Not that i running out idea for what to post next, but this challenge is a thing id always wanted to do! so here we go: me joining the 30 Days Challenge!! So, here how it works, i have to write one post a day in 30 days! but, because this month is kinda hectic and i wouldnt promise something i couldnt do, i will adjust the rule.  Since i post two writings a week, i will make this 30 writings challenge rather than promising 30 days straight! so, probably my next 30 posts will be around this challenge. 

30 Day Letter Challenge

WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you know

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want to tell everything to, but afraid too

So, few days ago i went to my friend’s and her design class’ exhibition. It was nice, to see young people with crazy idea, and also able to make it real thing! 

But my friend’s theme was so her, i mean she took selflessness as her theme, unapologetic self, why should i sorry for being me kinda thing you know, while i still trying to figuring out myself. 

It just stroke me right in the feeling, since lets admit it, i will never in the position where i stop figuring out my self, i cant really see it coming, even after this 20 years of looking.

So, also in that exhibit i went straight to my youtube playlist last January, when im in the hardship of moving to another country and all of the struggles, i listened to this song, like idk hundred times.  and here it is, my last January 2016, theme song (or one of it!)

Figure Me Out by The Summer Set

I'm a bit too pop for the punk kids, but I'm too punk for the pop kids I don't know just where I fit in cause when I open my mouth I know nobody's listenin' To the words of a prophet who still can't turn a profit Cause I don't fit in with the in crowd, but I'm too Hollywood to go back to my hometown Cause they think that I'm famous when I know I'm a fraud Who got too fucked up on the finer things to remember who he forgot But I believe there's more to life than all my problems maybe there's still hope for me to start again Get my feet back on the ground Pull my head out of the clouds I think it's time for me to figure me out

Let's get back to the basics and take it back to the basement Where I heard Born To Run for the first time and I stared at my dad in amazement He said, "Son don't stop chasing great and keep pounding the pavement." So I'd much rather die tryin' to make something sacred than live as another YouTube sensation Cause I hate that they're famous for being something they're not

While I'm too hung up on the things I don't have to appreciate what I've got But I believe there's more to life than all my problems maybe there's still hope for me to start again Get my feet back on the ground Pull my head out of the clouds I think it's time for me to figure me out Time for me to figure me out Time for me to figure me out

So if you hear this song turn it up real loud Cause it's time for me to figure me out Alright, if you hear this song turn it up real loud Cause it's time for me to figure me out

Its two days late to post this because this was my January book, managed to read couple hudreds of pages in the middle of finishing my thesis, well, so i will tell you whats this post gon be about: this is not a review, not like the normal one, with the plus minus points and shit, nor some kind of summary post, okay? 

It will be under #mereading part, and it will be more about my take on what i read, the moment, the message, the feeling, the logic i got from what i read. so its personal, me, my opinion, and remember: everyone could get different view, it is normal! different is the beautiful thing we’ve all shared! tell me your view! leave a comment of message me or what ever.

Alright, sorry for the long ass intro, its the first post on #mereading, so yeah, just giving yall a lil bit of heads up! but now, here we go! 

I took this book back from the shelf right after new year’s eve, prior to the winning of Donald Trump in the 2016 election, oh god what a terrible time to live in. I got this book few years ago, and bring it over to my place from home because i think somehow i can take something from this book for my school paper.

(source: danbrown.com)

I grabbed this book (not by the p-word) because this books always gave me chills on how cruel the politics could be, specifically in the U.S. since the book got set in the U.S governmental body. well, all of Dan Brown’s books gave me chills but you know this is just right at the moment! 

Talking about DB’s books, several days ago, me and my friends talking about how this actually just all about conspiracy theory but BUT BUT with an exact example than could still attract me and my friends to read it all till the end.

This particular book Deception Point gave me a picture of politics, business, and science from many perspectives, and honestly, i just cant take a stance just yet! i mean i could be agree with Pickering who would do anything, literally, for saving an institution as big as NASA, or i could agree with the evil senator but only small part of his way of thinking, or i could be in the president team, you know. i just, i guess, i just dont want to think too deep in what position i wanna be. 

The President character in the book reminds me of the Presidential candidate from House of Cards season 3, Heather Dunbar. Dunbar and him gave me the vibe of good politicians that we barely could find nowadays, so dreamy like character. 

In this very moment, when America kind of crumbling, divided, the inauguration went nuts, the administration started to fired some shit, and all. this book just feels right to read.

Its kinda late, im sorry the first post not that great, and i do recognized that as im very sleepy atm. i will write more, and hopefully my writing will be more open and of course better gradually.

Duh, the tittle is so boring. But anyway, hi there! Thanks for reading this no matter how you found this account!

This is a new account if you haven’t figure out, i made this 20th of January 2017, but im not new on tumblr, been on this site since long time ago, i was handling big fandom accounts back then, well still handling it from time to time nowadays, so yeah that’s my long story short with tumblr.

Before telling you why did i make this account, let me introduce you a little bit myself, since you’ll find out more on my upcoming posts. Im not going to tell my name, nor where i reside these days, you’ll find out in a minutes. Im in my early 20, and since my mom decided to put me in school earlier, i will be graduating soon. Taking a very serious major but still so damn fun i couldn’t tell if i was studying or what but it keeps me thinking critically in general. I am a proud woman, i prefer to be refer as a she, i am not going to judge towards any religion, any sexual orientation, any race, any skin color, any language, basically i respect differences and i believe differences that made us beautiful community.

As open minded as i could be, i dont tolerate hate! No hate speech, just no hate! I mean as a human of course you allowed to be pissed, annoyed, or anything but hate. Hate on my definition, is a bad way of life because if you hate, you spreading the negative energy, and that negative energy, will just not be evaporate into the air but it also corrupt yourself, and i ain’t being here for that.

My opinion towards social media is clear, im a user, im a social media savvy, but i just cant fit in the show off culture, and that is why, i dont have instagram, and snapchat or anything that mostly filled with things that could triggered me to action less and pay more attention to haters, or something i cannot own, i cannot relate to, or the unhealthy showing off culture in general. But i do actively tweet, about my thoughts, about positivity i could spread without showing off how do i look when i wake up. Not that those who do that are wrong, i just cannot relate, and im not saying im not confidence or having low self esteem like i often feel, i just cannot relate.

I particularly like reading, any books lately, and i write too, i post it on my tumblr, but mostly went to archive since im not so sure to post it publicly. Im not in the period where i could happily got affected by mean comments, im just keeping myself clean you know. Im just not ready. I love taking pictures, mostly food, and i do lots of travels in university, or universities since i attended more than one.

Well, now lets get in to the business. Why did i create this account? As i told you, im not so into showing off about what i have and not really joining the trends if i cannot relate to it, and im still jot really to be judged online by some internet trolls sitting infront of their computers, so heres my solution, i created an account and will post annonimously, i usually talk about the shits that i about to post on this account to all of my smart small circle, oh yeah i just called them smart, it is true tho, i was in the middle of smart people in my uni life, and smarter small group of friend that i could talk about anything to, and will get a smart honest feedback and wide-range perspectives that will broaden my mind in anyways. Our conversation never become a dull one, no awkwardness since we all talk with open minded to all perspective and because we are all respect each others opinion, the conversation always have positive vibe and mostly solution-based result. We aint talking shit for nothing. They are all numbers of funny people so yeah, i never really feel i could tell anything that possibly be told to the internet before, to the stranger internet troll. BUT, we are all about to graduate very soon, now were all busy working on our thesis and personal activities, it started getting in to me, and eventho we still talk from time to time, i just have so many things to say and many thoughts to be discuss with. And here i am, trying my luck telling things to the internet.

I will be keep talking to my inner circle, but you know just want to find more friend that have broad range of interest, because for the last 9 years i mostly use internet for my fandom activities and school stuff. Now its time for talk more to the people of the internet, eventhough nobody knows me exactly, but your opinion is respected here, as long as you respect others.

In this account i will post lots of things that i never discuss online before, and i guess being anonymous will give me more freedom than i have to be entitled to certain things, therefore, i will post soooo many things under these hashtags

#mewriting #megoingout #meandstuff #methinking #meandgirlpower #mereading #meandthemquotes #melisteningto #mewatching #meandfashion #meandmakeup #medoingskincare #meeating