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HE FLIPS THROUGH THE TABLET, each page more damning than the last. a descent into madness, it shows. the reports of his deteriorating psycho - pass, his inability to separate himself from the specimen case. there is no hope left for him, beset by a rage that would sicken someone down to the roots of their teeth.

"Still have my access," Kougami says, finally, setting the device to the side. the illuminated psycho - pass, recorded at 98, disappears into it. a report signed off by Inspector Ginoza, describing all this ugly, meaty truth. it speaks of a man gone blind in agony, in not so many words.

❝    I DON’T SEE WHAT YOU’RE          so pissed about  .    you’re reckless all the time  .    i do one little thing    &    all of a sudden    …    ❞          exhaustion dilutes what typically would be a voice so loud    &    sarcastic  ,    hélène’s tone being flat despite the venom tainting it  .    no  ,    she knows exactly the source of his anger  ,    but she will ignore such a reasoning  ,    playing at false ignorance so that she may continue such clearly dangerous actions like the one that made kougami angry this time without any guilt nor care at all  .          ❝    don’t act like you’re above me anymore  .    you aren’t  .    ❞

for    :    @nonspector    .

he doesn’t speak ,     lingering in a rankling silence .  the kind that spurs ,  uncomfortable  &  chafing   :   an implication that he’s holding back --- or perhaps just biding his time for the right moment to sink in with teeth  &  jaw .   in a way ,  he wishes she would scream .   would love the satisfaction of meeting all her fury with measured apathy ,   ever unfazed .   the gaze he turns on her is calculating ,   analytical .  more detective than friend . 

NAME: kougami shinya  ALIAS: kou , hound 3 , shepherd 2 , guarding 2 GENDER: cis male ORIENTATION: bisexual PREFERRED PET NAMES: he doesn’t really give nicknames. he’s more likely to refer to his S/O by their last name or their title (inspector/enforcer, for example) than he is to give a nickname. after becoming comfortable with someone, either platonically or romantically, he might shorten up their name (for example, gino instead of ginoza). and there’s always the rare potential that he might give someone a nickname with some specific incident tied to it, but really... nicknames are pretty rare. that isn’t to say he’ll mind if his S/O has one for him. he’ll probably enjoy it, and think it’s cute.

RELATIONSHIP STATUS: main-verse, single. but has a canon based ship with akane @enspector (he’s in love w her in p much every verse tho.. her impact). also a ship w sasayama (@sasayamas)  FAVORITE CANON SHIP( S ): kougami / akane (@enspector) . kougami / sasayama (@sasayamas)  .  FAVORITE NON-CANON SHIP( S ):  omg ship w me cowards OPINION ON TRUE LOVE: it isn’t really something he’s considered a lot. he’s always had something else on his mind, and hasn’t really formed a solid opinion on love in general. he’s willing to indulge the idea of true love, and definitely believes love is real (neurological con job or not), but he doesn’t have a strong opinion on it one way or another outside of that. he’s Busy. he doesn’t spend his time pondering the concept of true love. love will come when it comes, if it comes, and he’s content with that. he’s not concerned with it, either.  OPINION ON LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: he believes in lust at first sight, or even infatuation at first sight. he believes you can find someone interesting after only knowing them for a few minutes. but love at first sight? no. love is too deep and emotional and he would honestly think that anyone who Does believe in love at first sight is probably very......... flimsy HOW ‘ROMANTIC’ ARE THEY: because he has such a distant idea of love in general, he’s not really romantic in the traditional sense. all of his affection, his signs of love, his “romantic” gestures, tend to be pretty subdued if they happen, and are only obvious to the person who he’s being romantic with. big romantic gestures aren’t really his thing. he enjoys the quiet moments where you can talk with someone for hours, or sit comfortably in silence. he likes the quiet little shows of affection. the brush of hands in the hallway. the little smile he reserves only for that one person. the look he shares with someone when everyone else is busy. private jokes, little but important moments. in private, he can be much more physical with his affection, but it’s still not necessarily...... Romantic? it is, in his own way, but it’s not Wooing. by that point, the emotional connection between him and that person should be deep enough that these little moments Mean something. anything more than that, he doesn’t really participate in. he wouldn’t mind it if he received it, i guess, but its just?? not smth he does. but just because it’s a subdued and quiet kind of romance, doesn’t mean he doesn’t care. he just shows it in ways that are private, and reserved only for the person he cares about. he’s not showy. IDEAL PHYSICAL TRAITS: physical traits are secondary to personality, and it’s not something he really concerns himself with. (he does like thicc girls tho)  IDEAL PERSONALITY TRAITS: intelligence , sense of justice , open mind , “ability to keep up a conversation” , kind ( that doesnt necessarily mean nice ) , rational but passionate . secondary :  a little mystery sometimes , a fiery nature , willingness to break the rules if it means doing the right thing . he likes a puzzle , or someone who surprises him   UNATTRACTIVE PHYSICAL TRAITS: bad hygiene . UNATTRACTIVE PERSONALITY TRAITS: destructive ( like makishima ) , cruelty for cruelty’s sake , ignorance ( especially willful ignorance ) , irrationality , unjust , unkind 

IDEAL DATE: he likes private dates . usually in a calmer atmosphere , so he can actually get to know the person .  while he doesn’t necessarily mind a crowd ,  it’s not what he would prefer if he was on a date with someone that he actually wants to know better and be with .  staying in with dinner is more ideal than going out to a club , for example .  DO THEY HAVE A TYPE:  people who want to do the right thing . interesting people who keep him on his toes . people who have similar goals / values to himself . the occasional stupid bitch who covers up everythin with humor :pensive:  AVERAGE RELATIONSHIP LENGTH: there aren’t any “canon” relationships that i can really think of , though i headcanon sasayama ( his first real long term relatonship ) and him to have lasted about 10 months to a year before they broke it off . outside of that, i think he’s only been in casual relationships without much emotion involved .  PREFERRED NON-SEXUAL INTIMACY: NAPPING , simply being in the same room together comfortably , doing different things but still Together , or sitting close and doing something together , discussing any number of topics , working out / sparring tbh , laying together and jus Chilling  COMMITMENT LEVEL:  whewwww.... see hes got the Potential for commitment but??? He Built Another Wall? He Built Another Wall. but once u’ve got him, u’ve got him forever (unless his arch enemy gets in the way first and he goes after him and has to go into hiding, But) OPINION OF PUBLIC AFFECTION: ehhhhhhhh... he doesn’t really initiate it, and it’s not his favorite thing in the world . he prefers to keep that private . he wont complain, but he wont start it either. like i said above, little hand brushes, shared looks, standing a little closer to the person than he would otherwise. he prefers That. PAST RELATIONSHIPS: kougami and sasayama are canon to this blog (it explains a lot, like kougami’s strong reaction to sasayama’s death when undoubtedly he’s faced tough cases before, his obsession with revenge, etc.), and akane ( @enspector ) and kougami...... Had Something. they might not have been together, together, but there was tension and something building there ( hes in lov w her n u can fight me on tht one ). TAGGED BY: @enspector I LOVEE UUUUUUUUU

@unspector       :      i don’t remember what meme this is from.

❝      you sure this is a     conversation you wanna have,   gino  ?      ❞        you’re going to leave,   i can see it.     it’s here that the teenage boy riots,   as his ghost blackens in the face of their mutual ruination     [     is this where you thought we would be standing ?     ]       there are roots here,   ones that run far below the surface of the skin.   the splayed soul.   the open palm.   these are not so easily revoked,   &   yet     —    &   yet.   

❝      you friggin’   —–      ❞      huffed between teeth,   grin alight   &   vicious.   his breathing comes fast,  hard,   heartbeat banging against the ribs in tandem with laughter.   they parallel,   enforcer   /   inspector,   kougami’s own smile thin  &  sharp as a whipcord,   fists raised,   stance low.   a rushing snaps in the air,   urging them both to the finish line,   to the slam of fists against skin    &    bodies on the floor   &   their victories over each other.    [    he has tells.   they’ve played this game long enough for him to realize what they are.   the flicker of his eyes to the left,   before he goes to the right.    the slight shift of his foot before he slides forward.   maybe he’ll tell kougami about them,   one day.     ]      he dodges the other man’s blow,   landing one of his own into kougami’s abdomen.      ❝       you shoulda seen that one comin’.        ❞

sometimes,   he wonders if brutality      is the only language sasayama knows,   all bruised knuckles   &   split lips.   if he’s ever pressed his mouth to someone else’s   &   not bit down till someone bled.    if kougami were to grab his palms    &    trace the veins,   would it lead him to where the cracks are rawest,    where the meat is red ?    they kiss like a gutting,   the way a knife slides into an abdomen.   in the night he’s laid out like a slaughtered animal,   &   sasayama is a hound,   all teeth   /    &   hunger     [     &    he’ll let him fill his belly,   he’ll let him slick his hands on all the blood,   scuff them up inside to split him apart at the ribs.   that’s the only way sasayama knows how to love,   &    maybe one day he’ll take his hands    &    press them to his mouth    &    say,    stop.    here.   let me sink into every crack this world has left in you.     ]

last night he ran his fingertips along sasayama’s spine,   &   the other man curled his fingers around his wrist so violently that one would think he’d been struck.    it’s only ever when someone’s left bruised or on his back does he slot against him   ----    close like a jaw around a neck.   

SHIT I’VE SAID TO MY CAT     :     @leadrooks      /     accepting.