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i m so sorry, but I want you to want me to be in your life

alone, omen 3 like krule

u miss me

I sometimes meet Lucas who walks the night in the streets of SXB alone under substance. He admits to being drugged. He is. I saw above all a child destroyed by his family and by the life that had sunk. I still hope deep down that the things that said about you aren't true. I cut ties with him. I don't worry about him anymore. It was intense and short then dark. I think he's going to die young. Then I see Robin, a longtime friend and lover, sometimes I compare myself to him, that reassures me. I tell myself that I am less worse than him, whereas there is a parallel. There is a lot of darkness around me, it drives me down. I am looking for the positive. But I can't find it. I'm waiting for someone to introduce it to me. Stupid. And there is him, whom I see sinking in the distance and it hurts me, it hits me. I take it less well.

ok, but when ?