empty inside

25 XII 2024

Day 2

Day 37, 38, 39:

Day 36:

The most important thing for me?

Day 35:

I want to lose 14 kg this month. It may be too hard or impossible for me, but I will try.

My steps and fasting month summary (7,7 kg lost). 107 kg -> 99,3 kg. I lost the most of my body weight (about 6 kg) the first week into my di3t and my wl slowed down a lot by the end of the month. I went out a few times with my friends and bf, so I think it was the main reason.

Ik I'm still fat, but going from 120 kg to 99 kg changed my body and life so much! I can FEEL AND SEE my wrist b0ne. My waist is so much smaller. My stomach is smaller. My double chin is almost gone. My eyes look bigger. I can fit TWO arms inside my old pants. My clothes are so big that it's getting kinda annoying, but some clothes fit waaay better than they used to. I have more space on the bed. I have more space in the shower. I have more space in my SHOES. I can tie my shoes easily and I don't need to sit to put my shoes on. I WANT to walk more. I have no issues walking 10k+ steps (I still don't do it everyday tho, bc of poor time management). Stairs are not a challenge. I crave healthy food and I eat a healthy meal everyday. I feel so much better. Ik I will look SO MUCH better in 2 months. I can't even imagine how good I'll look 6 months or 1 year from now.