nora

i wish i could wake up one day and not remember anything. i want to open my eyes to the ceiling and not lay waiting for the peeling paint to chip. i'll forget the broken edge of the stairs and tumble down once more. ill stare at my shins and think this must be why they're sore and bruised. i'll walk into the living room and forget how these walls have watched me die. i'll look at you and forget that you were the one to kill me.