Sade Olutola
Claire Keane
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ellievsbear
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Keni
Kiana Khansmith
art blog(derogatory)
Product Placement
Sweet Seals For You, Always
PR's Tumblrdome
trying on a metaphor
Cosimo Galluzzi
dirt enthusiast
Kaledo Art
oozey mess
Three Goblin Art
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almost home
Andulka
seen from United States
seen from Sri Lanka
seen from Germany
seen from Singapore
seen from Malaysia
seen from Türkiye
seen from Romania
seen from United States
seen from Australia
seen from Japan
seen from France
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from Mexico
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from Malaysia
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@notaprodigyreally
as of yet (1st May) Shenhe is still wearing red ropes (#untitled shenhe game)
left shoulder/arm ropes: ❌
right shoulder/arm ropes: ❌
chest ropes: ✔️
midriff ropes: ✔️
left leg ropes: ✔️
right leg ropes: ✔️
so there's nothing to worry about, her judgement isn't compromised at aaaall 👌
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Actually, I like all of you. I’m pretty confused by how upset Attaris is. I mean... Kaveri is a jerk but that’s just her way, she’s had a lot to deal with. Pretty much everybody has, although of course not everybody handles it by turning into a jerk. Oh well. I guess it doesn’t much matter.
Why the hell did I bring you guys here anyway?
Like –
I care about all of you guys, and you return it by…
By ranting at each other about how you hate being on the same island all the time. By the fact that you constantly spar with each other about how things will go. By telling me that I am doing everything wrong, and that though you like me you don’t like anything I do - yes, Kaveri, I’m talking to you here - and you seriously expect me to just take all of this without complaint?
Yeah, sure, you thanked me when I told you that I thought I could find my way back. But the second I got three of you together, the yelling started. There’s been nary a word of thanks, much less any actual attempts from you folk to give a shit about each other.
And you can tell me I’m doing just fine all you like, but none of it’s showing, not with how you talk to each other.
I feel unappreciated, is what it is.
I mean, maybe it’s my fault, because most people would not pin their self-worth on how loudly six other frenemies bother to be more “friend” than “enemy”. And maybe I have picked the stupidest hill on the entire island to die on. But I want to fix this, and it’s not happening, so obviously I am frustrated.
There. Now you can tear me down for that, if you like. See if I care.
On the one hand, I’m sorry you’re upset. You almost did something wonderful once for me, and if I could fix things for you, I would. On the other hand… appreciation? Really? You’re doing all this to be _appreciated_? I guess what I’d like to know is… why us? You’ve met other people in your life. Why HAVE you picked this hill to die on? Why does it matter if we like each other or not?
What, did the notion that I might like you guys specifically, and value your opinions specifically, never cross your mind?
[Not Up For This: 4 1 6 4 6, failure.]
You know, fuck this. I’ll come back later and see if you’ve posted anything indicative of the notion that you might have an actual brain.
You’ve never liked anybody else but us? Never valued any opinions but ours? And I’ll note: you don’t come across as ‘valuing our opinions’. You seem to find our opinions infuriating or even abhorrent. I asked a reasonable question : why are you so fixated on returning to this point in your life (and taking us with you) and you act like I’m an idiot, to such a degree that I feel pretty much done.
Then why’d you come with me!?
“Why not? It seems to be important to her.” OK, your turn.
Why the hell did I bring you guys here anyway?
Like –
I care about all of you guys, and you return it by…
By ranting at each other about how you hate being on the same island all the time. By the fact that you constantly spar with each other about how things will go. By telling me that I am doing everything wrong, and that though you like me you don’t like anything I do - yes, Kaveri, I’m talking to you here - and you seriously expect me to just take all of this without complaint?
Yeah, sure, you thanked me when I told you that I thought I could find my way back. But the second I got three of you together, the yelling started. There’s been nary a word of thanks, much less any actual attempts from you folk to give a shit about each other.
And you can tell me I’m doing just fine all you like, but none of it’s showing, not with how you talk to each other.
I feel unappreciated, is what it is.
I mean, maybe it’s my fault, because most people would not pin their self-worth on how loudly six other frenemies bother to be more “friend” than “enemy”. And maybe I have picked the stupidest hill on the entire island to die on. But I want to fix this, and it’s not happening, so obviously I am frustrated.
There. Now you can tear me down for that, if you like. See if I care.
On the one hand, I’m sorry you’re upset. You almost did something wonderful once for me, and if I could fix things for you, I would. On the other hand… appreciation? Really? You’re doing all this to be _appreciated_? I guess what I’d like to know is… why us? You’ve met other people in your life. Why HAVE you picked this hill to die on? Why does it matter if we like each other or not?
What, did the notion that I might like you guys specifically, and value your opinions specifically, never cross your mind?
[Not Up For This: 4 1 6 4 6, failure.]
You know, fuck this. I’ll come back later and see if you’ve posted anything indicative of the notion that you might have an actual brain.
You've never liked anybody else but us? Never valued any opinions but ours? And I'll note: you don't come across as 'valuing our opinions'. You seem to find our opinions infuriating or even abhorrent. I asked a reasonable question : why are you so fixated on returning to this point in your life (and taking us with you) and you act like I'm an idiot, to such a degree that I feel pretty much done.
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I’m not feeling it today. I’m not feeling like I’m on this tightrope of trying to be exactly the right person, all the time. I don’t know if it’s detachment or depression or the first step of losing my shadow but I feel further away from... the world. From the others. than I have in a long time.
Why the hell did I bring you guys here anyway?
Like –
I care about all of you guys, and you return it by…
By ranting at each other about how you hate being on the same island all the time. By the fact that you constantly spar with each other about how things will go. By telling me that I am doing everything wrong, and that though you like me you don’t like anything I do - yes, Kaveri, I’m talking to you here - and you seriously expect me to just take all of this without complaint?
Yeah, sure, you thanked me when I told you that I thought I could find my way back. But the second I got three of you together, the yelling started. There’s been nary a word of thanks, much less any actual attempts from you folk to give a shit about each other.
And you can tell me I’m doing just fine all you like, but none of it’s showing, not with how you talk to each other.
I feel unappreciated, is what it is.
I mean, maybe it’s my fault, because most people would not pin their self-worth on how loudly six other frenemies bother to be more “friend” than “enemy”. And maybe I have picked the stupidest hill on the entire island to die on. But I want to fix this, and it’s not happening, so obviously I am frustrated.
There. Now you can tear me down for that, if you like. See if I care.
On the one hand, I’m sorry you’re upset. You almost did something wonderful once for me, and if I could fix things for you, I would. On the other hand... appreciation? Really? You’re doing all this to be _appreciated_? I guess what I’d like to know is... why us? You’ve met other people in your life. Why HAVE you picked this hill to die on? Why does it matter if we like each other or not?
Exploding Cubes
I was going to post something relevant about flower gardens and shadow horses but I just can’t stop staring at this. Like, maybe it’s a metaphor for something. It’s amazing.
I suppose I ought to go back to my flowers. But I’ve been... busy lately. It’s been distracting. It’s strange feeling motivated like this.
But I’m hungry.
[XP Action, Resources: Physical Action: 1 5 5 1 5]
Cooking school to the rescue! You can do amazing things with bark. I mean, cinnamon is bark. And there’s mushrooms. And these giant squash flowers. And sunflower seeds. You can do a lot with all that, even make a feast. Yum.
Shadowless Horse
Horseless shadow. Light and dark.
[Let’s see if the XP actions will give me a nudge. Definitive. Physical Action 4. 2 4 4 5 3. Success. No XP but guidance accepted.]
At first I thought they needed to be united. Peter Pan and his shadow, right? But without the shadow, the horse shines. It asked me why I was hanging onto mine, told me to come back when I could answer that.
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Berries and Stuff
[EXPLORATION - 3 5 4 5 5. Critical Success!]
It was easier when I could whistle to the ocean and fish would jump into my pot. I guess I could still do that, and I’m even resigned to maybe one day doing something like that, but I’m not going to make mockery of my own dearest-held principles just for this.
It was easier when blindfoldedguide was older and wiser and took care of it; or when we were hanging out with humans and spirits who had meals—
But there was a time or two when we lived off … berries and stuff?
Hang on. My Internet device is binging. I will come back to this thought shortly.
[OOC: Exploration and critical success result delayed until I’ve replied to Attaris.]
anyway I found a few blackberries and the shadow of a horse that had no horse to it that left my ears a’ringing as it passed and a few shoots that I think we used to cook but I think Attaris’ discovery is better.
No seriously I have to ride that horse, where did you see it?
[Attention. Awareness 3. 4 6 2 3 3. Success! But no XP.]
Before you get picky you can just tell me where you saw the horse’s shadow and I will take it from there, thanks.
Berries and Stuff
[EXPLORATION - 3 5 4 5 5. Critical Success!]
It was easier when I could whistle to the ocean and fish would jump into my pot. I guess I could still do that, and I’m even resigned to maybe one day doing something like that, but I’m not going to make mockery of my own dearest-held principles just for this.
It was easier when blindfoldedguide was older and wiser and took care of it; or when we were hanging out with humans and spirits who had meals—
But there was a time or two when we lived off … berries and stuff?
Hang on. My Internet device is binging. I will come back to this thought shortly.
[OOC: Exploration and critical success result delayed until I’ve replied to Attaris.]
anyway I found a few blackberries and the shadow of a horse that had no horse to it that left my ears a’ringing as it passed and a few shoots that I think we used to cook but I think Attaris’ discovery is better.
I have to ride that horse.
flowers aren’t going to plant themselves
oh wait
well
maybe I’ll go for a walk instead. after lily is done visiting. maybe I’ll go for a run. maybe I’ll run to the other side of the island, through every single witchric, stealing something from each one.
I should like to join you on such a run. It would be something to do.
Maybe it will help me figure out what exactly the purpose is of the fetchquest past me sent me on.
I am open to other runners. How are you on theft?
flowers aren’t going to plant themselves
oh wait
well
maybe I’ll go for a walk instead. after lily is done visiting. maybe I’ll go for a run. maybe I’ll run to the other side of the island, through every single witchric, stealing something from each one.
so bees.
tbh i kinda hate being bees. it’s a little too much like being coins.
[roll exploration: 34556 failure]
beeing bees.
There’s More Here!
[Roll Awareness: 5 1 4 2 3 CRITICAL FAILURE!!! Skipping the Alienation issue at the moment, though.]
I… I don’t really understand how bees are like coins at all. But maybe if you don’t want to be bees then you could be…
hey
can you be other people?
omg dude your bees are totally fucked up it’s like.
[roll meaningful communication with Mystery: 44226]
it’s like.
so messed up.
ps. yes i can totally be other people. y?
Just wondering if you being me would make the bees act differently. nbd.
though it is a pretty distracting idea.
like maybe you SHOULD be me.
[Exploration. Awareness 2. 6 1 4 5 4 failure]
hm
hm
weird.
oh well.
[OOC roll Stress: 1, 2, 3, 4, 6: CRITICAL FAILURE]
yeah.
we should.
definitely do that
that is definitely a good idea
and you are such a good person for having had that idea
definitely
You would do so much better at being me. But you are also pretty cool. Like... I just wish I wasn’t me.
Actually I wish I didn’t exist.
*shrug*
[Unmet Needs. Self Care 0, 5 3 5 3 5. Triple? Will Open Something To Deal With.]
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so bees.
tbh i kinda hate being bees. it’s a little too much like being coins.
[roll exploration: 34556 failure]
beeing bees.
There’s More Here!
[Roll Awareness: 5 1 4 2 3 CRITICAL FAILURE!!! Skipping the Alienation issue at the moment, though.]
I… I don’t really understand how bees are like coins at all. But maybe if you don’t want to be bees then you could be…
hey
can you be other people?
omg dude your bees are totally fucked up it’s like.
[roll meaningful communication with Mystery: 44226]
it’s like.
so messed up.
ps. yes i can totally be other people. y?
Anyhow, tell me more about how the bees are fucked up.
[There’s More Here Again. Awareness 3. 4 4 2 2 6 OMG SUCCESS XP!!]
OOC: Want to tell me more? Or show me?
Flowers
There aren’t any butterflies near the hive. Over on the other side of the meadow, yeah: a whole colony of blue and green ones. But the bees don’t like to share their flowers.
There’s a velvet purple one with a black center. It looks like a poppy and it smells so sweet.
Here’s one with seven golden petals and a black core. I bet Kaveri would like this one. It smells fresh and spicy though, like if I made a tea of it I could use it to wake up in the morning. There’s a blue one that falls in bells. Not a bluebell though. Properly blue, this one: the sky curved into a song. It’s bigger, too. Butterflies sleep in them.
