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[one thing goes wrong] okay time to kms

its almost 10 pm and ive eaten jack shit all day time to suffer

time to literally never talk to anyone again unless you initiate conversation w/ me

im such a fucking abby i cant believe im crying over this

im amkign everything worse

just be quiet and agreeable and do what other people say and your life will go fine

if theres one thing ive learned from my life its that i should never talk a lot 

maybe i should delete the blog even though i just remade it 

[tries my hardest not to cry] [cries anyways]

[continuously fucks up and annoys people] this is fine 

ahh i know i shouldnt get my hopes up but goD 

me: please dont hate me if you do ill die also me: has so much self hatred i cant even understand people liking me at all and will vocally give reasons as to why nobody should

“the world isnt good if youre not in it” 

“i wont interact with / follow you if you have a person blacklisted!!” okay consider if i didnt i would probably have killed myself by now but okay 

aidan sure does like to come up on my dash at the absolute worst opportunity