feverish and forsaken. on my second glass of mulled wine. never kill yourself

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feverish and forsaken. on my second glass of mulled wine. never kill yourself

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Ohhhh I get it! The days repeat each week!

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I am a regular guy. I can enter a space. I am a regular guy. I can enter a room. I am a regular guy. I can do that transaction. I am a regular guy. I know how to answer the phone. I am a regular guy. I know what sleep is. I am a regular guy. I know how to wake up. I am a regular guy. I know how to move through space. I am a regular guy. I know what it means to be me.
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Knight and a Second chance
long in-depth lore breakdown under cut
Now, bear in mind that Iām struggling to put into the words many of the concepts discussed here. So sorry in advance if some parts feel nonsensical...! And as a disclaimer: my knowledge is mainly acquired as an interest and hobby ā it does not hold water as actual, completely accurate information of a historical period. Itās my interpretation, my fantasy of sorts. First things first, song inspiration: Vilma JƤƤ ā Manalan maillaĀ (if you know Finnish and like to read these, you might see the connectionĀ lol) Kaunoās story in nutshell: Kauno is a nobleman knight, who suffered a mortal wound to his neck when he was pinned in combat and stabbed between his armour plates. By all logic he shouldāve succumbed to such a wound, but he was rescued and nursed back to health. The nuns who took care of him did not have high hopes for the feverish nobleman to make it through, and yet eventually he woke up in perfect health and spirit. Kauno remembers little of the time from sickbed but has clear memory of vivid dreams of birds⦠Visually Kaunoās pose is heavy nod towards Botticelliās painting āBirth of Venusā. Iāve always associated this piece with rebirth and beauty, both which are at the heart of Kaunoās character. His name quite literally means ābeautyā and rest weāll get toā¦! So now, the most complex part is to acknowledge the co-existence of Christianity and folk religion in Finland during Middle ages. While itās hard to point out how folk religion exactly died (Iām not read enough on the topic), there are still letters to be found from church officials pointing out that some of the folk religion or the traditions persisted even till late medieval period and to renaissance. This period of time where beliefs melded and changed is something Iām extremely interested to depict. Now, religion facts: There are quite a few nods towards Christianity here, the number seven motif with the birds, rebirth etc. However, the story revolves even further to folk religionās concept of lintukoto (birdsā home). It was believed to be a physical place just outside the edge of the world, where birds went during winter. Everything was small in lintukoto to accommodate birds and sometimes souls could wander there. Notable is that lintukoto is _not_ heaven/afterlife in folk religion, but rather it seems one might get lost there by accident? Terns: I thought terns are great way of marrying both religious imageries together. They dive almost completely into the water and rise anew, signifying Kaunoās almost rebirth-like experience. There also rather many hymns describing angels and dead loved ones visiting earth as birds! And lastly, they are also bird that are more typically seen in southern Finland, as a reference towards lintukoto being to the south of the worldās edge. Armour: Yep, thatās Kauno himself! Kauno is showing his neck, which has only the scar left from the combat, but heās also gripping at the sinking armour at the same spot.
Fun fact: Kauno is literally shorter and slimmer ('smaller') than my other knights as a nod to lintukoto! So, is he an angel, rebirthed man, or just very lucky guy? Who can say for sure, but all these motifs are part of him.

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