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You only cum when you're ovulating now. You track it on the app, obsessively checking the little calendar like it's the countdown to a holiday. But the rest of the month is just edges.
Day after day of getting your pussy to the brink and stopping. Fingers soaked, clit throbbing, thighs shaking, and you pull away. Over and over until your brain rewires itself around the denial. Until wet becomes your default state. Until you're leaking through your underwear at the grocery store and clenching at your desk and thinking about cock with a frequency that should concern you.
By the time you're ovulating you're feral. The kind of desperate where you'd bounce on the first hard cock you see. Where you'd beg for it. Where the only coherent thought left in your head is put it in me, fill me up, breed me, please, please, please.
And you do. You find a cock and you climb on it and you're so wet from weeks of edging that you sink all the way down in one go. You're grinding on it, bouncing on it, greedy and messy and shameless. Using it. Milking it. Your pussy gripping so tight he can barely thrust because you're too busy bouncing on it. Your body wants him deep.
He cums inside you and you feel every pulse flooding into you, and your walls clamp down and squeeze like you're trying to drain him dry. Your orgasm hits hard. Weeks of edges detonating at once, so hard you can't breathe, so hard you can't see, your whole body seizing around him while your cunt milks him until there's nothing left.
You keep him inside you after. You don't let him pull out. You lie there with his cum pooling deep, your hips tilted up, your pussy still twitching, and you feel so full and so calm and so completely, perfectly used you start to get emotional.
Then next month you do it all over again. Wetter. Needier. Dumber.
You just keep getting worse and you don't want it to stop.
Summary: A mission goes awry and Toby is shot straight through the skull. Tim decides to take the new hole for a spin, and Toby is more than happy to let him have it.Â
Content/warnings: OHHH MY GOOOOD DONT FUCKING READ THIS IF YOU HAVE A WEAK STOMACH, Toby literally gets his brain fucked, bullet hole wound fucking, explicit gore, I cannot emphasize this enough STRAIGHT UP PENIS IN BRAIN SEX, brain creampie, guns/shooting/etc, age gap but everyone is a consenting adult, fake out death, Toby vomits a little at the end, cum leaking out of face holes it should never be in, mirror sex, rough dom top Tim, Tim bullies Toby for his trauma regarding his physically abusive father, use of homophobic language/slurs, degradation, just general nastiness, very mean spirited. NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART. THIS IS AS DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT AS IT GETS.
A/N: if you skipped the warnings on this one or didnât read them all the way, go back and fucking look at all of them, otherwise donât read.Â
Breaking and entering.Â
Itâs a routine for Tim and Toby at this point.Â
Tim can brute force open any door, Toby can pick any lock, and both of them have long since shaken off any qualms about taking a life. Theyâre skilled at it now, neither of them ever leaving the cabin without their weapon of choice. In a line of work like this one, after all, you can never be too prepared.Â
This was supposed to be easy.Â
Three people in the house, a couple and their third wheel squatting in an abandoned vacation home. Bare bones interior, probably no weapons.Â
Probably.
A lot of good âprobablyâ had done them.Â
Toby had gone in while Tim stood watch in the doorway, just in case one of their targets tried to run out. His revolver fit into his palm like a glove, his grip confident and ready. Heâs done this a million times before.Â
Tim can only hear the altercation going on in the back rooms of the house, but he has a good idea of whatâs happening.Â
The sound of a hatchet coming down onto a throat.Â
One down.Â
A woman screams. Something knocks over, a shelf or a table. A splatter. Silence.
Two down.
A man cries out. Something hits the wall. Rogers swears. Thereâs a struggle. A gunshot rings out.Â
âŚA gunshot.Â
A gunshot?!Â
Footsteps.
Fast, frantic footsteps coming down the hallway.Â
Tim readies himself, aiming towards the dark hall with a hand that is far too steady. Heâs holding his breath. The steps are getting closer.Â
In a split secondâs time the last target emerges from the shadows, Timâs gaze zeroes in on the whites of his eyes and the trigger of his revolver is pulled by a swift finger one, two, then three times.Â
The shots ring in his ears as the body falls limply to the floor, devoid of life in an instant.Â
Three down.Â
But still one bullet unaccounted for.Â
âRogers?â Tim calls into the hallway, stepping over the body without looking down.Â
No answer.
âRogers!â He says again, with more authority this time.Â
Nothing.Â
That little fucker runs his mouth like an engine at all hours of the day, but now heâs quiet?Â
A stabbing pain of fear twists in Timâs gut.Â
Their âbossâ wonât let them die, he knows that. The pseudo immortality theyâve been given keeps their bodies functioning and regenerating even after some of the worst injuries one could imagine; he knows that, heâs felt it, and yetâŚÂ
This silence is sickening.Â
He canât stop himself from rushing into the makeshift bedroom, heavy boots on the creaky wood floor announcing his presence before he calls for his partner again.Â
âAnswer me, dammit, Rogers!âÂ
He looks around the room, scanning the blood splattered walls. Two bodies are slumped against them, opposite to each other, one with its neck severed and the head hanging on by a thread of viscera, and the other with half of its innards thrown to the floor. Neither are Toby, he knows that in an instant.Â
Then his gaze trails to the center of the floor.Â
The cold washes over him so suddenly he feels faint. He can feel the color draining from his face as he lays eyes on his partner, face down on the ground, a thick splatter of blood painting a moonlit halo around his head.Â
Or whatâs left of it, anyways.
A hastily fired bullet has carved a path through the boyâs skull and out the other side.Â
Clean through.Â
Timâs body seizes with shock, disgust, grief, and everything in between, tensing so suddenly and so harshly he nearly passes out. A hand clamps over his mouth as it opens in a silent scream, a gasp that canât escape because he canât breathe. He rushes to the body before he can stop himself.Â
âRogers?! Rogers, get up!â He demands, but the way his voice cracks and trembles shows his true fear. He shakes his partnerâs still body harshly, desperate to jar him into consciousness.
Thereâs no movement.Â
Not a sound.Â
Timâs eyes start to wet behind his mask. He shakes harder, even bringing a fist down on his shoulder blade.Â
Nothing.Â
âThis isnât fucking funny, Toby!â Tim screams, landing a few more punches on his back, âIâve seen you take worse than this, get up!âÂ
Not even a twitch.Â
The realization settles in like splinters under Timâs skin.Â
He backs away from the body, the room spinning around him. He grasps at his face under his mask, his lungs starting to expand and restrict so fast itâs painful. Thereâs a searing panic burning the back of his skull and threatening to engulf his entire body. He stumbles back and falls onto one of the now bloodied mattresses their targets had been sleeping on.Â
This isnât happening.Â
This isnât happening.Â
Heâs not really gone.
Heâs not really gone heâs not really gone heâs not really gone heâs not really gone heâs not really goneâÂ
A sudden noise makes Tim jump out of his skin, his eyes shooting up to find the source of the sound.Â
Was that aâŚcough?Â
He looks down at Tobyâs body.Â
It hasnât moved.Â
Maybe it was just air escaping, or some other weird thing bodies do after death. If he didnât get up already, then he must beâŚ
Tim nearly screams when Toby suddenly splutters and hacks, his body jerking as he fights for air. Tim is frozen in place as he watches the partner he thought was dead slowly struggle to get up, managing to get on his hands and knees. He coughs again, spitting onto the ground and groaning at the unpleasant but not unfamiliar sight of blood.Â
âYeughâŚgod, itâs in m-my nose,â Toby mumbles with a sniffle, wiping his face with his sleeve. He doesnât notice Tim as he sits up on his knees, inspecting himself in a way that is far too casual.
âŚHe has no idea what just happened.Â
Tim can feel his eye twitching as he stands up slowly, his frenzied gaze trained on the younger man as he approaches. Toby looks up at the sound of the footsteps, and Tim has to stop himself from reacting to the sight. His body trembles as he forces himself to stay still.Â
Tobyâs right eye is completely gone. Thereâs not even a shred of the eyeball left, only a pulsing, bloody cavity he instantly recognizes as the entry hole of a bullet.Â
Toby blinks up at Tim with his remaining eye.Â
âS-Shit, I mustâve passed out whenâbitch!âwhen h-he hit me, heh. What, you-you thought I wasâgrrrk!âd-dead for real?â Toby asks with a head tilt and an amused giggle. Timâs eyes narrow.Â
Slowly Tim turns his head, following the imaginary trail the bullet would have made based on where Toby fell.Â
Right there, lodged into the decrepit wall right next to the doorway.Â
The first bullet.Â
Clean through, and out the back.Â
Toby follows his gaze, squinting in the dark to see whatever it is his senior partner is seeing.Â
ââŚO-Oh shit,â He mutters, âTalk about a-a closeâdonât listen!âa close callâc-callâcall me!âheheâŚâ
Tim stares back at him with a look in his eyes that says âYou have no fucking idea.â
ââŚW-Why are you looking at meâ a-at me like that?â
Tim looks around. For some reason, heâs not sure how to answer that.Â
That is, until he lays eyes on a conspicuously mirror shaped object draped in a sheet and pushed into the corner.
Yeah, itâs easier to just show him.
Tim shoves his hands into the pockets of his jacket as he walks over to the mirror, trying not to rush. Heâs annoyed with Toby for scaring him like that and nearly bringing him to tears, even if itâs not really his fault. Maybe startling him a bit will take the edge off that embarrassment.Â
Tobyâs eye follows him closely as he walks, then watches as his hand slowly raises to grasp the sheet obscuring the mirror. His brow raises, curiosity piqued.Â
The sheet is pulled away in an instant. The cloud of dust that results makes Toby cough, trying to wave it away from his face. He squints through the grimy mist, struggling to make out his own reflection in the mirror.
âL-Look, Tim, I donât know what it-it is that you n-need me toâsuck it! fuck you!âsee, but I-I donâtâ Oh my fucking God?!â
There it is.Â
Toby crawls closer to the mirror, his remaining eye wider than Tim had ever seen it and the hole where the matching one wouldâve been stretching gruesomely.Â
Tim winces. Toby canât feel it, even if he could feel pain normally all that nerve damage would make it numb, but Tim canât stop imagining what it would feel like.Â
ââŚJesus ChristâŚâ Is all Toby can manage as he looks at what remains of his face. He feels around the wound, getting far too close to touching the exposed insides for Timâs comfort. Toby stares at himself for a long few moments. Tim canât tell what heâs thinking.Â
Then Toby turns to his partner, and to Timâs surprise, heâs sporting the widest, most lopsided grin heâs ever seen, his crooked teeth stained with blood on one side where it runs down his cheek from the wound. Tim holds back a shudder.Â
âThe fuck you cheesinâ for?â Tim growls, walking around behind Toby to see him in the mirror, âYou nearly got half your damn face blown off!âÂ
âRelax, o-old man!â Toby replies without missing a beat, âIn a-a few days there wonât e-even be aâ b-be a markâŚâ
Tim rolls his eyes behind his mask. Thatâs true, yes. An injury this extensive will take a bit to regenerate, but itâll grow back like nothing happened. Still, Toby doesnât even seem mildly disturbed. He practically saw himself die, and here he is giggling to himself and moving his face in odd ways just to see the horrid wound contort in the mirror. The quiet squelching noises it makes nearly bring Tim to vomit.Â
ââŚYouâre not even a little put off by the fact thatâŚyou know. Youâre missing half your fuckinâ face?!âÂ
Toby lets out a sharp laugh at Timâs outburst, amused by his clear discomfort.Â
He turns to look up at Tim, yellow teeth glowing in the moonlight that leaks in through the busted windows.Â
ââŚI-I got a brand new hole f-for you to try out.âÂ
Tim gasps in disgust. Before he can think a hand comes up to smack Toby upside the head, though he immediately regrets it when a splatter of blood is thrown to the floor as Toby rocks forward.Â
âDonât say shit like that, you dirty fuckinâ pervert!âÂ
Toby nearly breaks out into hysterics at that, grabbing his sides as he laughs like a maniac. His tics increase tenfold at the sudden rush of energy, his fingers flexing unnaturally and tearing at his sweatshirt.
âH-How can I not?! You m-make it so f-fuckingâfuck! funny!â fun, haha!â Toby replies, his voice cracking as his head jerks involuntarily in all directions.
Tim crosses his arms, huffing in annoyance but not sure what to say. He can feel his cheeks getting warm under his mask. He hates when Toby laughs at him. It pisses him off like nothing else.Â
He stares daggers into Tobyâs restless reflection as he leans into the mirror to inspect his wound again, mumbling to himself endlessly and doing his best to stay still.Â
Tobyâs rambling starts to fade out as Tim glares at his mirror image. He can feel something dark bubbling up inside of him, its vines sprawling out and over his body as he marinates in his thoughts.Â
He thought he was gone.Â
For a second there, he really thought heâd lost Toby for good.
And now here he is, without a care in the world, looking at his own fucking gunshot wound like itâs a new tattoo.Â
Someone oughta teach this kid a lesson.Â
Timâs not sure what comes over him, but something, a nagging little thought has settled into his brain and taken root there. It thumps in the back of his skull like a heartbeat under the floorboards. He pulls one of his hands from its glove, looking down at his bare palm.Â
ââŚYou think this is all some joke, donât you?â Tim mutters, forcing the words through gritted teeth. Toby doesnât even turn to look at him.Â
âW-Why are so damn u-uptight, old man? Itâs notâgrrrk!âitâs not like I d-died. Psuedo-immortality, r-remember?â
âBut you couldâve. You know at the end of the day you canât really trust anything that monster gives you. It would kill you in an instant if it felt threatened or betrayed.âÂ
âT-The fuck is yourâ i-is your problem?!â
Suddenly Toby isnât all smiles anymore. His head jerks to the side violently, pulling a sickening pop from his neck. Tim is used to these mood swings, but that doesnât stop the heavy tension that settles over the room.Â
âY-Youâre always on my back about something, a-arenât you old man?!â Toby hisses. Timâs ungloved hand squeezes and flexes at his side.Â
âYou a-always got something to say about m-me, or what Iâfucker! shit!âwhat I-I think, you can never j-just let meââÂ
Toby is cut off as a high pitched cry is violently forced from his throat, making his body spasm as it dissolves into an animalistic moan like neither of them have ever heard. It feels like every nerve in his body is seizing, splitting apart and contorting under his skin. He almost screams at the feeling, but he canât manage it. Heâs choking on nothing.
Thereâs a sickening squelch as something is ripped from the back of his skull, and he falls forward onto his hands, dizzy and struggling to breathe.Â
âW-WhatâŚwhat the f-fuckâŚwasâŚâ
He canât even finish the sentence between his inability to process the unnatural sensation that just overtook him and the indescribable feeling still rippling through his body.Â
Slowly he cranes his neck to look back up into the mirror. Instantly his eye is locked onto Timâs, but he isnât looking back. Heâs staring at something else.Â
He follows Timâs gaze down slowly, swallowing thickly with a sudden nervousness. His eye widens as it falls on the thing that has captivated Timâs gaze:Â
His ungloved hand, the middle and ring fingers now dripping with blood and viscera not his own.Â
No. Fucking. Way.
âDidâŚd-did you justâŚâ
Tim doesnât answer.
He doesnât have to.Â
For the first time in a long time, Toby is still. His twitching and jerking ceases, his face halts its uncomfortable wrenching; Heâs still, and soundless.Â
Thereâs a beat of silence where they both just stare at Timâs bloodied hand, neither of them moving an inch. Itâs like time has stopped in this instant. Toby can feel his heartbeat throbbing in his brain. Something in his chest is twisting and turning with a burning emotion he canât quite place yet.Â
He doesnât even have time to process the sudden movement before Tim has plunged his fingers into the wound once again.Â
This time Toby is forced to watch his reflection in the mirror as Tim violates the gorey cavity, thick digits rooting around inside his head and shooting a new sensation through him with every touch. His entire body stiffens, his mouth falling open involuntarily as he loses control of it. He can feel his senses being reduced to mush as he groans, the endless sound falling from his lips in unintelligible waves. Itâs mindless, desperate babbling, but he canât do anything else.Â
Toby watches the depraved scene in the mirror until his eye starts to roll back in his head, further than it should be able to. Tim watches the hazel iris recede until only white is left. Only then does he finally give some reprieve, yanking his hand back and shaking off the chunks that come with it.
Tobyâs head bows towards the ground as he catches his breath, his entire body rocking as he heaves desperately for air. Heâs too preoccupied to notice the way Tim is leering down at him, his breathing now hot and labored.Â
ââŚHow did that feel?âÂ
Toby sneers at the question, not looking up.Â
âH-How did it feel?! Youâre d-digging aroundâshhhh!â in m-my fucking brain, d-dipshit, how do youâ d-do you think it f-feels?!â
âI donât know. Thatâs why Iâm asking. I know it doesnât hurt, so how does it feel?âÂ
For some reason, Toby doesnât have an answer to that. He wants to snap back with something witty and biting, to tell him it feels like Hell and back and if he doesnât stop heâll scatter his brains next, butâŚ
That wouldnât be the total truth.Â
ââŚItâŚI-It feelsâŚâ He stammers, unable to find the words. He sits back up on his knees, locking eyes with his partner in the mirror. Tim is silent. Heâs anticipating the rest of that sentence. Toby thinks for a moment, a series of tongue clicks in an odd rhythm sounding as he pauses.Â
ââŚItâŚI-It wasnât bad, if thatâs w-what youâre looking for.âÂ
Timâs breath hitches.Â
Only Toby could hear a sound so small, yet so telling.Â
He has to push this further.
âA-Actually it was kind ofâŚk-kind of good, y-you know? I-I donât knowârrrngh!âhow to explain it, but i-it justâŚitâs like n-nothing Iâve ever f-felt or imagined, I-Iââ
Toby cuts himself off with a gasp as Tim grasps his hair tightly. His other hand moves to his belt. The sound of the metal buckle makes Toby shiver.Â
Tim leans down a bit, speaking lowly to his partner.Â
âKeep talking.âÂ
Tobyâs stomach flips.Â
Timâs not giving him a choice.
âI-Itâs likeâŚfuck, itâs l-like every muscle in myâ in my b-body is spasming like c-crazy,â Toby continues, watching with crazed eyes as Tim slides the belt from its loops. He grits his teeth as it clatters to the ground.Â
He doesnât want this to stop.Â
He has to keep going.Â
âI-Itâs like f-fire under my skin, b-but I canât feel t-the burnâŚâÂ
Timâs hand moves to the fly of his jeans.Â
ââŚI-I lose all control of m-my body, I canâtâfuck off!âI-I canât even think, i-it just all turns i-into gibberishâŚâ
Tim tugs down his zipper, and Toby can see his twitching bulge straining against his boxers.Â
ââŚItâs l-like I can feel myself l-losing my mind, and I c-canât do anythingâ d-do anything about it, I c-canât even p-putâput it back! put it back!âput together a sentenceâŚâ
Tim hooks a thumb under the waistband of his boxers. He starts to push them down.Â
ââŚF-Fuck, Tim, I-I wanna feel it again.âÂ
Toby clamps a hand over his mouth to stifle the moan that threatens to break free as he watches Timâs erection spring free from the confines of his clothes. Heâs thick and uncut, throbbing with rabid need. Toby shudders as his partner lets out a relieved groan, breathing hard under his mask.Â
âS-Shit, TimâŚy-yourâyour cock! your cock!ân-no! I mean youâreâyour cock! your cock! fat cock!âdammit! I-I didnât mean to s-say thatâ!â
âIâm taking you up on your offer, RogersâŚâ Tim growls, cutting off Tobyâs attempt to explain himself. He grabs Tobyâs head with both hands, fingers digging into the front of his wound on one side and the gash in his cheek on the other. This time Toby doesnât bother to stop the moan that crawls up his throat as he feels Timâs cock rut against the back of his head.
ââŚI wanna give this new hole of yours a proper fucking. What do you say?â
Toby canât see Timâs mouth, but he can tell heâs smiling from the way his eyes crinkle at the corners behind his mask. Toby groans at the thought. He canât stop the crooked grin that spreads across his pale face like butter on a hot pan.
âPâŚP-Please, Tim,â He whispers, and he knows heâs hit a nerve when he feels Timâs grip tighten for a moment.
ââŚPlease what, Rogers?âÂ
He figured he wouldnât get it that easy.Â
âPlease, Tim,â Toby continues, sucking in  a breath and swallowing his pride, âI-I want you t-to fuck me, pleaseââÂ
Tim ruts against the back of his head again, barely brushing his wound. He wants more.
âP-Please, fuck, I-Iâmâneed! give it!âIâm begging you! I need it, I-I need you to fuck m-my brains out, please!âÂ
Tim shifts his hips. Heâs lining up at the opening.Â
Itâs working.Â
âPlease, please, p-please, Tim, I-I want you to f-fuck my brain! I n-need toâfffuck! fuck! fuck!âI need t-to feel it! Please, dammit, j-just fuckingâ!â
Toby doesnât get a chance to finish his sentence.Â
Tim shoves himself inside the bloody cavity without warning, forcing Tobyâs brain out of the way as his cock enters. The scream that rocks Tobyâs body is as lustful as it is carnal and gruesome. He reaches up on instinct and grabs Timâs wrists, not trying to pull his hands away but holding on for dear life before he loses the ability to move at all.Â
âYou broke so easy,â Tim sneers as he bottoms out, talking over Tobyâs uncontrollable moaning, âWhat would the others think if they saw you begging for dick like a whore on the street? Huh?!â
He punctuates his sentence with a sudden rut of his hips, making Toby yelp and his body jerk. His nails dig into Timâs arms, and the pain is delicious.Â
Tim studies the scene before him in the mirror.Â
Itâs disgusting. Itâs horrid. He can see the tip of his leaking cock resting inside his partnerâs skull.Â
He doesnât want this to end.Â
Heâs going to relish this opportunity, every sickening moment of it.Â
âWhat would they thinkâŚâ
Tim starts to pull back, breath trembling at the slick noises from the movement.
ââŚIf they knew I had you whining for me like a dirty fuckinâ sissy?!â
He pushes back in with even more force than before. Blood is forced out the front of the wound, dripping down Tobyâs face and onto the floor, leaving a red trail on his skin. His meaningless babbling is music to Timâs ears.
Again Tim pulls back, faster this time, and pushes in again. He watches Tobyâs face in the mirror as he finds his rhythm, completely enamored as it contorts with overwhelming sensations that no human should ever experience. His mouth is hanging completely open, his tongue limp and lying against his chin as he pants and wails desperately like a dog in heat. Heâs starting to drool from the lack of muscle control.
Thereâs something about watching Toby quite literally lose his mind at his hand that makes Tim feel like God.Â
âYou know, I like you a lot better when you canât run your mouth,â Tim says with a chuckle. He digs his fingers into the front of the wound, groping around in the cavity and feeling the pulsing meat shift under the pads of his fingertips.
âYouâre lucky Iâm not gonna tell anyone about this, not gonna tell the others youâre a nasty fuckinâ faggot whoâs so desperate for dick youâd take it in your brainâŚat least someoneâs finally making use of the lump of meat in your head, eh?!â
He pulls Tobyâs skull back on his cock hard and fast, fucking into the hole with more fervor than he thought possible. His arms are bleeding now from where Tobyâs nails are digging in, his knuckles locked up as his motor function is ripped to shreds.Â
Timâs eyes trail down the reflection as he thrusts, down to Tobyâs body and stopping at the tent in his pants. Thereâs a painfully obvious stain on his groin now where his erection is straining against the denim of his jeans with wretched need. His precum is leaking through the material in viscous waves, a constant stream of shameful arousal. It looks like it hurts, like his zipper is about to burst, but Tim has no interest in granting him even that small mercy of freeing his hard-on.Â
âDamn,â He mumbles to himself, watching the liquid pool where the tip of his partnerâs cock pushes against his pants, âYou really are enjoying this, arenât you? Youâre not just tolerating it to see how far Iâll go, youâre getting off on this shit! Youâre a dirty fuckinâ boy slut!âÂ
Heâs getting mean, meaner than he really needs to be, but he doesnât care. Toby might not even be able to hear him, and even if he can, Timâs not going to waste this chance while his partner canât snap back.Â
He ruts his hips more intentionally, trying to hit every spot he can. Heâs catching on to patterns, that certain touches here or there make Toby twitch or jerk or yelp involuntarily. His eye has rolled back in his head almost completely. It looks agonizing, and it only makes Tim thrust faster.Â
âThen again, in that messed up little mind of yours I bet this is nothing. Youâre so used to gettinâ beat on this practically soft to you, ainât it?! Or did your old man slam your head into the concrete too many times for you to know the damn difference?!âÂ
Timâs practically screaming at him now, drool running down his chin and neck as he loses himself to the pleasure. Itâs unbearably hot under his mask, but he canât bring himself to release his death grip on Tobyâs head to take it off.Â
âI shouldâve put you in your place a long time ago, lord knows youâve needed it for who knows how long!âÂ
Tim angles his hips upward a bit, brushing against a certain spot that makes Toby tense and cry out suddenly. The thing Tim notices most, though, is the way Tobyâs cock twitches in his pants. It spurts just a bit, not climaxing yet but getting dangerously close. The stain on the front of his pants is only growing with each passing second that Tim violates his brain.
âOh, you really are disgusting,â Tim huffs, âYouâre really about to cum in your pants, and I havenât even touched your cock? Thatâs pathetic, Rogers.â
Tim angles his hips up again just to watch the precum gush from his partnerâs tip, his stomach flipping in his gut at the thought that Toby is so, so damn close, but he canât beg for more or touch himself or even move at all.Â
âNnghâŚLike hell Iâm gonna let a little bitch boy like you cum first, though.âÂ
He takes a moment to adjust his grip. Heâs preparing for the last stretch.Â
The speed of his thrusting increases tenfold, completely losing all sense of rhythm. He can feel the pleasure taking him over, melting his resolve and screaming at him to go, go, go, just keeping going, go until you canât anymore, and thatâs exactly what he intends to do.Â
âYou better take all of my cum, Rogers,â Tim growls through gritted teeth, âThough I ainât exactly giving you a choice, am I? Youâll take it whether you like it or notâŚâÂ
He hasnât looked away from Tobyâs face in the mirror. The sight of it twitching and frozen in a state of screaming ecstasy is like a horrific work of art. Timâs never going to forget it. He wonât forget any of this. Every second is burned into his brain, and heâs more than happy to keep it that way.
The gory cavity is carved into the shape of Timâs cock by now, each thrust only feeding the growing puddle of blood and viscera on the ground below Toby. That stain will stay there forever, Tim thinks. A permanent reminder of the debauchery the two of them are so gleefully partaking in. The idea of someone else finding this old house scattered with bodies, walking around and not even knowing the half of what these walls have been subjected toâŚ
God, thatâs good.Â
The knot in Timâs stomach starts to tighten.Â
He canât hold on for much longer. Neither can Toby.Â
Tim angles his hips in that special way again, hitting that sensitive spot over and over and over again with each frenzied thrust. Tobyâs practically soaking himself now, so close to the edge but not quite close enough to fall off, though he runs the risk with each passing second. Itâs barely a matter of time.Â
Faster, faster, faster, thatâs the only thing Tim can think.Â
More, more, more, thatâs all he can think about.
Faster, faster, faster, more, more, more, more, more more more moremoremoreâ
âShit!âÂ
Suddenly Tim throws his head back with a wild noise, his cock releasing without warning into the bloody cavity heâs been so graciously desecrating. At the same time he brushes that spot again, and itâs finally enough to give Toby his release, too, only a second later. His cum soaks the front of his now completely ruined jeans, the shameful stain running down his groin and thighs. The scream he lets out as his climax rocks his body will haunt Timâs dreams.Â
Timâs thrusting doesnât slow to a stop until it feels like his balls are empty. Only then does he finally go still, allowing himself to breathe. He looks up at the ceiling as he pants, letting his eyes flutter closed for a moment as his orgasm gradually washes away.
Finally Tim allows his fingers to unfurl, releasing Toby as he pulls his cock from his ruined skull. It comes back soaked in blood and sticky with viscera, taking a few chunks with it. He tries to step back, but Tobyâs still gripping his wrists.
He manages to shake him off, only for Tobyâs body to go completely limp and fall forward, face first onto the dusty wood floor and into the puddle of mixed bodily fluids. He twitches a bit, but doesnât move or show any signs of life beyond that. Anyone else would think heâs dead.Â
âIâm not falling for that again,â Tim mumbles with an eye roll, using his discarded glove to wipe off his now flaccid cock before tucking it back into his boxers and zipping up his pants.Â
He crouches over Toby, grabbing his hair and forcing him up from the floor back onto his knees. All Toby can manage is a pathetic groan. Tim studies his partnerâs fucked-out face in the mirror for a moment, watching as the blood and seed lazily roll down his cheek and chin. He canât help but chuckle to himself.
ââŚAnything to say for yourself?â Tim asks teasingly, shaking him a bit.
The only response he gets is the sound of gagging as Toby retches. Tim barely moves back in time to watch him cough up a horrible concoction of blood, cum, and God knows what else without being in the splash zone.Â
âGoddammit, watch it!â Tim scolds cruelly, âIf you hurl on my new boots Iâm leaving you like this.âÂ
He at least has the decency to let Toby finish before scooping up his limp, helpless body. He carries him under his arm like a log, not taking any care to be gentle.
âIâll get you back home to Eyeless,â Tim mutters, âHe doesnât ask too many questions, and heâll patch you up good âtil youâre all healedâŚâÂ
Tim tries not to think too hard as he carries his partner out of the house, away from the crime scene and into the endless wooded darkness.Â
All is quiet for a moment, save for the sound of Timâs heavy steps on the dry leaves. That is, until what Tim thinks is a muffled giggle sounds from his partner. He stops and looks back, but thereâs no more noise.Â
Dammit, he thinks.Â
Neither of us are going to be forgetting this.Â
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The sheets beneath you are warm, freshly laundered, and⌠oddly unfamiliar. The room smells like cedar and something sweeter- lavender, maybe, or rose. Your body is heavy, but not sore. Your limbs obey you, but slowly, like theyâve forgotten how to move without permission.
Thereâs a collar around your neck.
You reach for it instinctively, fingers brushing leather worn smooth. Itâs snug. Not tight. Not loose. Just⌠there. Like itâs always been there. Like it belongs.
You sit up. The room is dim, lit by a single lamp on the floor. No windows. No clock. A bowl of water waits beside the bed, which lays on the floor, and beside that, a folded blanket and a leash coiled neatly in promise.
The door opens.
A figure steps in- calm, composed, carrying a tray. Tea, toast, a small vial of something red. I smile when I see you awake. Not surprised. Not relieved. Just⌠pleased.
âGood morning, pup,â I say, voice low and steady. âYouâre home.â
You donât remember leaving.
You⌠donât remember arriving.
But the collar feels right. And the word- pup- settles in your chest like a name you forgot you had earned.
I upend the vial into the tea, kicking something aside, as if I donât want you to see it. Itâs a long, thin metal instrument- a handle on one end, a pick on the other. The sharp end is rust red with dried blood.
You reach up to your face, past the collar, and feel a bandage over one eye.
So thatâs where your memories went.
You open your mouth to speak, to ask a question- or maybe to scream- but the dryness just rumbles out like youâre coughing up dust.
âShhh.â I shush you. âPuppies donât speak.â
But itâs not that you donât speak- you canât.
âYour transformation is coming along perfectly. Youâre going to be such a good dog.â
all i'm saying is if somebody wanted to, oh i dont knowww,,,,, put me in front of a puppy slut spiral an feed me messages about being a good little breeding pup until my cunt was drooling as much as my mouth,,,, i wouldn't object
I want to say âI consent to having my brain drainedâ. I want to feel my mind going quiet. I want to feel my thoughts dripping out between my legs. I want to become completely blank and empty. I want to become a mindless and submissive toy.
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need to be hypnotized to be the obedient pet of a dom and a bratty sub. just dumb, empty headed, thoughtless, mindless, and obedient. unable to do or even think about anything other than following commands. I'm happily following instructions, fucking the other sub, who's tied to the bed, slowly at our owners command. the brat wants me to go faster, but owner commanded me to go slow, so I stay at the same, steady pace, just wanting to have us fuck as background noise as he works. I'm unable to care about my own pleasure, finding so much more pleasure in obeying. suddenly, the brat, noticing owner engrossed in his work, gets a wicked idea
"good puppies fuck faster" he whispers, snapping his fingers. my brain registers my trigger and the command and I helplessly obey, picking up speed and whimpering as my tdick twitches against the strap-on from the pleasure of obeying.
"good puppy!" the brat coos in my ear and I whine, humping desperately.
"good puppies stay quiet" he murmurs to me with another snap, making sure owner won't hear my desperate noises. I go silent, alternating between biting my lip and panting quietly so I can best follow commands.
the brats breath starts picking up and hitching and he chokes out "good puppies fuck harder", gasping as he gets closer and closer, his shaking fingers barely able to make a snap. this time, however, owner hears him, hears the sound of the bed creaking more. he turns to see me thrusting into his property, much faster than he originally decided, just as he hears the snap of fingers and watches me go even harder. he tsks and stands up, approaching us.
the brats eyes widen as he sees our owner. "stay" he says in a commanding voice, slapping his fingers, and I instantly freeze. owner looks disapprovingly at the brat. "you naughty thing. not only misbehaving, but making our poor puppy a pawn for it?" owner places a hand on my back and strokes soothingly. "the poor thing doesn't know any better, his dumb little brain only knows how to obey! you should know better than to take advantage of that." owner frowns at the brat, but clearly, this has only given the brat, so close to orgasm, even more ideas. after all, he's already going to be punished. why not enjoy himself while he can?
"good puppies fuck!" he says with a smirk, snapping his fingers and gasping in pleasure as I pick up the same pace from before. owner had clearly made a mistake in making me unable to disobey any command given to me by either of them
"stay" owner snaps again, his jaw set as he thinks of all the ways he can punish his disobedient brat. I freeze. "such a little whore. how-"
"fuck" the brat cuts off owner and snaps again and I start thrusting again, mind empty beyond the last command given to me.
"stay" snap
"fuck" snap
"stay" snap
"fuck" snap
"stay" snap
"fuck" snap
it's too much for my dumb puppy brain to handle. their voices and snaps overlap and I don't know whether to move or not. my eyes roll up and I go limp, collapsing on top of the brat, twitching in pleasure from all the snaps and commands. owner sighs.
"look what you've done. you've broken your toy." owner says, looking at me with sympathy as he continues to pet my limp body. "only good sluts get their toys repaired, you know." the brat whines pitifully, but owner ignores it, maneuvering me so I'm on my back next the brat. he takes in the blissful, blank, mindless expression on my face, my soaking wet hole, the way my cock throbs as he takes the strap off of me. a bit of drool slides down my chin and there's clearly no thoughts going on behind my eyes. a perfect puppy fucktoy, truly and deeply broken
"you poor dumb little thing. you were just made to be used, weren't you?" owner murmurs to me, swiping a finger along my hole. I don't make a noise as he rubs the underside of my clit, and he sighs and he realizes how his brat got away with this for so long
"good puppies can make all the noise they want" owner says and snaps his fingers. I immediately start whimpering and barking and whining, little puppy noises since I'm completely beyond even attempting to think in human words.
"poor toy needs to be used so badly. such a shame it was being used by such a naughty whore. don't worry, pup, I'm here now to use you how you deserve. good puppies spread their legs for owner" I open my legs wide and pant happily at the pleasure of following commands and hearing the snap. owner chuckles. "so wet, aren't you? made into a desperate little thing, just from obeying." my tiny dumb puppy brain can't comprehend what owner is saying to me, but I feel so good knowing I'm pleasing him
"I bet you want my cock so bad, huh puppy? don't you? speak!" owner snaps and I bark, excited over hearing the word cock, one of the few my brain still understands. "good puppy!" owner coos, lining up his cock with my hole and sliding in with a grunt. I howl in pleasure as owner starts to use me, starting off with a rough pace, clearly not looking to draw this out and make me wait to cum
the brat next to us pleas and whines and begs, but owner just ignores him, praising me and commanding me to speak, knowing ever snap and command obeyed makes me feel better and better
"look at me, puppy" owner snaps and my eyes find his. it takes all my brain power to keep my eyes on his, to follow owners commands. owner smiles at me and pleasure sparks throughout my brain. I'm close but it doesn't register beyond the pure pleasure of obedience.
"good puppies cum for owner" the snap reverberates throughout my mind and I clench around owners cock as I cum, pleasure completely whiting out my mind. owner keeps snapping and I keep cumming, unable to stop as the pleasure crashes over me over and over and over. eventually it subsides and owner is in my ear, praising me and cooing at me. he has me drink some water and tells me to rest and relax for a while, and of course that good puppies tell owner if they need anything. then, he stands up and turns to punish his brat
waking up on your day off to your owner whispering your triggers in your ears. slipping easily from the fuzziness of sleep to the fuzziness of trance. within minutes, you're nice and deep for owner. their voice coaxing you into brainless bliss. a dazed smile creeps across your face as their words weave you into blank stupidity. not a thought in your head. just their words, echoing, bouncing around, molding you however they want, molding you into their obedient little puppy. soon enough, you've been crafted into their perfect dumb dog. you're too dumb to think in anything but puppy impulses, too stupid to comprehend human words beyond owners commands. you bark happily as they clip a collar on and slip wireless headphones over your ears, playing their voice on loop, reminding you that you're just a dumb puppy who doesn't know anything except obeying owner.
they let you loose around the house while they do chores, and you explore your home as a dog. owner even puts your breakfast and water in bowls on the floor. as you walk around on all fours like a good little puppy, owners voice in your ear reminds you that puppies like you are always in heat. that puppies like you can't help but hump the pillows when they need relief and hump owners leg when they need release. after all, good puppies can't cum without permission. they're too stupid to know how! lucky for you, owner has left some pillows right on the floor for you. you start to hump, barking and whimpering as your heat gets stronger and stronger with owners words, drooling your dumb puppy brain out. soon, the pillow is wet from how much you've leaked all over it! but you just can't cum. whimpering in defeat, you go find owner. as soon as you see them, relief floods your mind. you don't even have to try to cum anymore. owner is there to decide everything for you. you scamper up to them, wrap yourself around their leg, and start humping, asking for help in the only way dumb little puppies know how. you drop your mouth, tongue out, panting, and hold your paws up to your chest to beg. you throw in some desperate whines for good measure. owner coos at you, praising you for being so dumb, such a gooooood stupid puppy! you bark happily and hump harder. being talked to like the dumb doggy you are makes your shrunken brain feel even better.
"is the little puppy in heat? awh, poor thing. that's alright, pet. owner will think for you. owner will take care of it. let's go to the bedroom and breed, pet! we'll make good use of that heat," they say, clipping a leash onto your collar and leading you to the bedroom, where you'll be able to show off what a good puppy their voice has made you.
Permanent hypnosis. Permanently putting someone into a nice docile obedient state where theyâll never be fully awake again. Even if you order them to act like a real person, theyâll still be calm and slow and blissfully thoughtless on the inside, perpetually stuck in a living dream. Or more precisely, perpetually lacking the volition and brainpower to do anything but obey.
Ghost sex where it shoves its ice cold fingers into your brain and makes your whole body go numb while it keeps pressing just the right nerve to make you keep cumming over and over
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sheâs gonna line it up against your ear, one hand gripping your skull, throbbing and pulsing against you. and then sheâs going to start pushing in.
itâll hurt at first. of course it will. but youâll bear it, wonât you? youâre a good servant, arenât you? thatâs right. good toy.
iâll groan while i force my bitchbreaker through that tight hole, where it was never meant to go. youâll squirm, feeling it throb inside your head. maybe youâll come to your senses too late, trying to tap out desperately.
and then, my girlmeat reaches your brain.
your soft, pathetic, vulnerable little brain.
iâll thrust into it, turning it to mush as my cock slams against the side of your skull <3 youâll spasm and grimace as the parts which control your body and face get obliterated. youâll faintly hear me groan about how good your brains feel <3 in between your relentless orgasms, as i stimulate your pleasure centers directly.
and when i cum, iâll flood your skull with a gallon of my thick, creamy load. youâll have the best orgasm of your life.
then, iâll slide out. without me to hold you up, youâll fall to the floor, still twitching and still cumming. if you can speak at all by then, youâll be mumbling âthank yousâ and âpleasesâ.
youâve sacrificed every higher function you once had for the sake of getting me off.