fawnie

i hate feeling like i’m not doing enough for him or i can’t help him and it’s the worst feeling in the world because all i want is to help him

how tf do you ask someone for comfort I just sit there like a little bitch

i’m about to see ethel cain live and i think something’s going to happen to me spiritually

when I’m excited about something but they don’t match my excitement so i just go shoot myself

when you’re so bored but alone all day every day so you genuinely start using gooning as a hobby because it’s the only thing that doesn’t make you feel like you wanna die but it makes you feel guilty

me when i see blood so i know i am getting better at it 🤑🤑🤑 my arm be stinging but we thug it out

urges won fuck it we ballin 🤑🤑🤑🤑

the urges are getting harder now that i see that we have resources where i am

i have been having a really bad urge to relapse because it feels good but i hate that it leaves psychical traces

i feel like this guy looked at me in a certain way and i feel so much disgust over myself right now like oh my hosh ew don’t do that. ❤️

hey why am i horrible at this

hi it makes me feel even more guilty than i already do

i feel like i did something really wrong and i’m scared

having a GOOD goon after having a painful one earlier is like winning a halo in royale high but you’re a masochist

to love me is to suffer me