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Oh scratch that, how dare i call you my “sister” when you do not even know about my existence?

It’s always a bittersweet feeling whenever I remember you.

Bitter–‘cause I’ve been yearning, wishing, and praying to have an older sister since I was a kid. I was always looking for a female role model—in school, in the family... when I knew about you, everything changed.

I could not believe I have an older sister. I was so happy. The sad part is, you will never know me. You grew up thinking your father was your biological father; well apparently not. I’m glad you grew up with him anyway ‘cause you’re rich. You had a better life there, and we're far from that.

I am happy for all your achievements that I heard and from the posts I saw. Thanks to your friends, I can see a glimpse of your life and how you somehow treat people around you.

It warms my heart that many people speak so nicely of you. I can feel it also. Your face exhudes kindness and genuineness.

I wish you nothing but the best, Ate Vitz. I will never want your life to be ruined just for this ugly truth. I love you and I'll forever bring this hurt with me. I'm contented anyway with admiring you from afar. May the universe give you all the happiness you deserve.

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