Icarus

why does romance have to trigger the most gut wrenching emotions and force you to confront deep rooted issues?? I feel like throwing up and im TERRIFIED

My knees are pretty much permanently bruised because I keep pinching at the skin when im bored or sad or feel any negative emotion at all which is quite often

I’ve had this anon for a while who like threatens to doxx me all the time and I actually don’t think I care about doxxing, like okay you know where I am?? Congratulations? What are you gonna do?? Are you gonna fly all the way here and kill me? I genuinely do not give a fuck

I’m thinking about ronin and i can’t stop, the man wrecks my brain like no one else, I swear to god if i spot anyone that looks vaguely like him this month im jumping on them immediately please god I’ve been so good GIVE ME A CHANCE WITH A BURGUNDY HAIRED ALT BOY WHO SAYS HES EVIL AND THE DEVIL

I miss Aiden

all people want to do is fuck me, not even my friends are exempt from that..im just as depressed as I was last night I hate this.

I love waking up and falling back asleep like I really didn’t even try to push through, although I had a weird dream which I’m sure means nothing and will definitely not come back later in my life

what a weird night, if anyone saw my borderline suicidal thoughts no you didn’t

There’s no bruises on my skin, no teeth marks on my neck, no cigarette in my hand, why do I even bother!!!!!!