Envy

Hey there! My name is Envy, but you can also call me V if you’d like<3 I’m 23, and a semi-new AO3 author.

I mainly write on AO3, this blog was mostly made so I’d can be more in touch with communities (trying to put myself out there more😅). This way I can update people about fics and maybe make some friends? If you’d like to be friends, feel free to DM me or interact with my posts, I encourage interactions! But I will say… MINORS DNI please!

My current fixations:

BloodyMary

Iron Lung

Project Hail Mary

Ryan Gosling Cinematic Universe (Court, Colt, Ryland specifically)

My AO3 account currently only has two fics, both of which are ongoing but are for completely separate fandoms. One of them I won’t mention on here because it has less of a community on Tumblr than the other.

The BloodyMary fic I am currently writing is linked here:

Just ‘Cause I Want You

I’ve been seeing some tiktok edits about the “Colt & Ryland twins + older bro Court AU” and the storyline about Ryland being the brother that Court’s father abused. And it got me thinking of canon Grace and how he puts ALL of his effort into his students/his humor. And how he pushed everyone away.

And what if, right, Grace was abused? And what if he struggled so deeply with what he went through as a kid that he genuinely thought he wanted to die at one point? What if, one day, he downed some of his mom’s old sleeping pills? And what if, before the world went dark, he started to panic and called 911, because he realized just how badly he wanted to live?