deleting soon!

((hello, angel here !

im planning on deleting the blog due to a number of reasons, personal and practical. since i began working on my portfolio for uni, i found barely any time to find myself again in the giant pool of what these tumblr rp blogs used to be and are now, as well as drawing responses and getting into character. it has been a lovely time and i enjoyed it thoroughly !

however the amount of new things going on, added on top of private issues on the side, overwhelm me a bit too much ! i barely know what is happening here anymore and Nova has been under constant rework. its hard to get into a character thats not 100% ready to go.

i wanted u all to uncover all the secrets of Novas past and present i made carefully when creating her, i just dont think im able to, not right now at least.

although i have stated i might delete this blog, i might as well just let it be until i can post again regularly or often enough !

im really glad so many people interacted with Nova and im very happy people like her. perhaps she one day will come back and grace u all with her stellar presence once more💜💫

Oh? The basement?? My, are you alright?

Marvelous question, darling!

You see, back at the Academy, my interest in chemicals had sparked another one of my specialties that I haven't gotten the chance to fully explore just yet — strategic management through gas.

Feelings and emotions are things that control so many of us, turning those core parts of ourselves against us is quite powerful in my opinion~

And what's more powerful than love?

Love is a truly intense feeling. One that... Can turn your whole world upside down, make you act completely unlike yourself, ignore anything in the world because you're too focused on that one person, maybe even throw your whole life away under the impression that you don't need anyone else except for them and—

...Excuse me, where was I? Ah! If one was to make the other to fall in love with them instantly for a while without the burden of a long-term commitment and constant emotional turmoil, you can make them do anything! AND it's entertaining to watch! Genius, right?

Yes, it might be manipulative in a way. Did you think I went to the Academy of Evil or Sunshines & Rainbows?

The Essence is still very much a work in progress, which is why I ought to experiment and modify it further on, however it had proven itself to be very effective so far... I won't ever forget Ergy being chased by that crowd, truly hilarious!

Oh, but don't worry. It's not dangerous in light doses! That's why I put the first official prototype in a perfume bottle I designed especially for this occasion. Something fitting for the theme~

Before this, I have mostly experimented with my sleeping gas prototype, one I like to call "Moon's lullaby". It's incredibly effective especially in big doses, although I haven't gotten the chance to use it on anyone just yet. Not until my Supernova bombs reach perfection...

(im really sorry for breaking character, but for a long while now ive been noticing patterns in my creative processes that prevent me from properly getting into character and managing the blog accordingly. its been wonderful, interacting with different characters and making up fun scenarios, however i feel a break from it all to think is necessary. i have grown to be largely dissatisfied with Nova and so i will be reworking her, which might not only mean a wardrobe change but a revamp of her personality as well. please keep that in mind especially once shes able to return)

- N. Tropy F.

A nickname? Like I did with Neffy and Odie?

Well, sure, but don't complain or whine when I actually decide give you one!