odi et amo

you are the ‘c’ of a quadratic function. ax²+bx+c. yes, that last factor is you. now, suppose ‘c’ has any numerical value, positive or negative, other than zero (other than zero because you are alive right now) and 'ax²’ and 'bx' are the other people; your parents, your brothers and sisters, your friends, your lover. these people disappear when 'x’ is at zero, right? the function would also equal zero but, as i said earlier, you are the 'c’ of this quadratic function. in your case, the numerical value of 'c’ is never zero. you always have a value. and sometimes, when 'x’ is at zero, ‘c’ will still have a value and you will be the only person who is going to be there, for your own self. so, take care of yourself. the art of self care is very difficult to master at times and still, you are the 'c’ of this quadratic function. you will always have a value.

In life you will realize that there is a purpose for everyone you meet. Some will test you, some will use you, and some will teach you.

Even after all this time I knew there were rooms inside of her that she had never let me guess at, let alone enter.

You were my beautiful mistake and I don’t regret anything. I would do it all again in a heartbeat.