Feeling INSANELY burnt-out @ school rn…like wow I have never felt like I’ve made the wrong choice more, but at this point what can I do? I wanna be able to actually have tangible money that won’t be eaten up by living expenses & stupid purchases. I wanna be able to brag about loving my job in a sincere way and not a “they haven’t royally fucked me in the butt yet so it’s the best job ever!!” way. I want to look in my saving and see more than lint & dust. I wish for motivation to do stuff related to work, I really do cause right now I have none. No job that I can readily get now is gonna positively impact my chance at getting one in my career. so why do I even bother with them? Cause if I don’t I’ll be broke and I’ll feel like I’m mooching off my friends when we do things. And even that is something I won’t be able to do for long cause at some point I won’t be able to pay to go to places with them.
I don’t feel like an adult.
I can’t be a kid.
So i guess I’ll just stick with this….till I can’t anymore.














