, tw: implied/referenced drug addiction, tw: panic attacks

I Don’t Know What I’m Doing So I’ll Just Keep On Cutting (It’s Worth A Little Blood To Get Your Arms Free) by Caranthirwasalesbian [Rated M, 4185 Words, Complete, 2026]

‘Lydia Shetfield.’ Andrew’s expression didn’t visibly change but his fingers paused for a moment in their ministrations and he thought he saw a spark of alertness in his eyes. ‘What about her?’ His voice was measured but Kevin could hear an edge in it. Dread, he would have called it if it hadn’t been Andrew.

tw: flashbacks, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: victim shaming, tw: dubcon discussion, tw: implied/referenced emotional abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: ptsd

Homecoming King by FicWriterFirefly [Rated T, 2665 Words, Complete, 2017]

Kevin's life was rocky to begin with. He escaped by chance, but the past haunts even the best of us. Kevin didn't realise he had a place, really. His place was by Riko's side. In Riko's shadow. But he's learning to be the most important piece on his board. He's no longer content with second place. He didn't choose this life. But perhaps he can choose his future.

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture

from flirting to festering shame by fivescocoa [Rated M, 1840 Words, Complete, 2024]

“Nightmare,” Kevin rasped. Andrew slid down the wall to sit next to him, knees up to his chest. The silence was comfortable as Kevin tried to rein in his galloping heart and take in some meaningful breaths. Andrew sat silently, eyes watchful, but not pushing Kevin to explain further. After the conversation they had, it was half Andrew’s fault that Riko’s hot breath and bruising hands were haunting his dreams. No harm in telling him so. –– Or, post the mall scene in TRK where Kevin drops the “hetero for your career” line, Andrew prods an open wound and Kevin lets something slip.

tw: implied/referened rape/noncon, tw: dubcon discussion

Love me 'till I break my cover, I just wanna let it go (I just wanna lose myself) by allfortheBoyds [Rated E, 4664 Words, Complete, 2023, Locked]

Kevin swallows hard. “It’s my birthday,” he says eventually. “I didn’t realise.” Andrew motions for Kevin to get to the point so he does, “my birthdays in the nest weren’t good days.” or "The next year he gave me Jean.“ Kevin hates the memory, despises it with his entire being and still, he doesn’t stop talking. Doesn’t stop laying himself bare in front of Andrew and Neil, stripping himself off all facades and illusions. Kevin hates it but he tells them who he really is. or Kevin's birthday brings up a lot of unwanted memories

tw: flashbacks, tw: torture, tw: blood & injury, tw: animal cruelty, tw: physical & emotional abuse, tw: arson, tw: implied/referenced human trafficking, tw: panic attacks, tw: vomit

To Whom It May Concern by Andy_Day02 [Rated E, 4001 Words, Complete, 2025]

“It was bad sex.” Kevin shrugged. “I’d assume any sex I’d have wouldn’t feel very–” “Did you want him to touch you.” Andrew’s voice was soft and damning. “It’s complicated.” “It shouldn’t be,” Andrew said. “Sex can be complicated, but wanting someone to touch you isn’t.” “That didn’t matter to Riko.” “I’m asking if it mattered to you.” — Andrew and Neil learn a new piece of Kevin's past in the Nest.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced physical & emotional abuse, tw: implied/referenced alcoholism, tw: dubcon discussion, tw: negative self image, tw: ptsd, tw: disordered eating

required readings by mmmmmbred [Rated M, 19540 Words, Incomplete, Updated Apr 2026]

Kevin is too busy surviving to have a chance to crash and burn. Between dating apps, liquor stores, bad haircuts, worse decisions, and therapy, he ends up in the even more dangerous position of being in love with Aaron Minyard.

tw: implied/referenced physical & emotional abuse, tw: negative self image, tw: sex as self harm

Heaven Can't Help Me Now by history11huh [Not Rated, 30126 Words, Complete, 2021]

“Please be quiet, I can’t even hear myself losing the will to live.” Kevin snapped from his hunched position over his desk. History books stacked on top of one another and notebooks full of his messy scrawl obscured the wooden surface from view. “Did you even have one in the first place?” Aaron replied drily, hopping up onto the kitchen counter and making absolutely no effort to turn his music down. ______ Kevin and Aaron don't particularly like each other, but sometimes loneliness gets the best of people.

tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: panic attacks, tw: knives, tw: implied/referenced abuse

Everything´s well with Kevin Day by Ficswithcloud [Rated T, 21352 Words, Complete, 2022]

Part 4 of A Reason To Hold on, part 1 recced here

Kevin is crashing, nobody knows why. But Andrew and Neil are determined to find out. There´s a lot of digging in the past and hating on dead people.

tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: self hatred, tw: self harm, tw: blood & injury, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced child abuse

community service hours by wyverning [Rated M, 10376 Words, Complete, AFTG Fall Exchange 2024]

Have you acquired an anxious Kevin Day under mysterious circumstances? Well, you’re in luck. All you have to do is follow Andrew Minyard’s step-by-step guide for teaching him independence, and he’ll be back on the Exy court in no time! With a 100% success rate, this instructional manual teaches you how to utilize tools in your arsenal such as threats of bodily harm, brutally personal insults, copious amounts of alcohol, and friendly blowjobs so that you can help get your Kevin Day back to functioning in tip-top shape!

tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: prescription drug addiction, tw: ptsd, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: internalized homophobia

Tumblr Prompts by lipsstainedbloodred [Not Rated, Collection, 2018, Locked] 

Chapter 12: Page 11: And The Illusion Shatters (Kevin, +Andreil)  [T, 1841 Words] Prompt: creation event (social media)It’s 7:56 in the morning when Neil Josten’s world comes crashing down around his feet. It’s rare for Kevin to be awake before him, even more rare for him to be up watching the news before Neil has had time to drink his morning coffee, but it’s summer break and Abby’s house is quiet except for the low murmur of the television and Kevin’s rapid breathing. It’s enough to make Neil break from his routine and wander into the living room to investigate.

tw: graphic depictions of violence

kevin talks to others about the nest:

When the war starts in my heart by adodora [Rated M, 42724 Words, Complete, 2025]

"Kevin struggles with the concept of home — he doesn't know if the image conjured from that word will ever stop being the dark and suffocating room he shared with Riko —, but he knows there must be some of it in the way his breathing comes easier when he is alongside Andrew." -- Kevin's perspective through the end of The King's Men and after it, dealing with anxiety, trauma and being in love with his best friends.

tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced physical & emotional abuse, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: vomit, tw: panic attacks and extreme anxiety, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: canonical character death

Lover's Rock series by latecambrian [Rated M/E, Collection, 2 complete works, Updated Dec 2025]

Part 1: i might say something stupid [M, 6078 Words] Kevin has made too many mistakes to count, but this one? This one might take the cake – or, take the edible? Whatever he's taken, he's not so sure it's a good thing or being honest when you're high is still being honest, especially if you're with your lifelong crushes

tw: altered mental state, tw: insomnia, tw: implied/referenced physical & emotional abuse, tw: implied/referenced alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: disordered eating, tw: ptsd

Part 2: not allowed [E, 4293 Words] They had made this plan a week ago. Kevin knows this to be true, but he is unable to remember anything concrete about any sort of plan other than he really, really wants to do it. -- healing & drugs & sex but not in that order

tw: implied/referenced morality shaming, tw: sexual dysfunction, tw: implied/referenced physical & emotional abuse, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: implied/referenced alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: disordered eating, tw: ptsd

Dark Rooms by bittercup [Rated E, 225909 Words, Complete, 2025]

When Riko Moriyama dies, Kevin is forced to confront his past and all the secrets he has long buried—even from himself. As his former life in the Nest seems to resurface, Kevin tries to move forward in the only way he knows how, but years of pain and abuse drag him into a downward spiral. And as his past and present begin to intertwine, Kevin must decide what will become of his future.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: rape, tw: nonconsensual drug use, tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: vomit, tw: physical & emotional abuse, tw: eating disorders, tw: self harm, tw: dubcon, tw: recreational drug use, tw: suicide attempt, tw: blood & injury, tw: dissociation, tw: ptsd, tw: flashbacks, tw: nightmares, tw: victim blaming & internalized victim blaming, tw: homophobia & internalized homophobia

a lot's gonna change by neverlyxox [Rated T, 7347 Words, Complete, 2023]

Kevin started going to therapy at the beginning of the fall semester. It hadn’t been his idea, nor was he particularly happy about it. He could barely talk to the Foxes about his issues– and when he did, he definitely wasn’t sober– so how was he supposed to talk to a total stranger about it?

tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: ptsd, tw: implied/referenced physical & emotional abuse

don't say you need me by tropicalblend [Not Rated, 5947 Words, Complete, 2024]

“We’re supposed to play Court together, remember? The three of us.” A pitiful moaned escaped Neil’s throat as he leaned down and laid his head on Kevin’s chest “You can’t leave me” Neil whispered, with a type a desperate panic Kevin is not sure he’s heard from him before “Please” Or Kevin has been lost to the world for long enough, and he is tired of wasting time.

tw: suicide attempt, tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: implied/referenced abuse

foxes/jean react to current kevin trauma:

Sanctuary by Trash_tzar [Rated M, 20690 Words, Incomplete, Updated May 2026]

'He cannot take you,' Jean murmurs into Kevin's hair. Jeremy rubs his cheek against Kevin's knee in agreement. 'We will not let him.'" --- What starts as a reconciliation visit to California shatters into a make-shift psych hold for Kevin at Jean and Jeremy's when Tetsuji Moriyama announces his plan to force his godson into a conservatorship. Jean and Jeremy race to reexamine the story of Kevin Day they've been told before Kevin finds drastic means to escape returning to his own personal hell, and find that not even the son of exy could survive what went on behind closed doors alone.

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: violence

beautiful crime by tropicalblend [Rated G (we say M), 48686 Words, Complete, 2022]

Kevin wanted to cry. He wanted to cry for his dad to find him. He wanted to cry for Andrew because he looked dead, slumped against the wheel. He wanted to cry because he didn't try hard enough to warn Neil, who’s now unconscious on the cement road, possibly dead too. Or Kevin grew up in the spotlight, he was used to fan encounters. But when he catches the eye of a certain fan that seems too watchful, Kevin doesn’t realize that he’s become prey until it's too late.

tw: psychological trauma, tw: stalking, tw: car accidents, tw: vomit, tw: kidnapping, tw: confinement, tw: animal death, tw: suicidal thoughts, tw: violence, tw: ptsd, tw: flashbacks, tw: nightmares

Lavender for Luck by Mercey [Rated M, 33270 Words, Complete, Daylight Savings Fest 2024]

‘There is someone whom I am fated to discover. With this spell, I entreat fate for another.’ Budding apothecary witch, Kevin Day, has always known that he has a soulmate, though he has no idea who they are. In a wild bid to protect them from the cruelty of his coven, the Ravens, Kevin decides to perform a "soulmate swap" spell and binds himself to someone who couldn't possibly exist. However, when Kevin finally escapes the Ravens years later, he manages to run into not one but two people who might just—impossibly—fit the bill. Or is love a possibility for Kevin after all?

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: emotional and physical abuse, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: animal abuse, tw: compelled self harm, tw: blood/gore & injury, tw: vomit, tw: homophobia, tw: choking, tw: murder, tw: canonical character death, tw: corpse desecration, tw: demon possession

fandom hcs, meta, and short fics:

Kevin reacting to Riko’s death hc by @starlightshadowsworld [Tumblr, 2026]

Kevin Day: a different kind of tragedy meta by @boredfangirl16 [Tumblr, 2026]

Kevin’s abuse meta discussion by @andrewminyard-josten, @dykekarkat [Tumblr, 2026]

Dependent Personality Disorder, Kevin Day, & the Edgar Allan Ravens meta by @cultpastorkevin [Tumblr, 2023]

Kevin Day grieving his abuser meta by @cultpastorkevin [Tumblr, 2024]

Cult Tips for AFTG writers meta by @cultpastorkevin [Tumblr, 2023] 

Kevin is fundamentally defined by loss meta by @lucky-slice [Tumblr, 2025]

Kandriel "Are you warm enough" prompt fill by @kevindayslefthand [Tumblr, 2020]

Sometimes Wymack regretted handing Kevin a bottle. fic by @cultpastorkevin [Tumblr, 2024]

Art

Always number two art by @w0opwo0p

absent father inspo board art by @doesephs

“It won’t happen again.” art by @doesephs

“Did you know I’ve never been skiing?” art by @agathah

Kevin art by @efimiamur

Escape art by @drowsymiha

Andrew Minyard and his filthy habit of collecting runaways art by @lucky-slice 

Kevin Day and being your mother's son art by @lucky-slice

Did Wymack see Kayleigh when Kevin showed up on his doorstep? animation by @remyunart

Abby and Kevin forehead mistletoe kiss by @emry-stars-art

“But Kevin had escaped, hadn't he?” art by @rafalopesart

“Hey, Jean. We made it out.” art by @everyonesadoptivedad