いっぺん、死んでみる

therapy isn't enough i need to be someone else

Disappointment after disappointment after disappointment. It never stops.

I’ve got a sixth sense it’s called paranoia

But I feel like I somehow deserve all this suffering. That’s the only way I can make sense of it

i’m burned out, i’m tired, i’m falling apart. every day is the same but simultaneously gets worse. 

i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now. 

feeling the weight of the unlived life today girls

am so tired in a way that never leaves

the mood swings have been insane lately. one okay productive day costs me two weeks of grief and apathy and anger. hot girls get it 

how y'all be dating like 6 people in one year? It takes me like a year to find someone i even like