Hi, I'm Nick

Napping on the couch, west is napping on the table, it is a very nice day. I’ve had a lot to talk about lately but I haven’t been writing really. I’m entering my third month on testosterone. I struggle sometimes with feeling okay in my body, I struggle with feeling fat, voluptuous. Donald trump has been elected president. It’s made me think a lot about myself as a queer person. I could lose my right to take hormones, or at least it could become more complicated. Other people, other groups of people really have more to fear than I, but I am feeling a bit more endangered than I have before. I feel really good about my voice dropping little bit by little bit. I secretly love when my voice cracks even though it’s embarrassing. I think I was jealous when other people went through that. My dick has grown to twice the size it was before. So, it’s still very small but to me it is amazing and wonderful. My life is really good, i must continue to not take it for granted.