Just not enough

Just block if you don't want to see my posts. This is the way to cope with my problems without bothering the only person who matters to me.

Now I eat whenever I'm bored, eat when it's time to eat, eat when I'm out with people, eat at work sometimes, eat to look and seem normal and then I binge at home even when my boyfriend is there.

Working out is hard. The motivation is not there, I'm in pain and tired from work, I can bearly clean the apartment every now and then and at least keep the kitchen manageable every day.

I have new motivation and amazing people to go through the hsgd with. I will reach back to 52kg by the end of July!

Of course I had to end the diet on a binge... I'll be starting again tomorrow and this time I'll make it to 53kg. It won't be even a 1 kilo if I just don't binge

Went over again but I've been able to maintain which is okay. Tomorrow I'll be busy and active most of the day so I'm really hoping to lose some by the end of the diet

Binged today 😭 not as bad as it could have been but I still lose all my efforts

This time the day was pretty bad. I ate way too much pasta right as I hit 53.9kg today

Pretty good day again 😊

Great day today, food and life wise. I might be getting a school spot and a job very soon after 2 years of nothing 🎉

Glad the days after my binge days are higher cal so I'm less likely to binge again in a while. Did pretty good today and hopefully tomorrow will be too

Absolutely horrible binge day 😭 hopefully I won't gain too much weight